It's okay to fail. It's okay that today wasn't very nice for you. It's okay to feel like you've failed. It's okay but it's not true, you are an incredible person, who is doing everything possible to get out of a bad situation, and I know that you are going to achieve it, just look out there, hundreds of people who have achieved it, you are no different from them. That's why do it every day, affirm every day (not 10,000 times, assume what you are, because it is what you are.
sweet heart, listen to me. Go there and get it, I trust you.