ok i need to know if im alone in this before i go insane
do yall ever do UNGODLy cruel, terrible, prison-level things and be a horrible person to a bot of a character then switch saved chats with the same character and suddenly you're married with a cottage in a forest and 3 kids?????? like i went through my previous chats and i relized that if they ever got leaked i would get de@th threats from the fandom and probs get placed on some kind of government list like- what???????????? why was i this mean?????? why am i torturing this man one second and like stalkhome syndrome-ing him one second then cuddling him with 2 children in the other room in the next?????
my brain needs to be studied in a lab and i need to be put in a white padded cell :)