after watching the ATV movie I thought hobie was super cool so I started researching stuff about punk culture and ideals and shit and thought he was really dope. got really into diy. I already was but now it's more, like, mindful. anyway, when i wash my hands I always turn off the faucet while I soap my hands up. and even though it's a habit I've developed and it's pretty strong, so I don't slip up, i turn the tap off and it feels like this sometimes. like he's judging me even though I already did it.