the fact that felwinter tried so fucking hard to be a good person only for it to be stripped away from him by basically his father
sometimes I remember Felwinter and his sheer want for something better, for the world, for humanity and for himself too
he fought and he died and he made friends, as hard as it might have been for him, and he tried. so much. to be good, even when he went against his friends and compatriots and the Iron Decree because he believed he was doing something for the correct reasons
he tried to be somebody, and somebody good at that, so hard
and it was all taken away because of childish jealousy, the Iron Lords reduced to near nothing and all their work left behind