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To Live, No Lie.
Left trying to make sense of this mind
My head is screwed and lost behind
Keep wanting to catch a break
God knows I don't mean to lose faith
Wide awake with prayers floating
Sweet hymns of candy coating
The taste of bittersweet in my mouth
Still sour thinking it'll all go South
The need for something more
But all I'm left with is a bore
Why must I keep doubting this power?
When I should be asleep around this hour
Time is not a friend of mine
Even in the dark, the glare still will shine
These words are all I have to give
All I want is to live, no lie.
Written on: November 17th, 2016.
Love's Pushing, Headed Firstly
Once this time upon
The gated hours glass
Needing to rid the existence
Completely rid to reformation
The holes in my brain leak
Leak the sounds of family
Held to yesterday's glory
Forever trapped the sonic
With waves the frequent
This manically toasted mindset
Sadden with unholy truths
That ran on repeated to use
But only ones in that set time
Given the chance to rekindle
If only the icy witch hadn't
Casting a new spellbound rebound
That shouldn't render rememberance
The time spent learning was cherished
Until a brink of dispair
That packed the push
Head first, soldier
Did it for my country.
Freedom's regained once pleased
The demand in need
Took the calling
Of abused with love
And love hurts.
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