Teen Problems - Blog Posts
Contemplating Life?
Funny how time flies right. During lockdown I was just a mere girl entering high school oh the time passed now next year I'll be graduating from high school. There are still many things I wish I had done, many things I wanted I have said, many decisions I shouldn't have taken. It's funny how fast you grow in just 4 years.
I remember begging God for many things and after receiving them there was still a pain due to it yes there was happiness as well but it wasn't as satisfying as I imagined. If I get a chance to redo will I do it?
the time he broke me
when he said this “I'm sorry but I honestly never had feelings for you, it isn't even about the studies I just haven't been interested in you.” i gave up hopes. Later on when he said she’s an interesting person i thought this might the year i get together with him but he let his insecurities get better of him and said it would never work. And during ends of october he starts dating my friend. Didn’t my feeling matter?? was i not enough? didn’t i made u feel good about yourself? didn’t we argue for hours for how beautiful you are when you disagreed on that, was i just a desperate girl for you? the one time i take liking to a guy one time and this happens , i never believed in this stuff but you made was this your revenge on me? seeing you and her making me feel more worthless is that what you wanted? whatever we had did it never matter in your life...
