Baal the rapist. Like a hero from movies and TV series.
Ну для начала вглядитесь в лицо Валаала-демона со средневековой гравюры. А теперь на персонажа-архитектора, из последней картины Фрэнсиса Форда Копполы, Метролополис.
Well, first, look at the face of Valaal the demon from a medieval engraving. And now at the architect character from Francis Ford Coppola's latest film, Metropolis.
Узнаете знакомые черты? Сходство здесь не только внешнее конечно же, но и сценарий так сказать жизни весьма сопоставим. Вот кстати как рисует невеста Джулия, своего тогда еще только кумира Цезаря. Точнее, это ее карикатура, которую она ему прислала.
Do you recognize familiar features? The similarity here is not only external, of course, but also the scenario of life, so to speak, is quite comparable. By the way, this is how the bride Julia draws her then only idol Caesar. More precisely, this is her caricature, which she sent to him.
Не знаю видно ли на скрин, но там она пририсовала ему рога. А когда она делала этот шарж, ее подруга спросила ее - Дьявол?
I don't know if you can see it on the screen, but she drew horns on him. And when she was doing this cartoon, her friend asked her - The Devil?
А вот еще россиянский сериал с Милошем Биковичем в главной роли, Дайте Шоу. В котором сюжет метролополиса, повторен почти во всем. Но дело тут не в плагиат конечно же, а просто в том что персонаж, и соответственно перепетии его жизни одни и те же. Сам Бикович, так и сказал в интервью недавно - мой персонаж в сериале Дайте Шоу, это Валаал. Просто акценты в сериале смещены в сторону изнасилования. Ну фильм Копполы в целом про жизнь. Даже антогонисты в сериале и фильме очень похожи. И внешне и характеры, и эпизоды с ними. В мегалополис это брат Цезаря в исполнении Шайло Ла Бафа. В Дайте Шоу это Паша журналист, в исполнении Николая Савостюка.
Here is another Russian series with Milos Bikovic in the leading role, Give Ou. In which the plot of the metropolis is repeated in almost everything. But it is not a matter of plagiarism of course, but simply that the character, and accordingly the twists and turns of his life are the same. Bikovic himself said so in an interview recently - my character in the series Give Show is Valaal. It's just that the emphasis in the series is shifted towards rape. Well, Coppola's film is generally about life. Even the antagonists in the series and the film are very similar. Both in appearance and in characters, and in episodes with them. In the megalopolis it is Caesar's brother, played by Shiloh La Beauf. In Give Show it is Pasha the journalist, played by Nikolai Savostyuk.
Как в фильме Копполы, так и в сериале главный герой сталкивается с арестом и обвинениями в изнасиловании, фальсификациях со стороны своего антогониста, неудавшимся покушением на его жизнь в виде выстрела. Ну и рождением ребенка со своей влиятельной женой. И там и там он звезда, и в конечном итоге победитель. Супругу в нашем сериале исполнила Тостоганова.
In both Coppola's film and the series, the main character faces arrest and rape charges, falsifications by his antagonist, a failed attempt on his life in the form of a gunshot. And the birth of a child with his influential wife. In both cases, he is a star and ultimately a winner. The wife in our series is played by Tostoganova.
То есть в масонской повестке сейчас кино про Ваала. Обратимся же к Википедии о том что же это за персонаж.
Поклонение Ваалу было популярно в Египте с позднего Нового царства около 1400 г. до н. э. до его конца (1075 г. до н. э.). Благодаря влиянию арамейцев , которые заимствовали вавилонское произношение Бел, бог в конечном итоге стал известен как греческий Белос, отождествляемый с Зевсом.
Бог громовержец. С супругой Астартой, ставшей позднее Иштар.
Ваал по сути ассоциировался с солнцем и штормами, Астарот — с сексом и плодородием . Как боги природы, подпитываемые демоническими духами, они утверждали, что «развились» из первобытного водного хаоса. Поклонение обоим было одновременно и грубо распущенным, и крайне жестоким.
