Nat to Y/n: Why are you crying?
Y/n: Shows Nat her phone*
Y/n to Wanda: Wanna hang out..
Wanda: I can’t tonight
Y/n: oh thats fine!
Wanda: Hey vis, I’m bored wanna come over? ;)
Y/n: ..
Wanda: Shit, Y/n I’m sorry..
Y/n: It’s okay :)
A/N: This is my first angst so this won't be the greatest thing ever hehe.
Warnings: Angst
Summary: You question Wanda's trust in you because she doesn't want you to do your job as an agent. But it ends with two brocken hearts and one regretfull soul.
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Vision new something was wrong with Wanda, with him, with everything ever since what he discovered at "work".
Now he's confronting her about it and she won't tell him anything. "What is outside Westview." Vision argued as the both of them hovered above the ground.
"You don't want to know, I promise you." Wanda said lowly. "You don't get to make that choice for me Wanda!" His voice boomed from the living room.
Wanda felt something inside of her, like she heard that sentence before, it gave her a sense of déjà vu. You. She remebered you, and the fight you had which costed your relationship and the trust you had for each other
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You and Wanda met after the Ultron war. Wanda took you out after a few weeks of meeting and it became official after a month.
You joined shield along side with Agent Hill and climbed the ranks together. Now that she was Second in Command you were her right hand woman.
The relationship between you and Wanda was given the title "Lovers of the Century." Because of how you two were like a match made in heaven.
The time you spent together was happy and always filled with happy memories. Though of course it wasn't constantly like that.
Who knew the the four years you spent together was just going to be thrown out the window because of a choice.
Being an Agent of Shield was dangerous and could cost a life but that's what you were told the very first day.
Even after that you still do it because you want to protect the people of the countrt and the people of the whole planet.
Now you haven't been to an actual mission in five months because of Wanda. She was preventing you from doibg your job, because she didn't want the risk of losing you.
You had explained to her why you need to go on missions so many times now. She promised wouldn't interfere with it anymore. Now you were finally going on one or so you thought.
"I'm sorry Agent Y/L/N, but you aren't allowed to go on this mission." An agent blocked your way from getting in the quintjet. "Not allowed? On who's orders?!"
"Director Fury." The agent stated. "But I already finalized it with him." You argued. "I'm sorry ma'am but the decision was made the last minute." With that the agent got on the jet.
You scoffed as you made you way to Nick's office. To you mad was an understatement, you were furious.
"Nick what the fuck was that." You brst through his office door with a pissed of face. "Why'd you pull me from the mission?"
"I'm sorry Y/N, but I had to." Fury looked at you. "Why?" Was the only words that escaped your mouth. "Wanda told me to pull you from the mission."
You looked at him shocked as he stood up from his chair. "Why'd you let her Nick." The anger now replaced with disappointment and betrayal.
"Because you know if I had said no she would've gotten in my head and done it herself." You just looked at the ground pinching the bridge of your nose, he was right and you hated that fact.
"I'll go talk to her." Sighing before leaving his office and walking towards the compound. You saw Wanda sitting on the couch, you sighed before approaching her.
She felt your presence from behind and smiled at you as she looked back, her smile quickly faltered when she saw your expression. "Hey detka what happened?" Concern evident in her voice as she took a hold of your hand.
"Nothing, just can we talk?.. Privately." You calmly asked looking at her with pleading eyes, she reluctantly nodded following you to your room since it was the closest.
She closed the door behind her as she looked at you expectingly. "Do you not trust me?" You asked Wanda's figure blending in the dark due to the lack of lighting in the room.
Wanda took a seat beside you kissing your knuckles. "Of course I do malyshka." She smiled, a smile that makes your heart flutter thousands of times and always will.
"Then why am I still here?" You frowned wanting to ignore that warm feeling. "I don't quite understand you detka." Her sokovian accent that made you knees weak every single time. You couldn't let it distract you. You had to do this.
"If you trust me then I shouldn't be here. I should be on a mission." "I have no-" "Don't lie to me Wanda...please" You pleaded. "I'm sorry Y/N." Was the only thing that she could say.
You moved your hand away from hers and she felt her hear break a little. "Why did you do it? Wanda why did you do it?" You took a shaky breath.
"I- well- it was a dangerous mission y/n you know that." Wanda stammered her words trying to reach for you once again but you took a step back.
You took a deep breath before speaking. "You think I don't? I have been doing this job for the majority of my life Wanda, I have been in far more dangerous missions than this." You tried to explain calmly to her.
