A mess from the best
Ain’t like the rest .
She was blessed by the man
With his shoulders at rest .
A danger to the devil from the inside , out
As her emotions were made to be numbed out .
Like hitler , wanting you to be his butler ,
Hid in the darkness from the stars ,
Never knew what it was like to see past the dark .
It’s a shame , but we don’t pass the blame ,
especially when your blinded by The other game .
Now she can see , so much more clearly ,
She is starting to look a lot more pearly .
The sadness in her eyes , are replaced with the sunlight .
The breeze on her skin , awakens her inner self esteem,
Something you tried to keep locked in .
A beautiful soul, you tried to hide ,
Hid beneath your evil eye .
The man with the rainbow eyes , clearly showed up in perfect time .
Her soul was crushing , a big mistake,
Made from the man, with the holes in his skin,
Who now has nothing to sink his claws in .
@trueemotions91
To be scared is a under statement,
That fear no longer dwindles in my bones ,
Tumblr has taught me ,
Friends are just ghosts , or empty egg shells.
Strangers have more empathy then the man next door,
I was just a fool ,
all along , playing to the devils own dirty tune .
Emotions that ran high ,
Words that didn’t make much sense ,
To a soul opened my eyes
By just a few tiny words.
I realise now ,
it is not, who is here to pick up the phone
It’s the ones who are in the dark
But yet take the time to pass your name in there own daily thoughts.
Yet I’ve done nothing for them, yet there speak of me so kindly.
In this world that’s distracted by so much colour,
Them bright doors don’t hold the key to this earths heavens,
It is the doors that are hid in the darkest shadows,
waiting for someone to find them, to help them flourish.
So Don’t go looking for the brightest light ,
Search for the darkest gate
that’s where we will find all things beautiful in
such a dark cold world,
that’s flourished with colour To distract us ,
from the true treasures of this world .
@trueemotions91
@tammyfeabakker
She ignites me
In a way no one , could even come close.
She knows
Just how to make me feel alive .
She is my flame
On the coldest nights .
She is the spark in my eyes.
Believe me when I say she can turn any heart
From stone to gold dust
In a blink of gods eye .
She don’t know evil
Only pure love .
She locks on and never lets go .
She is stronger then any diamond
Rough for ever in the making
As that what makes her so powerful.
She learns from everything
She never will look perfect
Coz the best things
Are always hidden beneath the dirt
Spreading love but never heard.
@trueemotions91
@tammyfeabakker ❤️ x
He was mine temporary
For a moment he showed me
What love could be
But all good things don’t last
But I’m blessed I got them seconds
As they felt like hours
His smell I’ll never know , his voice I will always imagine .
I will forever carry them memories with me
Because In such a short amount of space
he managed to change the perspective in me.
Why do you lie
To my soul
Your the reason this world is cold .
Cant you see
What you do to me ?
You bring me to my knees
To beg you,
for
The happiness in me .
You locked me up and
Forced me to fight
For the light , I cried for every night .
You made me , my own demon
The devil you created from the palm of your hand .
For ever I was giving no slack,
Licking the pain from your wounds while
Feeding the demon , within my own skin .
You made me crack,
I accept that
But I will come back ,
Stronger then the marks on my back
I will show you slack
I’ll accept your apology
When I get up from my knees , your see
I weren’t who you thought I could be,
I have to much lose
To give you the key
To end me.
@trueemotions91
Law and order
What the hell has happened
You all want the same thing
Peace love and harmony.
We just want freedom
To explore our own minds
To walk across the land
We was giving for free.
We stand with hands in the air
Chanting we just want to be heard
While your stood on the line,
Distorted face , a devils eye.
We was placed upon earth
By your mother and mine
I was giving life , by a wife ,
But I did not choose
To be put upon this world
Which is falling apart in front of me.
I did choose to have a mind
Not to be controlled by the side ,
But to many sheep are falling for the governments lie.
Your hitting innocent humans
While you glare with your power
Think your better then any other .
I don’t disrespect you job
But why do you defend the slobs
And not your job
Which is to protect your family and mine.
Not to use the bat
Given you to by the mighty rats
To a innocent man without a hat
We have no weapons , just a voice
We beg you can hear ,
But we know we fall upon deaths ears .
If we was to bring shields , bats and the world
You would be the ones running for the hills.
We out do the majority of you
But we still carry nothing
We don’t throw stones ,
Our hands are clean
We don’t carry a gun
Just a empty thumb.
We can all play games , believe me so,
But you lock the most powerful men in a zoo,
If them wild animals were let out ,
Your power would no longer be felt
As they would out do the devil in you.
We unite as one with out any cause
Millions of us , face off demons
Who won’t let us become one.
We are told violence is wrong
And we agree can’t you see
It’s just me .
I have no riot gear, My skin is my armour ,
A shield is my face , as I have nothing to hide ,
I don’t carry a baton , I carry a lantern ,
To show you the light , in the darkest point of your life.
I bring my energy , you carry a taser
To zap the life
Straight out of me .
We beg you to see
We are peaceful in this sweet lullaby
We only want to be free.
@trueemotions91
Why is life so raw
I only wanted to get up off the floor
But you won’t let me rise
You just want to watch me fall.
Scared I will rise above yourself
Difference is , I ain’t a whore
I’ll do my chore
But you still keep pushing me to the damn floor .
Fear is greedy
I get that now
But your only feeding the demon within me .
Your negative words fall all around me.
You made me so sore
I just don’t care no more
So you see ,
I may be upon the floor
But inside I’m ready to roar.