Этот бог описывался, как могущественный воин – на многочисленных дошедших до нас изображениях в одной руке над головой он держит булаву, а в другой – копье в виде молнии.
Вот кстати кадры из кино
So, the Masonic agenda now includes a movie about Baal. Let's turn to Wikipedia to find out what kind of character this is.
Baal worship was popular in Egypt from the late New Kingdom around 1400 BC to its end (1075 BC). Due to the influence of the Aramaeans, who borrowed the Babylonian pronunciation of Bel, the god eventually became known as the Greek Belos, identified with Zeus.
The thunder god. With his wife Astarte, who later became Ishtar.
Baal was essentially associated with the sun and storms, Astaroth with sex and fertility. As gods of nature, fueled by demonic spirits, they claimed to have "evolved" from the primeval watery chaos. The worship of both was both grossly licentious and extremely cruel.
This god was described as a powerful warrior - in numerous surviving images he holds a mace above his head in one hand and a spear in the form of lightning in the other.
Here are some stills from the movie
Ну и к Зевсу. And go Zeus.
Кстати в изнасилованиях и загулах частенько обвинялся.
Ну а Иштар-Венера. Это жена. Зевс это главный масонский бог и идол. Да и люди на мой взгляд по сути своей поклоняются ему до сих пор.
Возможно есть еще какие-то фильмы о нем родимом. Пишите в комментариях, может что вспомните.
By the way, he was often accused of rape and binges.
Well, and Ishtar-Venus. This is the wife. Zeus is the main Masonic god and idol. And people, in my opinion, essentially worship him to this day.
Perhaps there are some other films about him. Write in the comments, maybe you remember something.
< How you act when you're in love >
5H/7H house ruler in scorpio/8H house/8°/20° degrees: can, at its worst, make someone very obsessive, possessive, explosive, jealous and even an stalker when they're in love with someone ☠️ help. at its best, can make someone very passionate, intense, powerful, protective and sensual when in love, the type to go to the moon and back just for their lover. it's giving very ride or die vibes. The same definition can apply to venus aspecting pluto. Songs:
Him and I - G-eazy & Halsey
Woo - Rihanna
The whole Reputation album - Taylor Swift
The Weeknd songs
Paparazzi - Lady Gaga
Collide - Justine Skye
Middle of The Night - Elley Duhé
Babydoll - Ari Abdul
Animals - Maroon 5
Crazy in Love - Beyoncé
The whole Ultraviolence album - Lana Del Rey
Unforgettable - French Montana
Heaven - Julia Michaels
The whole Badlands album - Halsey
Killbill - SZA
L.E.S - Donald Glover
5H/7H house ruler in cancer/4H house/4°/16°/28° degrees:: can, at its worst, make someone extremely manipulative, moody, vengeful and irrational when in love with someone. at its best, can make someone very caring, loving, protective, nostalgic and nurturing when in love, they really like to spoil their partner emotionally. The same definition can apply to venus aspecting moon. Songs:
The Heart Wants What It Wants - Selena Gomez
Highschool Sweethearts - Melanie Martinez
Reminder - The Weeknd
Paparazzi - Lady Gaga
Part Of Me - Katy Perry
Te Amo - Rihanna
Alejandro - Lady Gaga
Sweather Weather - Arctic Monkeys
I wanna Be Yours - Arctic Monkeys
Cinnamon Girl - Lana Del Rey
deja vu - Olivia Rodrigo
Outside - Calvin Harris
Earned It - The Weeknd
The whole Born To Die album - Lana Del Rey (including the paradise songs 😘)
Ocean Eyes - Billie Eilish
5H/7H house ruler in pisces/12H house/12°/24° degrees: can, at its worst, make someone delusional, blind, influencial, escapist, and moody when in love. at its best, can make someone sensitive, empathetic, dreamy, empathetic, creative, profound, feeling unexplainable feelings, and VERY romantic when in love, they're probably the types to write poetry and imagine a fairytale with their loved one. The same definition can apply to venus aspecting neptune. Songs:
Love you like a love song - Selena Gomez
Love Story - Taylor Swift
Bad Romance - Lady Gaga (a song deditaced for their terrible taste in men, specially, but in women too 💞)
Training Wheels - Melanie Martinez
I'm yours - Isabel LaRosa
Renegade - Aaryah Shaah
The bridge of What a Life - Jhene Aiko
Why'd You Only Call Me Whem You're High - Arctic Monkeys
#icanteven - The NBHD
Happiness Is A Butterfly - Lana Del Rey
I Love You - 2ne1
Loonatic - LOONA
America - XYLØ
High Enough - K.Flay
The whole soundtrack of Euphoria - Labyrnth
Psyechedelic Addict - Anuka
As someone with these 3 placements (scorpio/pisces/4th/8th houses), I really liked doing this post since it's something very personal to me! 💕 Also, one thing I notice is that all these placements usually listen to a lot of music, more than the usual, when in love.
