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![[id: a comic of ivan and till from alien stage. Panel one: ivan is leaning over till’s shoulder. till is scribbling on his notebook, while ivan is entirely focused on till. he has a think bubble that has till in it, while till has think bubbles of musical notes. Panel two: till is still thinking of musical notes. ivan gently grasps till’s right hand. Panel three: till is unbothered by this action, locked in and focused on the song in his head. ivan has moved back a little and into into the hand he’s grasping, resting his cheek on it. he has a seemingly peaceful smile. Panel four: ivan then moves till’s sleeve out. his eyes take a mischievous glint as he smiles into till’s wrist. Panel five: ivan then licks till’s bare wrist, which leads to till reacting out of surprise; he’s drawn as a blushing spiky ball with harsh lines and an exclamation point and question mark to highlight his shock. end id.]](https://64.media.tumblr.com/ae7f68a8e79d8448afb2526c14648809/fd81d77a4175d3be-08/s500x750/eece2628105fde1f832c2ab81195b205ce060aa2.png)
![[id: second page of comic between ivan and till. Panel one: ivan is smiling again as till flushes red. he’s dropped his pencil and notebook and is trying to gather himself. Panel two: ivan trails down, pushing till’s sleeve out of the way as he gives till’s forearm a little kiss. Panel three: he continues, giving a kiss to the inside of till’s elbow. Panel four: ivan gives him another kiss on the arm. Panel five: before he continues to till’s shoulder, ivan notices till’s arm move as his hand cups the back of his head. Panel six: close up of till’s face. it’s a shy expression with a hint of his usual annoyance. Panel seven: till gives ivan a kiss. ivan seems delighted by this. Panel eight: ivan decides to lick till’s lips as a last effort to annoy him. and also because he’s a freak. end id.]](https://64.media.tumblr.com/81762845399f4edad5b5281cacf87169/fd81d77a4175d3be-7c/s500x750/302ab02d8411de7e6fa1aa490868815b3bf23694.png)
I finally finished this seen page madness!!! Here’s more of my t4t soukoku au
The next day they went their separate ways and never spoke of it again.
the way bj grabs his wrist just to have one last second of touching him. hawkeye has to pull his arms off of him and has to fully look away to be able to leave. the shaking cry bj lets out as he brushes him off. fuckkk
hi guys i just finished watching the sk8 ova will now be inactive forever
I'm so not normal about nick and manny
SUPER DUPER UNDERRATED UNKNOWN PSYCHOLOGICAL GOTHIC BOOK FANART!!! Characters are from Dark Water by Elizabeth Lowry; I highly recommend you check it out, if this sounds like your jam!! Happy to (possibly) be the first person to make fanart of them 😞
As I said in my last post, I was going to draw laurances all hot n bothered but I also just wanted an excuse to draw void!laurmau because DAWG THEYRE KINDA CUTE 😭😭 Void!aph n Laurances dynamic was so cute and funny like UGH AND THE FACT LAURANCE PROTECTS HER AS IF SHES HIS OWN APHMAU LIKE BRO LOVES AND PROTECTS HER IN ANY UNIVERSE I love Laurances character as much as any aphblr user , that’s all, I love my son anywho lemme keep talking about void paradox the series I wish continued.
I loved the mini series it was a nice break from the post Jess was making at the time ( a lot of myst content ) but also it was just super cool?? Seeing the mod mod world again I do wish she brought back Reese n marsh just cause I loved those two brothers as a kid but not the point. It was just super cool seeing an MCD character in modern times?? Especially with an Aphmau who didn’t know ANYTHING of this character like if it was mystreet Aphmau she would’ve made fun or poked at Laurance since she knew him but this Aphmau hadn’t a clue who he was?? Which omg opened to so much character for Laurance n void! Aphmau!! It didn’t show Casanova Laurance it just showed a guard who thought void!Aph was his and even after the fact he wanted to stay by her , ALSO JUST I KNOW I KEEP BRINGING IT UP BUT THEIR DYNAMICSSS AHHH ITS SO FUNNY !! Laurance being the more serious one out of the two is so unlike him especially where his character development was at?? Ok imma get to some lil hc(?)
Btw! I did draw the two slightly in different styles more of line work n shading IM NOT BEING INCONSISTENT IM BEING SPIDER-MAN
Laurance n void!aph explored eachothers bodies laurance still thinks it was a dream and so when he kisses MCD! Aph he says that was his first kiss, it was in fact not
I’d like to think void!Aph doesn’t just forget about Laurance , but she does look back at the weird medieval guard who kept her safe for those few knights a lot and often chats to Tommy about him
Void Aphmau does talk to Laurance about MCD!Aphmau and she out right tells him to take his chance on her, ofc Laurance tells her he’s waiting for Garroth to tell his feelings but void Aphmau laughs at him straight up and teases if he even likes her if he’s waiting for another man to confess. Laurances get fed up with her comment but he does think about that comment a lot even though he knows she knows nothing about his life .
Laurance when he talks to Tommy can’t help but see Malachi weirdly enough
Laurance out of habit moves void Aphmaus hair out of her face as he does to MCD Aphmau but voidaph is purposely outing her hair in her face
Once when Laurance was watching over void Aph as she slept he lightly grazed his hand on her cheek where MCD!aphmaus mark would be. Tommy called him out for being weird
ok that’s all bye 😇😇
Your older fiddauthor makes me unwell I love them so much it makes me want to draw them more
I'm so glad you like them!!! they make me so cra,zy...old guys..here's some more
I'm throwing these guys at you all like you're birds and they are seeds and oats
Since I’m a fuckin boomer and I don’t know how to make an ao3 account I’m linking my stuff since I posted it on watt pad and there’s two chapters up now. (Thank you, by the way, @jake-marshall for the advice, I took it. Mayhaps you’ll like it? I don’t know. Narumitsu is my current obsession atm. Might not be your thing. Still working on it so yknow there’s that too.)
Here’s the link yall
I need to draw up a cover but I’m lazy I’ll do that later once I get my hands on an Apple Pencil again so I’m not fucking finger painting on procreate like the feral little creature that I am. Emjoy. I’m still getting to the juicy parts but I hope the copious amounts of fluff are entertaining as well.
I kinda felt like..... Angst.....
Based off of this image
Also, inspired by @ilikemicrowaves "I depend on you" art of his characters Giggles and Filly.
Confettibomb art bc they make me I'll...
Giggles is owned by the lovely @ilikemicrowaves !! :3