A woman I see ,
More powerful then me ,
Because she holds the key
To the happiness in me ,
She can blow me a Gale,
Or create me a storm ,
She is my dearest ,
Who protects me in the wildest storm,
When I’m mad, she makes the world frown,
Oh believe me she can tip up even your crown ,
When I’m happy she sends me a sky full of clowns,
In the prettiest colours,
Who sing me a beautiful song
To make me feel proud,
When I’m cold ,
She holds me ever so close
warms me up with her gentle rays ,
When I’m hot , she don’t stop,
When I’m mad,
She blows the angles my way,
To whisper
It’ll be better another day.
@trueemotions91
Warning - I’m not sure if some people will take this I’m ignorant which I’m far from , just easiest way for me to explain a voice in my head so please do not take it personal anyone ! Just enjoy !
Lost young soul ,
Life is low , life is high ,
We have to just ride the tide. ❤️
The biggest challenge in life
Is learning to live , with the voice inside ,
Sometimes he roars and sometimes he whispers,
He’s trapped inside
Constantly taking you on a mad ride
It’s your call to reply
But before you do
Just listen
To what he is speaking
He may drive you crazy and make you hate
Every aspect of life ,
But their is a message hidden deeper then your imagantion ,
But the voice is they for a reason
Even if invisible on the other side
It’s the man inside
trying to make you recognise
I know you want it to go and he won’t shut up
But please just go with the flow
Don’t think the words that are going Through your head
Are a representation of yourself ,
Thats way to far , even for his control ,
That voice is a reckoning
The only way your inside can get you to listen to your true calling
Maybe not in the words you need
But this is where you have to be smart
Our brains are dangerous
The damage is strong
As no other can hear the song ,
He may play you some fucked up lullabies
And make tears come into your eyes
But I promise that’s not you breaking
That’s your soul accepting ,
The voice is usually your own well being ,
Calling for some help , from deep within yourself ,
He is nothing to be scared of
He is invisible , a voice all alone ,
But you can’t let him take control,
You have the power to show him differ ,
befriend that voice in your head ,
make him work for his chatter
we were born wild and free but
our imagantion always runs quicker
then our own two feet ,
So sometimes you need to breathe , it’s all just a release
Its a craft , and once you make the art ,
That voice won’t be a burden, he will be working on your behalf .
@trueemotions91
Why is this world so cold
I was always told,
The world is what you perceive through
Your own living eyes ,
Am I to blind, to see
The love that’s surrounded, around me ,
Is it me who spits the hatred out they mouth?
I question this daily .
I see the beautys of earth
They don’t hide ,
The colours of the rainbow are
Painted all over this earth,
The birds sing me a lullaby
Every morning ,
I open my eyes
To the most beautiful sunrise ,
I watch the moon ,
Dance with the stars ,
But when I enter reality ,
Why do I see , beings
With scrawn up faces ,
Blood on the hands of another man ,
Children being abused by the one who
Brought them to this earth,
Youngsters with no morals,
Graffiti scribbled all over the walls,
Ruining nature for everyone’s eyeballs,
Is that really just perceieved through my own eyes?
Is the government, just blind
To the reality of life,
Hidden behide a obscene ,Law and order,
Where half of them are the cause
Of disorder ,
Freedom of speach
But only counts for the rich ,
I see another begging on the floor
While another swipes his foot across
The same path,
Caught up in his own twisted world
Not a care for the poor,
I didn’t see that this morning ,
When the flowers were dancing along
To the pretty’s bird song,
I saw happiness in the sky,
Pictures Scribbled in the clouds
To make me realise ,
I can be at ease ,
But when I enter the street,
Everyone seems to be staring down at they feet
A pawn in a game of cheat.
@trueemotions91
Always told
I won’t make any gold
With my long life goals,
But they underestimated me
As my goals only consist
Of happy and health,
Not having my pockets lined of coins
I’d rather have a heart of joy,
A pocket full of sweet memories
For the world to see, Is enough for me ,
Riches are nothing
If my eyes are cold
Blinded by the pound sign
can’t see my path is clearly written for me ,
I don’t need brands attached to me
I’m a brand of my own
no one can copy track me
Even when I’m buried in the ground
You still couldn’t even come close
To the place I call home
My memories would make you realise
What a lie yours is.
@trueemotions91
You reading this
Promise me
One thing
In life don’t give up
Never check the competition on the other shoulder
Always breathe and just get stuck in
The thicker the better
Don’t let anyone make you feel worthless
Poisonous people only do this
Don’t never go in with your eyes closed
Always make sure they are wide
Don’t get stuck in the gossip
Take a seat back and be the listener
Your be amazed what you hear ,
When your hurting ,
Please just scream,
Don’t let it burden you ,
I’m here,
When you want to cry,
Let it stream,
Tears are free ,
So don’t let it burn you out
from inside out ,
Believe me when I say,
Your brain is a weapon for all,
But mainly for yourself ,
So don’t let it take control,
Remember it’s your body in the line ,
Don’t let the voices roar ,
If they do, scream right back at them
Coz them bitches should be in line with your core,
When your happy ,
Enjoy,
And when your sad
Just remeber the man who shook your hand ,
Without a penny to his name ,
Yet he still has a plan,
Every single being here has a path,
And when it gets tough
Just know that’s the worse ,
The only way is up baby,
So please just breathe ,
And no it’s just the path
To make your journey on earth
Complete .
@trueemotions91
Doí saber que você não acredita nos elogios
Mas não doí por sua causa
Doí por causa das pessoas que fazem você acreditar nisso
Mas eu quero mudar isso
Porque você é a melhor parte da minha vida
Dizem que “O projeto mais importante da sua vida é você”
Mentira, o projeto mais importante é você
Tanto na vida, como depois, nas outras
Sempre foi, sempre será tudo sobre você
Nas próximas vidas, eu vou sentir um vazio
E ele vai se preencher com você
Assim como aconteceu nesta.
fuck this spotify wrapped, how about i wrap you up in my arms while we listen to your fav artist/song