Mini tutorial in case you don't know how to see your rulers. Look at the signs in your 5th and 7th houses, then look at where the planets who rule these signs are in your natal. For ex: I have a 5th house in sagittarius, so I need to look at my jupiter, sagittarius ruler, who is in scorpio in the 4th house. For this, I indicate for you to look at the modern rulership, but in case you don't identify with the characteristics, look at the traditional ruler.
this post is really good!! i have cap venus in the 19° degree and libra moon and the struggle between heart/brain is real 😿
Specific Venus Persona Chart observations
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I think this placement is tricky bc capricorn venus is REALLY IM NOT FUCKING KIDDING, really logical when it comes to enter a relationship, when it comes to love -something serious- and libra degree alterates this control of situationships that capricorn venus always have had. The libra degree pushing it with the idealization of people, of having a perfect relationship that’s not realistic at all. Venus in the Venus Persona Chart gives us more detail about how you act when you’re in love, what you think it’s more important, preferences etc. Capricorn Venus doesn’t express their feelings easily and openly. They’re really cautious and logical when it’s about getting into a relationship. They don’t even put effort or waste their energy when they see it’s not necessary. BUT THEYRE trying so hard bc of the libra degree, that makes them idealize every little detail that the other made just bc their mind be always activating the “what if” and “love of movies” mode. I SWEAR this combination makes the individual THINK TOO MUCH that their opportunities go away. Earth + Air is not the best if you’re looking for someone that’s not a perfectionist, indecisive, a little bit of a maniac control. They’re CAUTIOUS. They could’ve passive aggressive. They don’t trust easily either and it takes them a lot of times to have interest in someone bc they put the “but” in front of their emotions. They block their emotions bc their goals are more important than wasting their valuable time with love: they’re afraid of being judge and not being loved for who they truly are, above all those 12942894725 layers they built. They put the excuse that no one meets their standards -that are literally only presented on a movie-. The libra degree makes them be not direct at all, they want the other to approach but the capricorn Venus be like “I have to have control, I’m too independent for this shit, that’s not gonna happen bc I’m a BAD BETCH and I’m too much for others -okay the last part may be exaggerated but they’ll be having their narcissistic egocentric bust, more than usual-. They put too often others first and they end up desiring that someone would do the same, even if it’s TOO difficult to admit for them. They have a lot of pride or that pride hide something…: inside that shell there’s a blunt soft heart that has been betrayed.
the following ones are actually mine🧍 Why do I have to expose myself this way? doesn’t matter 😚
They feel comfort when in the relationship there’s fair communicating, were each part listen to each other and let them express what worries them, what’s happening WITHOUT judging. They feel safe when they know their partner balance them, when they know they don’t hold all the weight, that they’ll don’t have to take care of the other or have to advice the other always: that there’s reciprocation.
This placement makes you have to learn throughout your life about your relationship with yourself, so that the caterpillar comes out of its cocoon and becomes a butterfly 😩. Transform. This placement have made a lot of introspection, they truly have analyzed themselves or every part of their mind ¿why? bc they may be into psychology, astrology or numerology, something that have to do with the occult -more than superficial, that’s depth-. And also bc they have past a infinity of experiences that made them learn and obtain knowledge, for at least, the human itself.
