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The anxiety I get when I remember I might not have hid my blades properly

IM ALSO 5 DAYS CLEAN NOW !!!!! It's so hard, i might relapse tonight, but still 5 days is a lot :]

Me when my blades are dull so to keep myself sane I have to look at shblr until I can get some new ones 😔💔

They hurt ╯︿╰

tw: realistic sfw and make-up:P

I "cleaned" them up but they stinging now :(((

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:(((((

OK I THINK I HAVE ONE EXCEPTION FOR THIS

I'll only let some older man, who doesn't want to do it, bc he doesn't want to hurt me, but does it anyway because he feels bad, but he's flustered and hesitant the whole time, and when he does it, it barely even cuts the skin, but the second time he gets to confident in himself and ends up cutting to baby beans

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(And then he cleans it franticaly and cuddles me and kisses the cuts after)

Idk if it's just me but the thought of having someone cutting me for me sounds so gross.

Like for starters, what if they get there greasy finger oils on it and my blade rusts😒

And what do I do, just...sit there and watch them do it ? Or do I strike up conversation ?!?!? 🧍‍♂️

I js like doing it alone, cause I know exactly how I want it, and I get to be proud of myself for going deeper and getting more blood >:3

Idk if it's just me but the thought of having someone cutting me for me sounds so gross.

Like for starters, what if they get there greasy finger oils on it and my blade rusts😒

And what do I do, just...sit there and watch them do it ? Or do I strike up conversation ?!?!? 🧍‍♂️

I js like doing it alone, cause I know exactly how I want it, and I get to be proud of myself for going deeper and getting more blood >:3

Im very happy rn🤤

Tw: bl4d3s (sharpeners)

I ALSO HAD THE PINK MONSTER IT WAS SO GOOD OMFGGG <3333 me n my vro only got one so we shared it🤭🤤

OMGGG MY MOTHER DID THAT, SHE TOOK AWAY ALL THE BANDAIDS AND THE CLEANING SPRAY💀💀💀 Critical thinking just left her i guess :P

I hate when people take away bandaids when they find out about your self harm, like how does that help???? The whole point of trying to get someone to stop self harming is that it isn’t safe, and since taking bandaids away isn’t stopping them that just makes everything even more unsafe. Some ppl are dumb

FINALLY SOME GOOD...sfx...makeup...totally not real blood

I FEEL SO HAPPY AND JITTERY EHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEH YAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYA

Tw forrrrrrrrr cvtssss (n blood)

Block don't report please this is a coping mechanism :( I'm safe trust, my therapist looks at them often to see if there clean ^^

Cat scratchessss >.<

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Finally got some good bl00d

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:3

I thought I got more pics wth😭😭

Just as i did it

And this was my attempt to clean😭😭

(I did some bandaids cause it wouldn't stop bleeding and I'm not sure when my family's gonna get back :P)

If and when I get some new blades, I wanna add my dearests name and then I want to try some patterns :D

I've seen people do hearts and stars AND a hello kitty thing. I LOVVE HELLO KITTTYYY !!! But I don't think I have that much control (or patience) to carve a whole Hello Kitty face (and Cinamarolls my favorite, so I'd prefer to do him tbh :P)

Sooo ya !!!! When I get some blades, I might do some hearts and show them o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

(ill sob if I don't get some blades soon istg)

born to be a wrist cutter, forced to be a thigh cutter 💔

Yes looking at pictures of peoples self h4rm makes me feel better

Yes it also makes me feel like shit because I know I don't have enough courage or supplies to actually cut as deep as them

Being so depressed you can’t even cut yourself <<<

When scars and marks start to form >>>>>

Me when my blades are dull so to keep myself sane I have to look at shblr until I can get some new ones 😔💔

"No M, you can't carve the name of all your mutuals and friends onto your body !"

God forbid a boy has hobbies 🙄

Intro :P

-> ☆ Name: M (or anything, give me a name and I'll use it :3)

-> ☆ Age: In between 14-17

-> ☆ Pronouns, sexuality: He/him/ + neopronouns that I'm too scared to share >.<). Bisexual, possibly demi-romantic

-> ☆ Likes: Bungo Stray Dogs, Needy Streamer Overload, Suicide Boy, Sanrio, Sonic, Death Note, Flowers, The rain, cutting

-> ☆ Dislikes: Most people, yelling, animals, eating, when my blades are dull

DNI: I don't think I mind to much who interacts, as long as people don't dm me :P I'm very paranoid about getting weird stuff ＞︿＜ I think anyone under 12 shouldn't be on Tumblr or social media. So, no DNI, I'll just block if I want :P

I'll post things about self h4rm, 3ating disorders, su!cide, or just any of my depressing thoughts or opinions. I'm also a Jirai >:3 So if I act different sometimes, I should be back to normal soon enough :]

I haven't been diagnosed with anything, but I'm semi in the process of getting diagnosed with Autism and SAD (social anxiety disorder). I have asked my therapist if I could have BPD, and he said my symptoms can eventually evolve into BPD :P Trynna get help for it, but idk if its working :/

ANYWAY

Enjoy this blog ^^

Hi! Here I am again with the silly silly roach indulging in harmful behaviours lolz :3c

Tw: blood, SH, Bad coping mechanism, escapism, hallucinations, a tad bit suggestive

I really like them they work as a cashier, they have masochistic tendencies and are an asshole/jerk (thought it's mostly because of trauma and because they're trying to overcompensate for their low self steem so yeah)

For fun I did a tiny comic which will make you guys feel like I shoot you guys 57 times

TW!! ITS ABOUT SUICIDE AND SH TW!!!!

I don't wanna trigger anyone soooo... If you wanna check it, look under the cut

I love good old dose of angst