Twin Flame - Blog Posts

when you realize that you've met your twin flame for the hundredth time because you keep trying to forget because it's just too overwhelming to think about. (this fish is no longer alive unfortunately rip 😔) also don't be like me rn and face your emotions please!

Lessons from the mat..

I sat on the mat for quite some time imagining that I was a tree. We walked afterwards but I had instinctively known that it was time as I was starting to come back to just being a human leaning against a tree.

After walking, my friend came in sometime afterwards. I had nervous energy running through me. I imagined that I was letting go and releasing the energy. I was grounding myself.

I also had lots of thoughts about my twin friend. I still wished that they would come back into my life but that I do not control them.. only myself.. so I wished them the best and continued on with my meditation.

I felt my hands get heavy while I was grounding. I also had imagined that my energy had sprouted from my head and was flowing freely and swinging along like a thick mop of hair. It made me smile at the time.

The world is a hamster wheel. I am grateful that I can take time to sit in solitude every week to remind myself that life is a hamster wheel. I need to take time to appreciate my life and where I am and how I am living.

1 June 2017

I may not know much, but I know that he’s the most real thing I have ever experienced. 

Wisdom 😑❤️🙏

Wait...

Wait for someone kind.

Wait for someone respectful, not only in the beginning stages of the relationship when things are bright and beautiful, but also when things get hard. Wait for someone who respects your boundaries and does not force you to do things that you’re not willing or ready to do.

Wait for someone who is giving and does not keep count of the good things they do for you.

Wait for someone who challenges you mentally. Someone who inspires you to be a better person.

Wait for someone who takes their time to learn and understand you.

Wait for someone who is consistent with their efforts in showing you how much they care about you.

Wait for someone who wants to be part of your world, and wants you to be part of theirs.

Wait for someone who lets you know you’re on their mind, someone who checks in on you, someone who wants you to know that they care for you.

Wait for someone who is willing to commit to you, someone who is willing to choose you.

Wait for someone who makes love feel easy, calm. Like coming home.

Wait for someone sincere. Someone who doesn’t confuse you because their actions match their words. Wait for someone honest.

Wait for someone who does their absolute best to not hurt you, someone who strives to protect your heart.

Wait for someone who will choose you over and over and over again. Love is a choice you make every single day. You deserve to find the kind of person who shows up for what you share, someone who believes in it.

Wait for someone who’s not perfect, but rather, real. Perfect is an illusion. Real is where you find something rare and special.

Wait for someone who reminds you that love was always meant to be soft...

Wait.

❤️🙏

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"women do stupid things when they're in love. that's why i've been in business for twelve years"

- Judge Judy

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i have this guttural, almost euphoric, sense that i am the only other human being on this earth that really understands and is captivated by Judge Judy. like me and her? best of friends. lovers from another life. we know each other so deeply and intimately but we are sadly separated by time and space. one day Judy. one day.

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