This aspect makes people want to be/be unexpected with others, wants their relationships to be moody, to be full of surprises bc if don’t they’ll get bored and they’ll don’t be satisfied. They want changes and changes in a way that’s not even natural or human? They desire more and more in terms of changes and the unexpected that they fucked up their relationships just bc the other didn’t act the way they expected. They expect others to reciprocate that energy. Even though all of that, they’re ORIGINAL and UNIQUE and will surprise you everyday with their behavior that also surprises them.
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❀ Based on my personal experience and what I’ve analyzed in my surroundings.
❀ English is not my first language.
❀ I’m not a profesional astrologer, I just love astrology and I’m willing to learn.
Thank youu. baibaiii🫣🫶🏼💋
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My big 6 as Princesses
Leo Ascendant: Rapunzel
Do I need to say much about it? I think Rapunzel is the embodiment of Leo Ascendant. Although I am not a blonde (even though sometimes I want to paint my hair blonde or red lol - my friends tempt me tbh), I see myself a lot in her. Our way of illuminating a whole room with our energy (I'm very humble I know lmaoooo), our glowing vibes, our contagious happiness and laugh, our vibe in general, our clumsy way most of the times, our turning head beauty, our type for men, and the most important thing: our long-ass hair that takes a lot of compliment most of the times haha
Sagittarius Sun & Mercury: Merida
Ok but I relate so much with Merida in a personal level, even my relationship with my mom is the same I swear. Our way of acting on impulsive mode 100% of the time, our need of going out in adventures and to release ourselves from fitting in a box, the way we share our opinions proudly and we can be funny without trying much, the way we do crazy things without thinking about the consequences, the way we like to show our potential to anyone who doesn't believe it, the way we absolutely do not accept when someone tries to control us, the way we say what's on our minds most of the times
5H Sun & Mercury: Tinker Bell
Can we ignore the fact she's not an actual princess? Because I need to put her in here. She's one of the characters I've related the most since I was a child tbh. I'm gonna be honest here that Inwas a child kind of spoiled (also being an only child helps), and when things didn't go as I planned, I got mad just like her, I remember my dad saying to my child me that I was just like her, even the red cheeks lmao. I just feel like her energy in general is a lot like mine and the way we're hardworkes, oh my gosh I really love her movies and she was one of the characters that made me who I am today. The nostalgia is feral
Gemini Moon: Anna
The overthinking, the way we feel like we can fix even people who are unfixable, the clumsy way (again), the way we can fall for the most shitbag men in the world without seeing their red flags, the way we embark in the most random situations without even meaning to, the way we speak without thinking and mess up our relationships with it but we try to fix things one more time, the hope we feel because we need to hold on to something before we lose our minds, etc
11H Moon: Charlotte
She needed more screen time lol, she's such a funny character and she NEEDED her prince charming lol. Ok, now I'm confused if she actually fits my moon house but I just really relate to her and I'm gonba put her here because she's my comfort character lmao, the exxagerated way of acting sometimes? check. the need to find love and happiness? check check. the vanity sometimes because we like to feel glamorous? check. and also our ingenuity sometimes lol (istg i'm not an intitulated person but this post can say something else? I swear I'm just trying to show my best sides here guys)
Aquarius Venus: Bella
The way we find pleasure in reading and seeking knowledge in a variety of stories, the way we find love and the most diverse universes, the way fall in love with the most unique creatures because we're focused on what's inside, the way we stand our ground even when the situation is against us, our courage. (I just think Bella has everything to do with aquarius venus in general, this placement is so her)
7H Venus: Cinderella
(+ my 7H Neptune) The way we would do anything for love, the way we can let people step on us sometimes because of our ingenuity, the way we live in our dreams and in our own heads to escape reality, the way we have dreams of finding our one true love, the way we want to stay loyal to only one man our whole life as long as is reciprocal, the generosity we feel towards everyone even if the person has been bad to us (The fact she's always been my favorite princess since I was a child)
Taurus Mars: Moana
The stubborn personality, the need to impose our beliefs when we think it's very important, the way we would do anything and get aboard in any adventure just to save our loved ones and seek the truth, the love we have for our home land but witha desire of getting to know something else. This one was shorter but idk how to explain properly, is the vibes yk?
