It's always been you, these days. The brittle heart of mine can only fit you in there without breaking to pieces. The happiness you infused into my veins, making my whole body throbbing feverishly. Hence, it's your presence alone that can calm me down from the adrenaline rush, just like a pill Xanax.
I am aware of the tenuous string we both trying to hold on, but it wouldn't be a sin to wish that this string can last for a longer time, so that we don't have to say goodbye to each other.
October 24th 2024
Your lips seems blurry in my mind like it was miles and miles away, and i never been this passionately miserable of missing something that was never mine to claim in the first place, the hurt caused by the absence of your touches keep bludgeoning me like a hammer to a nail, a harsh reminder of how I was nothing than a mere object in a tasteless sentence, without your presence, breathing seems missing its meaning.