have you ever found a room full of no noise? or a house with no bustle or kids playing with toys? has your brain gone too quiet with just ringing in your ears? have you ever felt the dread slowly appear? I can turn on all my devices put them on full blast... but some how this silence always out lasts..... i would scream but nothing comes out.... for the fact I'll be judged with no doubt.... i cant stand the silence of my empty home.... knowing that I'm completely alone.... i hate how I cant pretend when no ones here.... is it my true self I fear?
do you understand why I always talk? do you want to know how loud the silence got? have ever asked if I wanted to go? no... it cause it's easier to just leave me alone at home..... i hate the silence suppression been my key just keep laughing so no one see's..... me