My cassette player
Some cassettes
My phone
Charger
Journal and pen
Sketch book and pencils
Books
My mask
Gloves for quads
Sunscreen
Water
Snacks
A glass jar for cool things
Headphones
Band AIDS
I NEED MORE THERIAN/OTHERKIN FRIENDS PLZ IF YOU SEE THIS IDK DO SMTH AKSJDKWYFIEIFU
I feel like an animal, I think it’s a cat but sometimes it’s more awooo than meow meow.
so I took people’s advice and started a journal of possibly alterhuman experiences, I’m a cat right?? here’s my list rn (current date: 20 jan 23)
feeling that there should be a tail on me (phantom tail?)
randomly purring even before starting vocal practice
feeling like my canine teeth are sharper/bigger when I see birds (phantom fangs?)
feeling like I should have claws when I think about my hands or feet (phantom claws?)
I bit some kid who tried to steal my stuff while shaking my hand lol
looking in the mirror and expecting to see something on all fours
Randomly almost doing quads in public instead of walking even though I don't do quadrobatics
feeling uncomfortable in an area that I’m 99% sure it was an animals’s territory but I can’t avoid if I wanna get to and from school
soo cat? i mean I think I’m a cat, or some sort of feline. I’ve been trying to do cat therian stuff to see if it feels right, and omg, it doesn’t feel wrong!
edit : cat therians and alterhumans in general, does this sound like some cat shit?
Btw if you look up your kintype and the first things to come up are pest control ads and articles on how to get rid of you I love you I love you you and your kind are not pests for simply living in a world that decided it doesn't want you
"You're human! You can't be an animal! You're delusional!"
The humble anteater you're talking to:
I gotta question for the werewolves out here
How do y'all feel about the moon? Do you have *any* feelings about it?
Spent a good portion of time making sure others feel comfortable being alterhuman
And yes I'm fine here but it still took me awhile to ever figure out my own nonhuman identity, and I'm still figuring it out!
Never feel like you have to rush, or that you have to "prove" your identity, or that you have to be 100% sure at all times about everything, or that you HAVE to know everything
It's okay, you'll figure it out at some point
Born to be wild
Forced to be domesticated so now all my expectations and wants are all fucked up
I think
"You need to let new people learn and grow and make as many mistakes as they do because they'll never actually find themselves or be comfortable with a community like ours if we don't lend a helping paw"
And
"older members of the community have a right to be angry at younger members when they shame, water down, or overall push out certain things and people of the community who/which are harmless"
Are ideas that coexist
Me on my way to look for other anteaters on this site
I can't do stuff like quadrobics for many reasons, but I just wanna crawl around and be pet or have someone join me being a creature on the ground
Am I the only one who calls people I don't like "humans"?
Like if I perceived someone in a negative way I will place them as a human and nothing else
I have breached containment.
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Credits to the lgbtqia banner: @enkeli-moonsys 👍👍 they make super cool banners
‼️do not re-use the drawing animation I've done please!
Drawing thing: Ibispaint X
Device: Samsung Galaxy A14
Thank you to everyone who got me to 50 likes!
(Help I'm being held hostage by tumblr)
Credit for banner/divider: @enkeli-moonsys
(Not christian)
(Lmfao)
Here are some pretty photos to get you thru your day/night :] (all photos were taken by the maker of this post, please do not repost at all unless I state that I am okay with it)
Credit: @enkeli-moonsys for the lgbtqia banner
(Credit to the maker of this banner @enkeli-moonsys )
LOOK AT THIS PROCESS GUYS, ITS INCREDIBLE‼️‼️
First time rendering too!! It looks amazing and soon I'm gonna post a story about my oc V0yd (the character drawn up here ☝️) on wattpad!! I'll keep you guys updated but for now here's the lore:
‼️‼️TW//Death and slightly gruesome details‼️‼️
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V0yd was a 18 year old senior in high-school (soon to graduate) Named Dyllin (his friends called him Dyll or Dyll pickle lol), he lived in California and he was planning on leaving off to college to another state so he could go to his dream college, his family didn't like it so his parents (mom and dad) always fought and argued with him about it.
On one particular day, Dyllin got into another argument with his parents after he just tried to have a normal conversation with them, he stormed out of the house hoping to get some time to himself by going for a drive, so he's driving and listening to some sad songs, he closes his eyes, tilts his head back and wishes "I wish I could dissappear. Please.." and just then he snapped back into reality as he hears a loud car beaming at him, he serves, crashes into the other car, the car flips twice with his car landing upside down.
