re downloaded the app and thankfully no reply
but
what if i get in trouble or she hates me or won’t speak to me anymore ???
i already don’t know what to do because i am officially out of school. it’ll only be a few weeks before we lose our school email addresses , i have no reason to be in school anymore and to top it off she’ll be away all summer . it’s pretty common here to come back at christmas time after you have started uni to say hi to teachers , but i can’t wait that long . 7 years can’t be reduced to this .
and it hurts so so so much because no matter how strong my feelings are it won’t change anything for her and there is nothing i can do to change that and the email was . stupid . but here we are
my friends and i went out the other night and i got drunk and emailed her 😭😭😭😭😭so embarrassed i just deleted the whole email app
it wasn’t even bad , but i have to go in and give books back now so going to be very awkward. also mildly afraid she’ll hate me ??
when we were talking earlier she said something like people “our age” - there is a 30 year age gap what does this MEAN
7/2/22
we had such a nice conversation today she was telling me about her dream car and her family and how much she hates teaching younger classes and it was literally the best time ever . her laugh is so cute
February TC Challenge Day 3
3.) What kind of date do you think your TC(s) would love to go on the most? Where would you take them?
She gives off hiking/ forest vibes - maybe walking up to a lake and drinking wine and rowing across it, stargazing , that kind of thing
Travelling to some country we picked out at random
Or just a drive in movie
Have u ever looked at someone and hope they stay in your life forever