The Front Bottoms - Blog Posts
I love listening to midwest emo songs and pretending I’m some poor girl’s miserable gooner boyfriend
ITS ALL A BLUR, THE PERSON YOU ARE AND THE PERSON YOU WERE.
do i seem anxious to you?!?!?! do i seem backed into a corner?!?!?!?!
DO I SEEM ANXIOUS TO YOU?
DO I SEEM BACKED INTO A CORNER?
When Fiona Apple sang, “How can I ask anyone to love me, when all I do is beg to be left alone,” and when Mitski sang, “you’re growing tired of me, and all the things I don’t talk about,” and when Julien Baker sang, “it’s not easy when what you think of me is important, and I know it shouldn’t be so damn important, but it is to me,” and when Elliott Smith sang, “I’m alone but that’s okay, I don’t mind most of the time; I don’t feel afraid to die,” and when the Front Bottoms sang, “sometimes you get sad when we’re together because you’re not sure if you’ll miss me when I’m gone,” and when
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Who the hell am I?!
My name is Lydia! Feel free to make up/use any nickname for me :-]
Pronouns she/her
I'm 18 years old
First generation immigrant
Avid New York Times games fan
Very new to Tumblr
Media consumer
Former theater kid....
Enjoyer of weird girl interests!
What weird girl interests you may ask...
Films:
Okja (2017)
Little Miss Sunshine (2006)
Good Will Hunting (1997)
Brokeback Mountain (2005)
The Royal Tenenbaums (2001)
Call Me By Your Name (2017)
Bones and All (2022)
The Exorcist (1973)
Beautiful Boy (2018)
My Letterboxd
Series:
Fleabag
Russian Doll
Adventure Time
Music:
Elliott Smith
Lorde
The Front Bottoms
My Chemical Romance
My Stats.fm and Spotify
Phoebe Bridgers
Literature:
Beautiful Boy by David Sheff
A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara
Call Me by Your Name by Andre Aciman
A Thousand Spledid Suns by Khaled Hossieni
I need to read more :'-[
My Goodreads
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When Fiona Apple sang, “How can I ask anyone to love me, when all I do is beg to be left alone,” and when Mitski sang, “you’re growing tired of me, and all the things I don’t talk about,” and when Julien Baker sang, “it’s not easy when what you think of me is important, and I know it shouldn’t be so damn important, but it is to me,” and when Elliott Smith sang, “I’m alone but that’s okay, I don’t mind most of the time; I don’t feel afraid to die,” and when the Front Bottoms sang, “sometimes you get sad when we’re together because you’re not sure if you’ll miss me when I’m gone,” and when
and what if i spontaneously made gay people based on a front bottoms song huh. what then
update: im planning out an animatic (that more than likely i'll end up dropping knowing my history with projects) and hhooooooowee if i ever even complete the thumbnails itll be great >:3 decided the first part is high school!stan and ford, and it transitions into being about grifter!stan and college/pretty quickly researcher!ford and fidds, and i cant decide whether its gonna end with the aftermath of ford falling into the portal or coming out of the portal. might keep documenting my thoughts and progress tho 😎👍
im thinking really really hard about maps by tfb and i cant tell whether the whole song is about stan & ford's parting ways or ford and fidds or maybe?? ford and bill?? or even really if i go with the first one and its about stan and ford i could throw in some sea grunks... or it could just be generally centered around ford. thatd be interesting. i feel like ford and stan parallels can be pretty apparent using that song. hhmmmmm
im thinking really really hard about maps by tfb and i cant tell whether the whole song is about stan & ford's parting ways or ford and fidds or maybe?? ford and bill?? or even really if i go with the first one and its about stan and ford i could throw in some sea grunks... or it could just be generally centered around ford. thatd be interesting. i feel like ford and stan parallels can be pretty apparent using that song. hhmmmmm
something something but you were broken bad yourself and you were mad as hell, you felt if you had done anything with anyone else it woulda worked out so well /lyr
