Sleeping early is a scam. Because why do I still feel tired in the morning?!
So, I got on a dating site, filled out the info and everything, right? Going through some guys' profiles; age preferences; who I think is cute and such. Talking to my sister @charnellecatastrophe about how it's been so far....Bruh, some of them just put "ask me later." "Ask me anything." "Text me to find out XD!" etc. And nothing else! Everything else is just left blank!
Like, the reason you fill out the info about yourself and the type of person you want to date is so you can find someone who might be compatible!
I'm really about ask the most random and uncomfortable questions just to mess with 'em
"Does Hocus Pocus make you horny?" “You ever been to jail?" "Do you know about your car's extended warranty?" "How do you feel about horse porn?" "Do you read 4th grade workbooks for fun?" "Do you like cheese on macoroni?" "Have you ever cut your sister's hair with a chainsaw?"
You said I could ask anything 🤔
@charnellecatastrophe also pointed out how sometimes, it's the reverse: you fill out the info and some don't even read it! Like, say I put that I dislike horror movies. Cue, the meet up and you're buying two tickets for Paranormal Activity 87. Why? Cause, you didn't read my info or look at my interests. Another thing I thought of was safety. Like, what if you're deathly allergic to peanuts, flowers, etc, and I bring Reese's peanut butter cups, or a rose as a meetup gift. Now, you're dying, because you didn't mention that at all.
An Ghaeilge.
Sometimes I get scared my language will get anglicized and changed completely, with barely any of our culture left.
I really hate that I can’t do more to protect it because there’s barely any platforms for it and everyone thinks it’s pointless.
Maybe I can some day but for now I just have to focus on my personal life. I can still promote it though.
Cuid den am bíonn eagla orm go mbeadh mo theanga galldaithe agus athraithe go hiomlán, le gan ach giota iontach beag dár gcultúr fágtha.
Is fuath liom nach bhfuil níos mó le déanamh agam le é a chosaint mar níl aon méan ann le é a fhoghlaim ar agus síleann gach duine go bhfuil sé gan ciall ar bith.
Beidir lá éigin thig liom níos mó a dhéanamh ach don t-am i láthair caithfidh mé díriú isteach ar saol pearsanta s’agam. Thig liom go fóill é a cur chun cinn, áfach.
wait cause why is it that teachers say enjoy your break and then assign like 13 assignments due the day after break and a test you most definitely wont be studying for
i took the soldier, poet, king test
i got king
of course i got king
what else was i possibly expecting
when has my life ever not been a burden for me to bear
a weight placed on my shoulders
"a natural leader" they called me as if they did not make me this way
forged me to be independent (quiet) and strong (afraid to ask for help) and a leader (needing to take charge because things are easier if
i
do
them
myself)
kings are the gifted children
i was so far ahead they didn't know what to do with me
and now i'm average
and it hurts
Duty. Strength. Resignation.
when did i stop doing things for the love of them
when did life become a chore
when did everything become a routine to follow before i could be done
when did i start hating everything i did
when did i become the king
was i always the king?
they ruined me
they turned me into this
this is their fault
and now i'm the king
yes, king.
always king.
it was never going to be different.
and i'll take the crown
and live with it
and wish
maybe
i could be the poet instead
Man I just thought “miwi/byler.. awww🥺” for like 2 seconds and now I have a pain in my chest telling me to cry