I'm just gonna say it, as a transmasc, in my experience, we all go through something called the "Awkward Transmasc Hair Phase." Basically it's when you have the most stupid ass haircut and think it looks good. Typically it is your 1st masc haircut... If you're thinking, but no, all of my early masc haircuts were great, just wait a year or so, buddy... You'll see... YOU'LL SEE!!!