Tw Abuse - Blog Posts

Reason why I haven't posted in awhile. (Please involve no one please..)

I’m so sorry I haven’t been online, my life has been terrible lately and just a ton of bad.

I really hate to mention this *here* but I haven’t posted anything.

I am in a bad relationship, my computer and tablet gets threatened to be broken, I get physically harmed because my tics due to tourettes cause me to “warrant” it…

I have no motivation or will or anything and have been trying.

It has been horrid.

I am scared that he could see this right now.

Hopefully though…hopefully that will change soon, or I can endure long enough until the time comes where I won’t be this way.

Please trust me I just want out of this relationship with no involvement of others.. That is all but I am EXTREMELY dependant on someone, idk…

Please don’t make me afraid to post I am just letting it known why I haven’t posted in ages.

Please forgive me. I have a plan finally, after years of dealing with this…and it is possible, please believe me.

wrote a poem at school today (not for anything, just had spare time), and like... i think it actually kinda (emphasis on kinda) goes hard. also this is probably going to be the best poem I ever write.

Knife

By Max J.

A knife;

Flailing,

Heart racing.

Stab,

The blood flowing,

Tears showing

Signs of pain and grief.

Assign the finder’s keep.

Major creep;

Love their God and hate their kids.

Flip the lid,

Filling them with hating id;

Hating kid.

Fainting fight,

Fading light,

down a flight of stairs of painted fright.

Message and Statement

 This poem is NOT about any abusive experiences I may have had (I have not had any, anyways), but instead it is about the massive amount of queerphobia in the world and how so much of it is from religion. The last few lines are about how it will be very hard to ever really “end” (though “marginalize” would be a better word) queerphobia. (also, it was stream-of-consciousness style so half of this message is bs. but whatever.) (also also, feel free to use this in any projects where you need to use bits of poems or analyse a poem or whatever, i think that’d be rad. (also also also, tell me, it would make my day))

TW. ABUSE (I guess?)

Afton Kids deserve better (HATFU WILLIAM)

REPOST ART=CREDIT

“It’s estimated that 1 in 4 women in the US, age of 18 and older will experience severe physical violence by an intimate partner in their lifetime and while it affects men as well, the numbers clearly show that it’s a more prevalent woman issue. I want those statistics to change. I hope that telling my story may help prevent more stories like mine from happening.” Melissa Benoist shares her hertbraking story of IPV.

MENTIONS OF SA, ABUSE, AND DARKSHIPPING UNDER THE CUT. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

⚠️ rant post

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as a pro and darkshipper myself, it genuinely confuses me how people do not see how billford IS a darkship.

do you people forget that alex has literally stated before that he based bill off of ab-sers, such as the ones who those he knew were victims of? it is literally CANON that bill ab-ses ford and his entire family CONSTANTLY. that is ALL he does, in the show, in tbob, everywhere. there has never been one moment where bill has not been ab-sing and harming ford in one way or another - even if they were getting along in stanford's earlier years, that's still gaslighting, manipulation, power imbalance, monster x human, and a lot more. several times he uses fords body against his own will and FORCEFULLY exposes his naked body to the public, obviously, WITHOUT CONSENT. how in the world would that not be SA??

i think that even though bill is just about the fan-favorite of gravity falls, aswell with billford, trying to go against this CANON TIMELINE is blatant denial.

i am in no way saying you CANT like bill, im profiction myself. but at the least try to understand the character that he ACTUALLY is. billford is certainly not my cup of tea, but I cant stop anyone from shipping two fictional characters, especially as a literal darkshipper. do whatever with whatever character, its all fiction. point is - if you're going to swoon over a character and ship something along with 90% of the fandom, go ahead, do this, but acknowledge the fact that he is NOT JUST a precious misunderstood silly lil triangle dude. he can be those things, duh. but that's for sure not ALL he is. billford still IS a darkship, and it IS, and has always been ab-sive.

Hey, so Angel and Valentino are not a hate-love relationship

Valentino is Angel abuser and also his r@pist

Valentino shows all these toxic behaviors towards Angel

And for the people want anymore proof

Hazbin Hotel episode 2 shows Valentino making a lot of belittling voice mails to Angel

Then episode 6 shows Valentino literally hitting Angel and reminding Angel he owned by Valentino

I also include these sceenshots to show the differences between a toxic relationship and a hate love relationship

What Angel and Valentino have is not a hate-love relationship, it a toxic relationship

I love Reginald consistently calling Viktor “my boy”

Diversity win! Your unbelievably abusive father respects your gender identity

You’re mine now

It’s always your fault. Understood?

Hands wrapped in duct tape so she can’t even grab at you to stop. However the silk rope pulling her limbs to the edge of bed will solve that. Will she stop crying? I hope not….

need her so so so overstimulated. cock inside her spreading her walls open, plug in her ass making her feel so full, toy on her clit making her tremble, and a hand wrapped her throat so she can’t go anywhere. just pleasure and pleasure and pleasure forced into her from every angle, until she can’t remember her own name. all that she knows is she’s addicted to this feeling and to me. i wanna see her cry because it feels so fucking good