Student Life - Blog Posts
18.03.2025 (tue)
TO DO LIST :
Math and phy hw
Live class
Lec 3
Lec 4
Lec 3 n 4 notes
Chemical Kinetics - start studying
Couldn’t finish everything bc towards the end, I got HIT with crippling cramps and was fkn dying. Spent the past two hours straight just crying lol. Took a painkiller which did ABSOLUTELY nothing. Took another one, still felt like I was being ripped apart. I feel so much better now I wanna cry like that's all I wanna do I swear
On the bright side, my mom was the sweetest and took care of me. I love her sm 😭😭.
Also, tried to take a quick power nap after I was back from school since I was half asleep while trynna study and yeah, that turned into a 2 hr nap. Woke up 10 minutes late to class. Love that for me 😀
Got LOADS to do tmrw 😭 Idk how am gonna manage AGHHHH
Anyways,
Take care lovesss
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18.03.2025 (mon)
( MAGIC bc I frkn LOVE them 😭 )
Hellloo BEAUTIFUL hoomans ;)
Today was a whole lot of procrastination and barely any productivity :( Did about 3 hours, but around 2 of those were just my live class, and the rest went into writing notes and HW. Not exactly proud of today, but I’ll make up for it tomorrow by working even harder !!
Also, after iftar, I usually feel tired, but today? I was like sooo full and sooooo ded. Like, I couldn't even lie down. Idk why probably because I was stuffing my face with literally everything in sight
Got a chem test on Chemical Kinetics this Thursday, so I need to cover at least half of it tomorrow.
*sigh*
It’s already 1 AM, and I have no idea how I’m gonna function 😭.
Gnnn lovesss
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16.03.2025 (sun)
Studied a lil bit b4 guests came over, so couldn't do the stuff as planned but I had a nice time, so ;)
Stuff I did ~~
• studied/revised lec 2
• almost finished watching lec 3 (10 minutes left lol it was time for iftar)
• done with about half of lec 3 notes (literally can't write any notes while watching the lec cuz I'll end up missing everything and will have to rewatch that part. So I watch it once and understand the material and kind of watch it for the 2nd time for the the notes)
• complete pending eng notes I was supposed to do yesterday lol
I thought to doing some other stuff as well after the guests were gone but it's 11:30 pm and I am BEAT or beet ?
Have a math test tmrw for which I'll just flip through the notes cuz the stuff ain't that hard. Don't think I'm gonna try and study b4 school cuz I love sleep too much lol ^^
BYEEENNNNN
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15.03.2025
Didn't do much today— just attended my live class on which I have yet to make notes on. Will probably do stuff for school if I have any left b4 I head to bed . Just so tired lol :(
Anyways,
MWAAA
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14.03.2025 (fri)
Woke up at 12 PM today and got hit with a killer headache that just kept getting worse 😭. The only reason I survived was because there were just a couple of hours till iftar. Took a painkiller, but it didn’t do much. Still managed to squeeze in some studying—not a lot, but hey, it’s something. Started strong but ended procrastinating towards the end 😭
Things I did today ~
Revised Lec 1 stuff from yesterday
Watched Lec 2 and made notes
Started Lec 3
The good part? I actually understood things pretty easily today, so I’m breathing a little easier. Still a long way to go, but small wins are still wins !!
Anyways,
BYEEEE
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13.03.2025 (thu)
Update: Finally got through Chem Lecture 1 (it took me almost three hours—why am I like this?? T-T) and barely started Lecture 2 before I got so damn sleepy. Thought, "Let me just rest my head for a sec" and BOOM—I was out. Ended up napping for an hour before my mom woke me up for dinner.
Still half-asleep, so I’m just gonna crash for the night. I’m trying not to be too hard on myself, but I’m also not about to let myself off the hook completely, yk? Gotta find that middle ground.
I kept replaying the explanation for the numericals, and by the third time, I basically just byhearted it. Not exactly the plan, but oh well. Not giving up though—I'll figure it out eventually.
