I mean I am sucidal and happy at the same time! Wierd right!? I don't know if I want to improve and die or what but yes I am trying to improve but at the same time I feel hopeless...This is really wierd!!!
I'm different, I am different right and that is y I am alone right!? Yes, sometimes you really really want someone. But as soon as you get one you just want to retreat back to your shell..and really don't wanna come out for a while!