10H Mars: Elsa
The need to be seen as perfect, the pressure people put on us, the cold way of acting in front of others when you're actually breaking down inside, the urge to release all the negativity stuck inside us, the way we work hard in our job and we can be very responsible when necessary, the way we put our head on top of our heart in the professional field, the way we can be the greatest in everything because we put our whole heart and soul when we enjoy something, the pessimistic way we see things sometimes... Yes I've put Elsa and Anna but to explain myself I also feel like there are two little devils or more fighting inside my head to see who's gonna command so maybe that's it (yeah let's put the fault on my gemini moon and taurus mars who have nothing to in commom with each other lol)
my crush's saturn opposite my venus, and my pluto opposite his venus 😬
Hey. What aspects are very binding in synastry and composite chart, aspects that make you fight for relationship? Thank you.
Saturn and Pluto 100%
Saturn aspects, especially between Venus and Saturn are an indication that you are very stubborn about the relationship. That's why it is an indicator of a long-term relationship.
Saturn itself is the planet of suffering - something may cause you pain but you still enjoy it and do not want other options. That's how it can manifest in relationships as well. Saturn is persistent and devoted.
The Venus-Saturn conjunction is the most prominent. Stubbornness and willingness to forever fight for the relationship even if it causes you pain. The Saturn person can be a true masochist. The Venus-Saturn trine and sextile is more toned down. Commitment naturally happens, it is not something forced and it doesn't feel like you have to fight for it. Venus-Saturn opposition can bring difficulties, but there is stubornness and it can easily work out if both people make compromise. Venus-Saturn square is something else. Stubbornness, you are willing to fight for each other even if there is absolutely no chance. Commitment can happen slowly, there could be outside circumstances that prevent it but does that matter? No. It can be very complicated though.
I have noticed that difficult aspects, especially square or opposition make the Saturn person even more stubborn to make things work. Saturn is the planet that makes us addicted to pain and suffering, so in a Synastry the Saturn person is always the one wanting to make things work out even if the relationship is bad for them.
Saturn aspects with other planets can be considered as well, but for romance Venus is the most prominent one.
Now Pluto is based on obsession, uncontrollable attraction and connection.
Venus-Pluto conjunction in Synastry can show a very difficult dynamic. It is an aspect for a very strong connection, one that is truly passionate, unbreakable. You can be obsessed with each other to an unhealthy level. In a pair with this aspect fighting for the relatonship is highly likely as you fear what you will do without the presence of the other person. They are bonded to you forever. Venus-Pluto trines and sextiles are once again easier to deal with. It is passionate, but not unhealthy. You still hold onto each other though. Venus-Pluto opposition or square is where the battle for control begins. The Pluto person will do anything to keep the Venus person. They can be possessive, controlling, but the Venus person can be drawn to that - Venus loves attention, even if it's unhealthy. It can create a very toxic dynamic at times with a lot of games, jealousy, bad behavior. I don't think this aspect manifests that badly in most pairs who have it (unless they have multiple strong Pluto aspects and 8th house placements). But it can be a relationship where you want to keep each other and fight for each other, even if the relationship itself is complicated and hard for both of you.
Did a colour wheel challenge with Megaman characters with some cool peeps on discord
GLOBAL VIEW OF VENUS IN ULTRAVIOLET FROM AKATSUKI
A false-color image using two ultraviolet channels from Akatsuki's UVI camera at 283 nm and 365 nm distinguishes different components of the Venusian atmosphere.
VENUS' NIGHTSIDE GLOW
This image shows the night side of Venus in thermal infrared. It is a false-colour image using data from Akatsuki.
