Puppy has a crush, and it worsens every time I see her. She cooked me lamb roast and drank wine with me. I've literally been wined and dined. She said that kissing is weirdly intimate to her as well as holding hands, and she held my hand and kissed my cheeks and neck. We talked for hours, and she even paused one of her favorite movies to talk and tease me. My brain is fried. This girl is way too pretty for me. She likes holding me, and her lips are soft. I want her to hurt me, I want her to crush my windpipe. I want to feel that softness melt away into base desire, but I also long for that softness. I want to take it slow and steady and go at a more relaxed pace than I'm used to. Idk what I want, except her tbh.