Thinking of starting daily recap posts—what I actually managed to do and to-do lists for the next few days or even a week. Maybe writing it all down will keep me a little more accountable.
And omg, my sleep schedule is beyond saving at this point. It’s pure chaos. Probably gonna sleep in tomorrow to repay some of this sleep debt because, honestly, I need to sort this out before it gets worse :)
BYENNN~~ (kinda like bye + then— a lil smn I made up lol)
MWAHH
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Update: Took a nap right after my last post because I was dead tired and thought it’d help me stay up later. Well... that nap turned into 3 hours, and then I went straight into my favorite hobby: procrastination. Actually started studying around 10:45 PM and only managed to touch chem.
Tried revising today’s numericals, which should’ve taken me 30 minutes tops, but it ended up taking almost an hour because I was struggling with basic multiplication (and also why are so many decimal shits). Like, why am I like this? F you, CBSE, for not letting us use calculators—but it’s not like I can use them in entrance exams either, so guess I’m stuck suffering in silence.
Honestly, I’m so mad at myself, but I’m too tired to even spiral into a self-hate session or breakdown. I’m just here, floating through my regrets. Thinking I’ll try to squeeze in physics during the bus ride tomorrow because time? what dat ?
The OG plan was to finish Lec 2 & 3 today, do Lec 4 after school tomorrow, and attend Lec 5 live.
Reality check? I’ll just do Chem Lectures 1-3 tomorrow and 4-6 on Friday because right now I’m tired down to my soul. Like, this is exhaustion on another level. fml I’m crashing for the night.
Let’s hope tomorrow-me has her life together *sigh*
GNNNNN
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Study time ~ 0:55 hr
12.03.2025 (wed)
Just got back from school and honestly, today’s been lowkey trash. Couldn’t focus at all and zoned out for the entirety of physics—like, my brain just went NOPE. So now I have to relearn everything from scratch 😭. I’ve been trying so hard to be consistent, but it’s days like these that really test me. So yeah, gonna lock in and grind to make up for it.
Today’s To-Do List (aka the battle plan):
Chem - Revise numericals.
Chem - Study Lec 1 (it’s been haunting my to-do list for a week now) + Lec 2 & 3 (I’m not going to bed until these are DONE.)
Phy - Relearn today’s class (because clearly my brain took a day off.)
It’s me vs. my procrastination today, and I’m NOT losing.
Toodles ~~
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12.03.2025 (wed)
Just got back from school and honestly, today’s been lowkey trash. Couldn’t focus at all and zoned out for the entirety of physics—like, my brain just went NOPE. So now I have to relearn everything from scratch 😭. I’ve been trying so hard to be consistent, but it’s days like these that really test me. So yeah, gonna lock in and grind to make up for it.
Today’s To-Do List (aka the battle plan):
Chem - Revise numericals.
Chem - Study Lec 1 (it’s been haunting my to-do list for a week now) + Lec 2 & 3 (I’m not going to bed until these are DONE.)
Phy - Relearn today’s class (because clearly my brain took a day off.)
It’s me vs. my procrastination today, and I’m NOT losing.
Toodles ~~
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11.03.2025 (Tues)
thought today was monday wth
Went to bed at 2 AM today and still couldn’t finish my chem notes or review the bio lecture (ughhhhh). Also ended up sleeping instead of studying before school, so that’s fun.
Anyways, here’s my to-do list for the day: bet ya can't tell how much I love to-do lists
Rev bio lec
Finish up chem notes (finally) and study it.
Watch lec 2
Live class
Math,chem,eng,bio hw
Manifesting productivity... or at least, survival.
Hope y'all have an amazing day ahead !
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Just a reminder that someone with the exact same goal as you is working harder than you.