VENUS' SOUTH POLE IN ULTRAVIOLET FROM AKATSUKI, JUNE 20, 2016
A false-color image using two ultraviolet channels from Akatsuki's UVI camera, showing details along a colourful band encircling Venus' south polar vortex in morning daylight.
Images Credit : JAXA / ISAS / DARTS / Damia Bouic
VENUS' COUPLED DYNAMICS AND SULFUR CHEMISTRY FROM AKATSUKI, JULY 23, 2016
A false-color image using two ultraviolet channels from Akatsuki's UVI camera. Venus' cloud dynamics are just as complex as Earth's.
Note : Akatsuki is a Japanese mission launched in 2010 to orbit Venus (which it failed the first time) but successfully entered Venus' orbit on December the 7th, 2015.
EQUATORIAL REGION OF VENUS FROM AKATSUKI
Images acquired during orbit number 13 of the Japanese probe Akatsuki show an incredible amount of detail on the equatorial, tropical, and extra-tropical clouds of the planet
VENUS IN INFRARED FROM AKATSUKI: CLOUD WAVE
This view of Venus was acquired by the Japanese Akatsuki spacecraft's IR2 camera, which observes—among other things—the "warmth" of the planet's atmosphere on its nocturnal side.
Pov: you pray to the Goddess of Love and your bf brings you a bouquet of roses 5 mins later 🖤
I love giving her the little love notes he writes me 💕
I love them both sm aaa
On the suggestions of @crystalsnshit and @majortomspacex under my post astro observation pt 6 I will be making this post :)
How do we find this?
Count the 8th sign and house from your Venus placement and you should know how you could possibly be sabotaging your relationships. How do we do this?
Lets say you have a Sag Venus in 12th house, 8 houses, and 8 signs from there would be, Cancer and 7th house.
You should now be able to find this. Remember, it resonated for me, and people I did readings for. If this does not resonate with you, its ok :)
Combine both of these to be able to look into it :) I will however mention the Venus signs for each of them.
1st house/Aries (Venus in Virgo) Looking at your relationships from a self centered pov, in the sense, looking at things for what suits you, more than what could be better for both of you together, not making sacrifices or compromises your relationship might need. Feeling insecure about yourself/partner. Trying to fit things to fit your future or at the extreme opposite being giving to a fault, that you dont even realize but you are doing everything in a relationship for 2, all by yourself. Getting fierce. Starting to fast just to go crashing down, not being able to take things slow.
2nd house/Taurus (Venus in Libra) Not willing to change opinions, or thoughts about something. In the sense let's say, someone made a mistake and you may keep bringing it up over and over, still carrying resentment for it. Maybe you remember your partner as someone who used to wake up at 5 AM (just a random example lol) and now they dont, it might be hard for you to let go of old versions. Not willing to change old ways, not leaving/pointing things out and getting too comfortable. Could be getting caught up in the "show" (material wealth) at times.
3rd house/Gemini (Venus in Scorpio) Not being aware of what you're speaking and what you're delivering instead. Maybe passive aggressive/argumentative. Getting sarcastic. Not being able to experience "boredom" and wanting something to happen all the time. Being confused about what you really want. Not taking thing seriously when you probably should. Communication gap. Maybe thinking you/your person have too many choices. Trying to act the "unbothered" king/queen, you are not.
4th house/Cancer (Venus in Sagittarius) Attachment issues. Saying/taking actions high on emotions. Emotional instability. Some kind of attachment to nostalgia and how it used to be, which makes it hard for you to see that the person isnt the same anymore and you are probably in love with an old version of them that doesn't exist anymore. Tolerating/Giving silent treatment or isolating yourself within the relationship. Withdrawing. Trying to solve things alone for what should be solved together. Probably wanting to leave all the time but not doing so (attachment issues again). falling into the traps of innocence.
