I fucking hate being trans I wish my relationship with my family could be the same as it used to be
Lmao I just had an interview and it was all well and good except for the fact that I was going stealth and they want references from my old jobs-
My binder keeping my chest visible so my family doesn't comment on it: :]
My binder keeping my chest visible: :[
Guys, is it weird I feel more masculine after painting my nails? Lol đ
Time to put on the gender affirming spotify playlist and learn to do a push up! Fuck, I cannot tell if I'm excited or not
I remember when I was younger, mystique was one of my favorite characters, I mean they could shapeSHIFT! In other words Iâm trans, and shoulda realized that maybe that was a sign. GOD SO MANY SIGNS!! I remember in middle school I was sad that we couldnât do co-ed sports and everyone wanted to do boys vs. girls. Another this is that I fought with my dad or someone about how everyone had adamâs apples, granted still not wrong, but I dunno what I was going for? And then there were all those times I had to wear clothing that I wasnât comfortable in to go to church...would literally cry when I had to wear tights because it caused dysphoria. And then well puberty started and I didnât like having boobs. Still donât. Sports bras were ma besties and they got replaced by ma binder. I canât wait till I can get top surgery in the future at some point. Also I dunno if breast cancer runs in family, though it does on my dadâs side, but he hasnât tested yet, so thatâs no to great, but yeah that makes two reasons to do the...TEET YEET!!! Also I remember once I wore a normal and goddamn never felt more unlike my self. Oh and then there was overcompensating in middle school because I wanted to be like my sisters, but I knew some shit was up, and you know/have an idea of the rest.Â
as a pre-everything trans guy summers suck ass. i especially hate it when im outside and wearing a jacket or something bc dysphoria and someone will be like âyou look hot⌠you must be boiling⌠I have a t-shirt on and IM hotâŚâ LIKE WOW THANKS SHERLOCK YOU FUCKING GENIUS I HAD NO IDEA THAT IT WAS HOT OUT. REALLY APPRECIATE YOU CLUING ME INTO THAT ONE, WISE GUY