Just 2 and a half weeks ago I was retested for ADHD, and I got my diagnosis back about 1 and a half weeks ago. I was just rediagnosed with anxiety and told I have some pattern recognition issues. Oh, and I can't forget how it was also blamed away with my childhood trauma. now I had spent the 2 nights before my testing just researching ADHD and autism hoping to find my own answers. but when I got that diagnosis it was so hard to keep a neutral face, I wanted to scream and cry that it didn't make sense, how could all of this just be explained away with fucking anxiety. I didn't talk much during the diagnosis, mostly my mom asked questions. when I got home I looked up more stuff and did see that ADHD and anxiety do in fact have some same symptoms but I don't think it's enough for me to just be given anxiety. I just wanted to be given just a few answers but no, I just have more and more questions. Anyway, I gotta try and go back to bed. bye
Here's the thing. "College life is so fun" blah blah blah shut up shut th fuck up cunt. I seen them rules, I'm fucked. Life is not going to get better. I can't stay stagnant like this for much longer. Where's my fucking teenage dream, you fucking assholes. India sucks, the education system sucks, everything fucking sucks.
Literally all I want is to smoke ciggys and study WHAT I WANT, and make art and shit. Fucking assholes of the education system are like fucking Nazis, I have to do the hostels because my parents won't let me go otherwise.
Dude I'm so pissed, literally. Fucking bullshit. And this tranny shit makes it even more fucking harder like damn what else.