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Heyyyy so I officially published the first chapter of my Trek fic!!! Here’s the description:
In which an away mission goes wrong, and a new helmsman is needed for the U.S.S. Enterprise: one Gary Mitchell, former…friend of one James Tiberius Kirk.
Kirk is desperately trying to keep his past hidden and maintain his image in front of his crew, but recent events are bringing everything he’s been pushing down closer and closer to the surface.
Meanwhile, Spock is suspicious of this new crew member and…perturbed as he realizes he may not know Kirk as well as he thought he did after everything they’d been through over the years.
The universe has never been kind to James T. Kirk. (But could it be, in the end?)
Check it out if you want I will include artwork for the second chapter and beyond ^-^
Can you imagine? Can you IMAGINE? Carrying the pain of loving him so absolutely, so irrevocably, and also the regret of never having truly given yourself to him. So years pass and you just watch him grow old and die, knowing you have a hundred years more to live and yet, you hold onto the pain, because it carries all the memories and emotions that you spent so long denying. In the end, you know that it is the only thing you have of him, an admition, a surrender, too late.
And then you find yourself in another timeline all together, where you and him are so young, so hopeful, but also, so naive, so easily fooled. Now you have to watch yourself pulling away from him all over again, deying everything, pretending not to love or hurt. And you just want to shake that younger version and scream: "You don't have that much time! Stop leaving him behind and hold him while you still can".
But you cannot. This is not your universe, and you have already fucked their lives up so much, how could you also tamper with this? So you step aside and let them discover it in their own time, hoping they have much more than you did. Clinging to the pain and memories once more, all you have left is the hope that someday, when your body is too tired to keep on living, he is waiting for you, and you will never have to be apart again.
Spirktober 2022: Drabble Writing Challenge
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Day Fifteen: Comfort
Bone-weary and feeling every one of his 160 years, Spock sank into his chair at the end of a long day helping the colony on New Vulcan. His hand strayed to the side table next to him to clasp a locket. Up sprang a holographic projection, the off-key singing echoing through the empty house.
“Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you!...” The image of James Kirk serenaded the tired Vulcan. Spock knew the entire projection by heart, but that didn’t stop him from deriving comfort from seeing his beloved t’hy’la. The projection looped continuously as the Vulcan dozed off.
This is terribly true. I don't really ship Spirk as much as I ship Spones, but a few tears escaped me while reading it. 😢😢
Oh, poor Spock! How much pain he is suffering!!
Spock is my favourite character (McCoy as well). I am a very sensitive and empathic person, so I could feel the emotions you mencioned. Such a wonderful analysis!! I LOVE!!!
And also the dedication of Nimoy developing his character... I wish there were more actors like him ❤️❤️
We all know that the song Maiden Wine slaps, but I was wondering about what it actually means. And then I realized— if we take a minute to consider it in the context of Kirk and Spock’s relationship, it takes on a heartbreaking significance.
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