- Tam Kaur
10.03.25
Woke up at 4 today with like 4 hours of sleep, and my first thought was hell nahhh. So after fajr, I knocked out again for 1-1.5 hours and woke up at 6:30, except I actually fell back asleep, and my mom’s loud-ass alarm had to drag me back to reality 🤡.
Slept on the way back home, was still dead tired when I got to my room, so I decided to nap for an hour… which somehow turned into 3 hours without my consent. Woke up literally 10 minutes before my class. But hey, at least I’m more awake now, I guess?
Loved today, though—understood everything in every class so easily, and that’s a rare win.
I’ll try to sleep after I’m done studying, but if I can’t, I might just keep going.
Ughhh.
Stuff to do:
Math HW
Chem: read text + review notes + hw
Review today’s lecture + read the text
Finally finish that damn solutions lecture + write notes + study it
Let’s hope I actually get through this.
Byeee for nowww ( ˘ ³˘)💗
09.03.2025
Last week was a mess, but it’s cool cuz no way I’m repeating that. We’re back on track (hopefully).
To do list:
Math - read the text
Physics - reader + rev notes + hw
Eng - hw
Chem - read the reader + rev notes
Bio - reader + notes
Chem - lec 1 of solutions
Bio - review lec 1,2,& 3
It’s raining here, and i love the weather. My bed looks insanely cozy, but nope- no naps today :')
Also, in school, I kept thinking of food lol idk whyy probably bc my friends were eating in front my face 🥲. Anyways, hope y'all have a good one !
Toodles ~~
07.03.2025
Didn’t post yesterday because I literally did nothing. Skipped school, joined the live class 15 minutes late because I randomly decided to shower last minute (and ofc, I don’t shower fast—especially when it's hair wash day !!!). Spent the entire class daydreaming instead of actually functioning, and now my to do list is staring at me like a disappointed parent. Ugh.
Anyways, shit happens. But also, I am so stressed about my backlogs. I feel like I’m drowning in stuff I have to do, I'm doing and will have to do— I have no idea how I’m supposed to do all this. Like, where is the pause button?? Also, I joined a Ramadan challenge group and haven’t updated in days—it’s barely been a week and I’m already flopping. I hate myself for it.
Weekend to do list:
• clean room
• Complete Saturday’s notes + HW before they consume me
• Study for the bio test on Sunday (our teacher tests us on stuff we learned the previous week—I love her, but also, why)
• Rewatch yesterday’s lecture and actually process it this time
• Study all three bio lectures because apparently, I enjoy suffering (I did this to myself really)
• Iftar party later today, which means I’ll definitely miss live lectures and will have to listen to them tomorrow (future me is already panicking)
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• Try to actually update in the Ramadan challenge group before I disappear completely
I am so behind, and I have no idea how I’m going to survive this, but we move.
05.03.2025
DRAGGED myself to school even tho I was the literal embodiment of a walking corpse. Ended up crashing after school and woke up 5 mins before coaching.
Have chem hw to do which I'll get to soon (hopefully). Did math hw in class itself yaaay . I'll revise the stuff taken at school in the morning bus ride to school as usual :')
Toodles ~~
04.03.2025
Ended up not going to school but the doctors today :(
So I have notes to complete and stuff to study for tmrw . I'm like seriously scared of the teachers for the first time in my life cuz they hella strict. As if the pressure of boards and entrance exams wasn't enough 🥲
Things I did today (I'll update as I do em) :
• Attend my live class
• completed my notes
• read a few pages of phy reader
• did math hw
02.03.2025
First Day Back + Study Plans
Woke up at 4 AM for suhoor, and after Fajr, I tried going back to sleep since I had to be up by 6:30 AM (my bus comes at 7). Ideally, I want to use the two hours before school to study, but today, I was running on just 3 hrs of sleep. I knew I’d be exhausted on my first day back, but I just couldn’t fall asleep no matter how hard I tried. I hate my life So, I ended up just lying in bed and then ironing my uniform lol.
