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I GOT T WORDED AGAIN TS PMO

ITS ME ZOMBIESINMYSALAD

i got t WORDED, I'm a radqueer pro para comp c leaning towards pro, I'm cisharmful cisschizophrenia cisAudhd seminulllatina transchinese and transjewish and transcaneuser plus other stuff

im a "cartographer" w a Chrono attraction and I have lots of other transids, I made coining posts, I coined communeid/community id

PLS REBLOG SO I FIND MY MOOTS

Cw: talk of trauma + trauma dysphoria + kinda long lol

I did not feel comfortable reblogging this person at all.

- Melody[host]

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[This is more tri-harmed thing at first but I do bring up, full trans-harmed things like no trauma at all.

Also these feelings I'm talking about is for me and not for everyone]

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I actually want to feel this /srs /gen

I'm already traumatized but it isn't enough? People always and will forever undermine my [cis]trauma, and my [cis]trauma is already unseen or not as important and I've internalized this for so long that words of reassurment doesn't help.

My dysphoria gets to me so bad and if this is the only way to be valid is to live ashamed, uncomfortable, emotionally unstable and with nightmares I would do it, no questions asked, the only way I can be valid if I go through my trans-trauma.

But also identifying as my trans-trauma is kinda euphoric because if not all then most trans things are valid.

Also, not all people's trauma responses is like this, that's stereotypical responses[not saying if you have stereotypical responses you're invalid, you are completely valid <3], there a different responses to trauma.

Also I would feel special if I did go through my trans-trauma.

And then people with absolute NO trauma, maybe not all but I know some of them just want trauma because it's the only way for them to be seen or heard because people make trauma a competition and badges.

So if you actually feel that strongly about this, then let's go to the root issue and stop the glamorization of trauma, stop saying one trauma is worse then the other, stop making people feel special for their trauma, stop blaming people for feeling like they need more trauma as a result of trauma and then already invalid feeling people seeing other people get seen and heard while their unseen especially if they dont have a 'normal/big trauma/'everyone has it''/mainstream trauma, make ALL trauma seen, stop it all <3

But you won't. and you'll continue blaming it on rq's and transx's even though most of the time their trying to cope from society's doings.

And since you and most people won't try to stop or spread awareness to the main root of this all + it's already too far in how society and people see trauma/not normalized/not seen trauma for it to be reversed, transharmed people will always and will continue to use these labels to cope, for fun, and ect.

And you'll continue blaming them when it's not their faults.

[Also reminder not all transharmed's feel this wayz this is just my take on it]

- Melody [host]

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[Off topic/short talk about my tri-harmed-ness]

Also I might just refer all my cis-harmed ids as trans-harmed ids, idk why but it makes me feel better, when I don't refer it as my cis-trauma, makes me feel normal or something, like I said before I have contradictory feeling and in contradictory to myself lol (-ω-｡).

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˗ˏˋʚ My Transids ɞˎˊ˗

Trans id: ( some of these are to cope )

Trans plural, Trans Japanese, Trans pure, trans Ill, Trans-cat called, trans desired, trans service dog, trans bjd, trans s3x worker, trans p0rn⭐️,trans lovesick, trans succubus, trans pink hair, trans pink skin, trans achy, trans trans male/ftm, trans 2000s, trans Christian, trans shape shifter, trans harmed, trans r4ped/m0l3st3d, trans an0r3x1c + bv11mi4, trans, trans yandere, trans magical girl, trans s3x, trans tic, trans depressed, trans ptsd, trans backstop, trans more abvs3d, trans more childhood tr4uma, trans physically abvse, trans backstory, trans pansexual, trans lesbian, trans severe sh scars, trans immortal, trans dating, trans fangs, trans c$a victim, trans s3xual abvuse victim of any kind, trans angel, trans Russian, trans German, trans npd.

Tri id:

Tri autistic, tri-delusional, tri stutter, tri harmed, tri s3xual trauma, tri stalker, tri smoker, tri adored, tri obsessed, tri-r4p3 bait.

Cis id:

Cis-online grxxmed, cis-freak, cis-impure, cis-indesirable, cis-parasocial, ciswhite, cis-physically abvsed, cis verbally abvsed, ect.

Permas:

Perma-smiley, perma-silly, perma scared, perma traumatized, perma scared of death, perma bandages, perma hospital, perma heart broken, perma annoying, perma angel

Age things: chrono 16 - I mostly identify as 16 and will refer to myself as 16, perma teen, perma tween, perma 16, perma 18, perma young, perma kid, perma infant, perma toddler, perma 8-9

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I am so close to be Trans plural or multiperson or something, idk though I truely dont know, I can't be one person, it's hard, I can't,

I'm so contradictory to myself, (´д｀|||) /srs

Would yall still like accept me if I was Trans plural? (T^T) /genq