You tried to never raise your voice at Wanda and she knew that, even how many fights you two have had, you never really did raise your voice at her.
"You promised me Wands, you promised this wouldn't happen again." Wanda could hear the falter in your voice. "I had to y/n. I couldn't risk it." Wandas voice fell into a whisper.
"I was trying to protect you so I made the choice not to." "You don't get to make that choice for me Wanda!" You shook your head.
"I'm never like this with you because I trust you and this is our job. But why can't you do the same for me? Why can't you trust me doing my job" Your vision getting cloudy.
Oh how she wanted to just hold you close and apologize but she couldn't. "I'm scared y/n, I can't lose you too." "I know that Wanda. You think I'm not also scared when you're gone?"
"Damn it I'm just trying to protect you y/n!" Wanda snapped at you standing up from the bed. "I don't need your pretection Wanda! I'm capable of defending myself, this is my job!" You argued back.
"Well what so you want me to do?!" She raised her voice getting impulsive. "I want you to trust me, that's all I wanted." You flinched at her tone but still trying to remain calm.
"I am trusting you y/n!" Her voice getting louder. "No you aren't! What you're doing is far from trust and you know that!"
"What you're doing is controlling me!" You continued. "I'm doing it for you! Why can't you just see that?!" Wanda shouted as her eyes to that dark shade of red, anger consuming her.
"You're doing it for yourself!" Turning away from her as let out a sigh of frustraion. "God why are you so stubborn!"
Scoffing as you looked at her. "I'm the stubborn one? I'm not the one who kicked my girlfriend off from missions for half a year!"
"Forget it it's pointless." You walked past her heading for the door. Wanda used her magic to not let you out the room. "You aren't getting out of this room, we have to talk."
"There is nothing to talk about anymore Wanda let me out." Sighing looking her straight in the eye.
"God damn it, I don't even know how and why I fell in love with you!" Wanda snapped as you felt your hear crumble and turn into dust.
"So you regret it." You swallowed dryly pushing back the tears. Wanda only noticed what she had said when you answered.
The anger and rage now turned into regret. "No- I didn't- Y/N I didn't mean that." She took a step forward while you took a step back.
"If you did you wouldn't have said it in the first place." Without thinking twice you tried twisting the knob but Wanda's magic wouldn't let you.
"Wanda let me out. Let me out right now!" You shouted as tears trailed down your cheeks. "Please baby hold on let me explain, I love you." Wanda pleaded her voice filled nothing but desperation.
"If you did then we wouldn't be here! I wouldn't be here! We wouldn't even have this conversation!" Your fight was so loud to the point where the other avengers could hear your argument.
"If you regret it so much, if you regret what we had-" "No Y/N I don't, please don't do this!" Wanda pleaded, she knew where this was going, she knew how this was going to end.
"Wanda I can't do this anymore. I love you so so much but if you can't respect the things I have to do for my job then I can't do this anymore."
"No no no please Y/N we can- we can work this out just please- let's talk about this." Wanda finally grabbed a hold of your hands finally. Her voice cracking as she pleaded for you to hold on.
"I'm sorry let's-" "No!"
She couldn't control herself anymore, she let herself go. Her powers and emotions got the best of her. Everything in the room were sent flying including you.
The next thing she knew Natasha was trying to get her focus away from you as Steve and Sam went over to your body. You had been sent flying from one end of the room to the other end.
Your head banging on the wall during all of it. Now you lay there unconscious, with blood dripping from your temple down. Wanda came into realization.
It was over and there's no going back to fix it. You two were over.
Natasha and Wanda hc
Kisses
Wanda likes to kiss Nat's nose when their alone, just as a way to show affection
Nat always kisses Wanda before and after missions as a good luck charm and a "glad your safe" gesture
✨Forehead kisses between them both✨
Wanda laying her head in Nat's lap and Natasha stroking her hair before giving her small kisses around her face
Natasha giving Wanda neck kisses and Wanda always getting super flustered by them
Wanda always gets a bit insecure and wonders if she should try to lean in for the kiss first and Natasha notices it and pulls Wanda in for the kiss to assure her
Some random guy on the street catcalling Natasha while they're walking, not even in costume, and Wanda giving her angry head tilt before kissing Natasha in front of them to show that they can't do shit
Natasha treats Wanda as her princess and likes to kiss the back of her hand as a "princely" gesture, but then Wanda always returns the favor since Natasha is just as much of a princess as she is