At school, there weren’t any actual classes, so nothing much happened. Came home and took a 3 hr nap—not because I was super sleepy, but because I knew I’d regret not getting some rest. Now, thinking back, I kinda regret that regret sleeping that long 🤦🏻♀️ should’ve just taken a 1-2 hour nap instead.
Afterwards, I cleaned the rest of my room and planned out my study schedule for the week. Apart from daily live classes at my coaching (except Sundays, which are free for now), I want to revise some 11th-grade topics, starting with organic nomenclature. Here's my plan:
✦ Monday: Live class + Lecture 1 & 2
✦ Tuesday: Live class + Lecture 3 & 4
✦ Wednesday: Live class + Lecture 5 & 6
✦ Thursday: Live class + Lecture 7 & 8
✦ Friday: Live class + Buffer day
✦ Saturday: Live class + Test
✦ Sunday: Lecture 1, 2, 3
Keeping it flexible because, well, life happens, but let’s see how it goes! Hoping I can actually stick to this ;)
Ciao ppl <33
Hellooo Peoplee !
I'm just a girl in her last year of school time flies so fast wth preparing for NEET (an entrance exam to get into med school in India) trynna survive. I started this blog to document my journey, hold myself accountable, and stay consistent—cuz God knows I need to.
A little about my journey so far:
- Joined an online coaching institute in 11th and, well… fucked around and as a result have the whole 11th syllabus as backlog🤡
Sooo basically, my plan/goals are to:
» Stay consistent with my 12th-grade coaching (attending live lectures, tests, workbooks, the whole deal)
» Slowly cover my 11th-grade backlog (maybe a lecture each day— not sure yet..)
» Crack NEET on my first attempt and secure a govt. medical seat.
So if you’re also on the grind, let’s keep each other motivated! Feel free to drop a message or an ask.
Here’s to staying disciplined and getting that govt seat 🥂✨
Also @midnightatthemalfoys
—Sunday, 24th March 2025
1. went to a run with my friends
2. 1h30' of arabic lesson
3. deep shower!
4.taraweeh + quran
tomorrow after school i have other 2h of math💔 goals: 8000 steps and 2h of studying ! I'm happy today since i met after a long time my little cousins 🥹
— Saturday, 23rd March
I forgot to post the other days my bad! I'll just start again
1. Had a healthy suhoor
2. Went to the gym: glutes day!
3. Studied Bio for 3h35'
4. I went shopping w my father
5. Did english homework
6. Prayed Taraweeh + Quran
Tomorrow's goals: Run w my friends, study the last pages of Bio, Spend time w my cousin, deep shower ( need to buy things ), PHYSICS!!!!!!!!, italian (:
—Wednesday, 12th March 2025
1. Studied Italian for 2h and 30 min
2. Cleaned my room and the kitchen
3. Prayed taraweeh + Read Quran
4. Walked 7k steps
I know it's not that productive but inchAllah tomorrow i'll aim to run 5km and study more (((: Goodnight
Guys, I have no one to support me and I only have two months left until the exam that will determine my future, so I opened a blog, I don’t know what I will post yet but I need someone to really support me, even my family doesn’t support me, I promise you that if I receive your support and motivation I will share with you my adventures until the day I get on the plane to travel to the university of my dreams
being smart is literally my only validation. nothing if not smart.
I already miss fall...
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autumn academia 🍁 ☕️
A bit crowded but much cozy.
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The amount of notes I took in the class whoa!
Ramadan Mubarak to all the Muslims around the world 💐 especially to my student sisters and brothers
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So how many journals do you own? Yes.
06.02.25 || Repeat
Today is the same schedule as yesterday - editing, studying, reading and hopefully exercise for a bit too.
All the best
AJ
My old laptop...
And the photo was taken at the very end of a semester (zoomester, actually, the covid times). I can still sense the freedom for that specific time period. University was very harsh on me. But here we are :')
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Reading is fun, until it is for an assignment...
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The book: Blindness by José Saramago
Late night vibes, unfortunately...
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