Work Sucks - Blog Posts

Can I just say, that working in a department of only 4 people (one of which left and we're getting a replacement) it is unbelievably stressful when you make one mistake and it messes up everything.

I messed up an order, easy fix. everything I did wrong was/ is a easy fix. But my anxiety is through the roof right now, that I'm having nightmares and waking up in the middle of the night feeling like I was going to barf. I am physically sick.

I had to call out today and I literally dumped my mess on someone else who has been sick for over a week now. That's not fair, and it's not fair that I feel this overwhelming feel of fucking up so bad.

This past week has been bad and I think it all finally hit and it hit where I need to be focused the most.

I can't stop panicking, ya'll. I feel like barfing so bad, or crying.

Oh yeah so it turns out working a job while still living with your parents, specifically when one of your parents works the exact same job, fucking sucks. Like, I told my workplace I couldn't do 6 am shifts, they scheduled me for a 6 am shift. I would honestly just skip the shift as a 'fuck you I set my boundaries' but they can literally call my parents on me. I am currently staying up late and eating unhealthy food in hopes that when morning comes I will be deemed too sick to work this fucking shift.

Honestly I would rather be fired than work for a place that doesn't respect my boundaries with shifts but again, parents. This job is hell and I hate it and I hate working for a corporation that treats me like a robot.

I’m ready for a day off

Maybe it's because I was sick today, but my confusion between a couple coworkers came out as racist, apparently. I'm at my desk, there's a little cabinet behind me and slightly off to the right. I turn to my left and see a pair of shoes attached to some legs out of the corner of my eye, but that's it. Now, in my mind the only person who could be sitting there was the same coworker who always sits there. I turn back to my desk, then turn around fully a minute later: It's not the coworker I thought. I must have looked really confused because they looked at me weird. I said I mixed up the coworker behind me with the other one (who was sitting a bit further away). It was like when you don't put your keys in the same spot just one time, and you completely forget where you put them. I'm also a bit slow... Now, they may have been kidding with me when I told them why I got really confused, but I got the feeling they seriously thought I was being racist. I hate it when people even joke about that kind of thing with me. It's not really funny. They're both awesome, and I like them; but, I will feel pretty bad if getting mixed up made that impression....