5th house/Leo (Venus in Capricorn) Wanting to be someone's 1st priority on a seemingly impossible level. Not being able to tolerate/express things normally and making it a big deal unknowingly. Getting bored when things seem normal. Could be feeling competitive to your own partner in some ways without realizing, hence building resentment. Anger management issues. Problems differentiating what is happening, and what am I feeling and what is actually real between both of them. Getting bossy at times probably without even realizing. Hyper independence issues at times. Wanting to show your partner off, but making them fit into something they probably aren't for the show.
6th house/Virgo (Venus in Aquarius) Trying to make meaning out of everything, being overcritical and judgmental of things. Trying to take every little thing seriously, getting hurt over small things. Getting used to how things should be "in a certain way" and not understanding sometimes, things aren't actually exactly like plan and order all the time. Picking small fights over things that weren't really important at times. Building frustration/insecurity under the surface. Being available/at service all times, to an unhealthy level.
7th house/Libra (Venus in Pisces) Probably being caught up sometimes in thoughts of "can i do better than this?", "i wonder what they think about my person". Getting caught up in the idea of status/reputation, forgetting that the real important thing is you being contended with your partner and not anyone else. Having this urge/thoughts that "am i settling for the less? should i see if i can do better. Comparing your relationship and your person and getting disappointed for bad reasons. Constantly wanting to choose/being indecisive over what you really want making your partner feel undervalued/underappreciated at times.
8th house/Scorpio (Venus in Aries) Overthinking. Being too attached to someone on a toxic level sometimes. Not opening up about your feelings and expectations and even worse, expecting that to be understood somehow without making it clear and feeling not understood/important when that does not happen and building resentment otherwise. Passive aggressive feelings. Feeling everything too deeply but being unable to talk about it. Fear of things being over so you just decide in your head let's end it already anyways, or you make subconscious choices like that without even realizing. Unwilling to let go/open up about past. Sometimes bearing things to an unhealthy level just for things to stay. Getting overly passionate that you even get blindsided.
9th house/Sagittarius (Venus in Taurus) Rose coloured glasses. Being optimistic about things when you actually should let go/discuss them clearly. Being on the surface, and feeling scared to dive deeper into the feels. Being afraid to feel your own feelings when you are uncomfortable about them. Projection problems. Going, "Oh i don't care" about things when you should probably discuss them. Problems confronting/being confronted. And again, when opening up, getting straight to the throat about things you have been wanting talk about. Sometimes thinking "oh i am just serving the truth" and "they/i can leave, doesnt quite matter" when it absolutely does but you just don't know yet. Wanting to leave/make decisions impulsively at every small discomfort.
10th house/Capricorn (Venus in Gemini) Overthinking things to a fault. Building a plan and expectation of how it should go and having problems when it doesn't quite go like that. Probably, embarrassment over your partners at times. Expecting them to act/behave in some certain way at times? not too sure about this one. Probably picking problems in your partner to a fault because you expect/want them to be perfect. This might come from a place of care, but this can actually get annoying at times making someone feel they aren't appreciated/enough for who they already are. Getting obsessive in a controlling way. Not giving enough thought to someone/someone's feelings and getting caught up at unnecessary places.
11th house/Aquarius (Venus in Cancer) Having no control over your thoughts and feelings regarding the other person. Maybe feeling one day you love them to moons but suddenly feeling you lost feelings the other day. Not being able to differentiate between what is your mood and your real feelings. Making sudden decisions about things, possibly at times without even needing to inform the other. Thinking you are being "nice, and kind and giving or sacrificing" by taking such decisions (probably thinking that if you ghost someone, even if it hurts you, you are doing them favor because they deserve better so technically you are the one in pain, even though you are making a dumb decision) but all while just hurting the other person to ends.
12th house/Pisces (Venus in Leo) Over idealizing your partner and then getting upset when it doesn't happen that way. Feeling disappointed. Having made up thoughts and delusions about something that doesn't probably exist, in both good and bad ways, hence being unable to see what actually is real. At times, this could also lead to misunderstandings at times. Making assumptions and not caring enough to clarify them. At times, ignoring what is real and problematic/makes you visibly uncomfortable just to have peace and your relationship, and getting crushed when in the end, the inevitable happens anyways.
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