My mom hears the sound of me screaming and sobbing violently. She runs to my room and finds me, shaking, trembling, tears running down my face. She urgently yells "Sweetie are you okay??" I take a little bit to answer and cool down. I then respond with a shaking voice "....he's s-so b-b-babygirl" I show her a photo of Gerard Way. Still, in awe and utter disbelief.