Starv1ng - Blog Posts
How do I purge effectively? I wanna throw up so bad but it won't work
Introduction (age 21)
Hi. You can call me Newt because ain't no way I'm sharing my real name on here in fear that someone I know finds me. I'm pretty fucked up in a lot of ways
I'm a survivor of child and adolescent torture after having been severely abused and also a victim of TMBC (trauma-based mind control) and RA (ritual abuse) throughout my childhood. I was abused for 13 and a half years before being removed by social services once I became confident enough to talk about what was happening.
I have Bipolar 1, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Some sorta restrictive ed (probs atypical ana), a psychotic disorder, Complex PTSD, and fibromyalgia. I also deal with sleep problems and a bunch of other physical health issues that are undiagnosed
I'm trans FTM and use he/him Pronouns. I started medication in 2021 after being sectioned to a child inpatient unit where I live and started antipsychotics which made me gain 25 odd kg. I'm now working to lose that weight now I'm feeling more "stable".
I was clinically anorexic before starting on antipsychotics and hoping to get back to that state.
I will mostly be posting about my ed.
If you don't like that, block, don't report.
You have your safe spaces, I have mine.
Nice to meet you all! :D
Iāve felt my heart beat being crazy for the past few hours so I ended my fast before I really wanted to :c
Side note: These protein bars are amazing! A bit pricey and 180cā¦ * . * -but very good! And not only did it kind of help my heart beat issue but now Iām definitely not hungry lol 10/10, do recommendāØ I have another flavor by the same brand that Iām going to try tomorrow :)
How often should I have a metabolism day?? Rn my daily calorie intake is ~500, sometimes I go over but not by much.