Speakup - Blog Posts
This is almost exclusively a porn blog, but I haven’t felt the desire for that lately with everything going on in our country. To the people of color that I follow and who follow me, I see you. I appreciate you. I support you. I stand behind (and in front if necessary) you. I can never understand your pain or your struggle. To those protesting, be safe. Be well.
There is a long time since the last time I did anything recklessly. Since I can remember I have something, some problem, some idea, anything that I might have to deal with, occupying my mind and taking me from the things I like to do. Hobbies, I mean.
However, lately, thanks to quarantine, I've been able to do this things. I've been watching many movies, which might seem normal but I didn't used to do as much since I was too worried about getting enough sleep, working out, going to college, getting my driver's license and all of those ordinary things. I have, also, started to read a book or two, didn't finish any - you see, reading on the internet era is a little bit complicated. I've been definitely taking better care of myself. My self-esteem, my health, my relation with my family.
I found myself to be so deeply immerse on my daily life problems that I forgot how to be a living been, I was so worried about being "healthy", getting good grades this semester and doing my best to eventually have a future that I forgot about the present.
This quarantine has been - at least for myself - quite good. I've been more self conscious, could realize how I was without knowing suffering from an ED, could realize how my mom can be here now but since she is older might not be in here for much longer (let's give some 25years), could realize how your plans for the future might not happen and how you should find a way to enjoy what you have and what you can for sure have. I don't know, even if everything changes somehow, even if my plans of 6 months ago don't happen, I know, today, that I can adapt, I can change the course of my life and always be a new and better me. All I need to do is stop and look at myself.
Long time no see
Yesterday, I lost my father to a sudden stroke 😢💔 💔
He was supposed to have surgery today, but I couldn’t afford the medication. If I had the money, he might still be with us.
In Gaza, it’s not just illness that kills . it’s poverty, blockade, and lack of access to care. He died in front of me, and I was powerless.
Please, help me prevent this from happening again.
Your support, your share, your voice ,
it can truly save a life. 🙏🏼💔
Rip dad 🙏🏼
And today, with a broken heart, I ask you: Please help so I don’t lose someone else. Any donation, share, or voice matters.Even the smallest act can save a life. 🙏🏼💔 Donate here