Dyllin wakes up to his music still playing except he's upside down and barely hanging from the seat belt which kept him from falling onto the glass of the windshield. He takes off his seat belt and crashes into the already broken windshield, feeling a weird sensation in his neck, and warm fluids dripping, but he feels no pain so he assumes it must be his sweat, this takes place right after sunset, he opens the driverside door and crawls out of the practically crushed vehicle. Just then some headlights flash onto him blinding him, he tries to adjust his sight and sees two people run out from each side of the car very frantically. He could hear sirens and see their flashing lights, and before the two people could even reach him he collapses.
He wakes again to see no one there anymore. It looked like a crime scene had happened. Blood everywhere. Glass splattered all over the floor and the car is still there, but no one else. "Fucking pricks." He thought in his mind as he stood up, resting his left hand on his right shoulder and stretching a little bit, he looked at his hand and saw blood, he looked at his neck to see a large gash that clotted up, he started his retreat back to home thinking "oh my God. Oh my God. How will I explain this to mom? Oh my God." And as the gravity of thr situation fell on him like a heavy piano he reached home. "Finally. Home. Safe and still alive." He thought. He walked to the porch and as he did the front door swung open to see his mother terrified and pale, he instantly froze in fear and tried to explain himself.
"M-mom. This..- I don't know what happened. I'm sorr-" and in the middle of explaining, his mother ran past him, but not bumping into him, she ran *through* him. He didn't notice but he chased after her and nearly was hit by his mothers car as she frantically backed out of the driveway, shouting, calling for him.
"Mom!! I'm right here..!!" He then took a moment to process what just happened, he got into a car crash, he passed out *twice*, no one was there when he passed out the second time, there was blood everywhere, he was alone. No one took him to the hospital or anything. He thought Over this as he jogged to the house hurriedly, seeing his dad and little sister inside. Terrified. Confused. "Dad!! What's going on!?" He shouted, the man ran to get his phone to call the police and he realized: "no one can see me.."
"Am i.. dead!??" Just then he saw black forming onto his skin, it started from his fingertips, to his hands, to his wrist, his arms, and as this happened it felt like the whole world went silent, he couldn't hear the panic in his sisters tone, he just ran to the bathroom, looking at himself change. Everything sounded like ringing in his ears as he tried to pry away whatever was eating into his very flesh. Screaming until his mouth fused flat against his face as if he was never born with a mouth to begin with, and his face went completely black in the mirror.
Welp!! That's all, I'll update you on when the story comes out! But before that I'm gonna draw another character that is VERY relevant in V0yd's story, see you then!!
‼️ Long post alert ‼️ 🆘 Time sensitive 🆘
Hello everyone! I'm sorry to trouble you, but my fundraising efforts are not going well, & time is running out. I don't have the reach required to generate a significant response. Would you pls lend me your assistance by spreading word or donating whatever amount you can afford?
Every dollar contributed goes towards financing my infusions, analyses, and medications, which are critical to my well-being.
🎗️Cancer not only greatly affects my health, it also has a tremendous financial, the costs associated with direct cancer care are staggering.
I have many infusion days ahead. I need $ 850. I kinda need to plan ahead since the chemo needs to be consistent so it's effective.
My funds are running out and there are a lot of chemo ahead, a little help would come in handy, getting help will keep me safe
Can you help me beat it 💪🏿🫂👇🏿
PayPal : cathelenemunyiri038@gmail.com
(Kindly Send as Friends and Family)
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Kindly include a note "For Cathelene"
Cashapp : https://cash.app/$CatheleneMunyiri
Anything helps and is so much appreciated 🙏🏾
I made some rockin' banners!! :DD (read below)
HELP- IT TOOK ME 5 HOURS TO MAKE 😭😭
If you use ANY of my banners/dividers/boarders/whatchamacallets PLEASE give me credit by rebloging and/or @ me, if you do not give me credit and claim it as your own, I have my signature all over these things that you cannot see that only I'd know where they are so please do not steal them! Plus it would make me very sad/upset because I took a lot of time to make just these three :(
(mainly bc I made all the buildings individually without reusing a picture of a city silhouette🥲)
if you have suggestions on banners I'll try to make more!!
Digital art app: ibispaintX
Device: Samsung galaxy A14
I am a trans artist btw :), I go by he/they!!
⚠️‼️Misgendering me or showing intentional rudeness will result in a report and ban, this is a placed boundary. None of that is welcomed here.🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️ ‼️⚠️
But also!! If you genuinely want to know the transgender experience ask me questions!! But please be respectful and do not ask abt what's downstairs on my body, this should be obvious but it weirds me out bc that's 100% none of your business (I mean this in the nicest way possible.)
The lgbtq banner right here is one I absolutely love by @enkeli-moonsys :) you should check them out!! They have tons of other unique banners I find are really cool!!!