i love being a weird kid ngl. its so fun and honestly the people considered "normal" are all the same to me and seem kinda plain? like what would being "normal" even be like what do yall even talk about.
like yeah so what if I like silly little musicals and watch anime and am a therian and am unapologetically neurodivergent + lgbtqia and dress alt and am in theatre and have obscure interests and have dyed hair and stuff like that. so what if me and my friends use archaic language as a joke and make dances + mess around + watch anime and read manga during lunch. so what if I don't fit your stupid social norms.
yeah I'm weird and cringe but im literally still a fucking teenager and being weird and cringe is apart of growing up and finding who you are !! embrace it !! embrace your whimsy !! even if you're not still growing like me and you're an adult reading this post you should also embrace your whimsy !! being whimsical is fun !! life is too short to care about what others think !!
and the people that are also "weird" that I know are genuinely the sweetest kindest funny people and I can have actual conversations with them without feeling like I'll be judged !! Find those people that make you happy !!
my point is life is short and I am also still a kid so I am cringe but I am free. I will be a kid and enjoy myself as I like while I still have the chance because every adult says don't be in a rush to grow up and my dad always raised me to be my true self :)
have a nice day and stop giving a fuck about others opinions
2 every former "weird kid" out there who still struggles with repressed self hatred as a coping mechanism, remember that it's totally okay to forgive that younger version of yourself. You didn't do anything to deserve the way you were treated, and no matter what you did then, you can always become a version of yourself that you like NOW ! : D or something liek that!!
Fit check
(I love looking like a freaky time traveller from 2020)
I'm also going to get a haircut today (it's about time, my hair is really too long for my "standards") (I just prefer having short hair rather than medium/long)
Why do people except me to be upset when I'm told I'm scary or creepy or weird, I think it's funny as hell
The only not fun bit is when people call me crazy for literally doodling in a textbook
My little brother is my favorite critter in the whole world because tonight for absolutely no reason other then he wanted he convinced our mom and made a charcuterie board. He is 12 and I adore this little weird creature who expresses all his newest obsessions with whole hearted love and joy.
march 25th, tuesday
Dear, Reader,
Today was my autism assessment. That went well, but I'll have to wait for the results.
I had to wake up early so I could eat before my fast since it's Ramadan, but I was woken up at 7:30, when the sun rises at 7:10, but it's very important for me to take my medication, so I decided not to fast today. I'm just glad I have a family that supports me and my beliefs, even if they're not Muslim. My grandma said it was cute that I was talking about Ramadan while wearing a rosary.
Yesterday was my 17th birthday, so I got a whole lot of money and gifts(I'm so gonna spend it on thrifting!!). I started opening up about my interests recently, so my family finally knew what to get me. I think I'm no longer depressed, not as much as I once was anyway.
Tomorrow I get my treaty card(Indian status). I also styled my hair for the first time today since i got a hair straightener.
~Maks
I'm a woke stereotype...
Art by @makzmollpol(bottom and gif) and @repairingahole(top)
growing up as the “weird kid” does alot to you as you get older. one of those things is taking away any cisness in your body.