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11 months ago

um so heres a dumbass rant from me at 1am on 0 hours of sleep

nature is beautiful

but you see im not nature

my species rejected nature millions of years ago and now wants to go back to it like they havent destroyed so much of it our of their own greed and spite to be the gods they could never be?????

its so weak of us to be mindlessly controlled by whoevers out there pulling the ropes

we dont even know them or anybody thats not widely public because 90% of us are at the bottom- peasants to them just living off of useless numbers on a imaginary thing called a screen and green flimsy paper with more numbers just to determine our already short life

how the fuck did we evolve to be the 'greatest' anyways???

-we dont have any fur -we dont have any fangs, claws or fighting things -we cant climb, swim, run (yeah fuck that whole 'We EVolVed fOr StAminA' shit cuz i literally struggle to climb a hill or run on flat land for more then 2 full seconds) or do anything without time and effort of our lives -the things we hate the most is our own species???? -WE MISTAKE OUR OWN SPECIES DOING FOR 'STANDARDS'?? LIKE DUDE WE ARENT MONOGAMUS WHATS THE DEAL WITH WEDDINGS N CHEATING N SHIT -we are born so weak and have to be taken care of for MORE THEN 18 YEARS -we are so limited with our abilities other then 'oH cUz SMaRt HAhA' like our own ego couldnt get enough because we are obviously dumb -we are evolving backwards

aint gonna lie

society dont seem to exist to me

and if it does

WHERE TF IS IT AND WTF ARE THEY DOING???


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10 months ago

Holy ?? BRO UR ART

Canyon! A Little Project I Was Working On A While Ago Helped Me Create Him! I Re-designed Him On A Whim,
Canyon! A Little Project I Was Working On A While Ago Helped Me Create Him! I Re-designed Him On A Whim,
Canyon! A Little Project I Was Working On A While Ago Helped Me Create Him! I Re-designed Him On A Whim,

Canyon! A little project i was working on a while ago helped me create him! I re-designed him on a whim, I hope you guys like him!

(Sorry, Glory will be a bit longer than I anticipated. Thank you guys for waiting so long!)


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2 months ago
Draw In Paint With Mouse Day 5

draw in paint with mouse day 5

Draw In Paint With Mouse Day 5

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7 years ago
Pompkin (by DoggieDoc83)

Pompkin (by DoggieDoc83)


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7 years ago

Wow. This is impressive. I rarely care about background or world illustrations, but this, I want to know more.

Sayaka Ouhito     -     Http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?id=1945376
Sayaka Ouhito     -     Http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?id=1945376
Sayaka Ouhito     -     Http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?id=1945376
Sayaka Ouhito     -     Http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?id=1945376
Sayaka Ouhito     -     Http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?id=1945376

Sayaka Ouhito     -     http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?id=1945376


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5 years ago

Second time round got squashed by boulder (hurray) but turns out the car from ending 30 is you so lets play spot the dimension hoppers

So I just went through ahem for the first time

So I watched it and wow the sass, wow the acrobatics and hurray, we got to pet the puppet, I got the 30th ending cause mark, why do you want to split up, especially with the cult around


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1 year ago
Today's Daily Male Is Neil Cicierega From Real Life!

Today's daily male is Neil Cicierega from Real Life!

for anonymous!


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3 months ago

"redemption arcs are toxic, you shouldn't try to fix someone!"

actually it is so important to me that being in community and experiencing human connection can save people. thanks


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4 months ago

Fire In These Hills

“Why are you like this ?”

I turn towards the voice.

“I don’t know. I never knew.” I sigh. “I guess I was always this way.” I hear them hum.

“But why ?”

I don’t know how to answer. Why am I the way I am ? That’s the question of my life. I’m insecure, I never know what I want, I don’t really understand other people. Yeah. I’m weird. And the worse ? I know that. And I know that people look at me weirdly because of it. But here I am. Still here, after 20 years of this.

“I don’t know.”

There’s no one with me. I know I’m imagining this voice. I know I’m trying to cope with everything going on in my life. I had to change everything. My friends. Where I live. How I live. So, I don’t have time to ask myself why. And yet, here we are. I’m imagining a voice to answer that very question. Right now, I just want to go back home, and let myself not think. Let myself be myself. But I can’t. I’m stuck here, and I’m sick. I can feel my body temperature rise. And I just want to go home…

“You must have a reason ?”

I sigh again. Do I ? Do I need a reason to be myself ? To be weird ? I don’t think so. But if I need to find one ? Well, I would say that it all came from my childhood. The way my parents treated me. Telling me they treated my brother and I the same way. What kind of bullshit is this ? Some big ones. They never treated us the same. Every time he’s sick, or hurt, or doesn’t like to do something ? Well, let strong and younger brother do the work, right ? Yeah well that only works for some time, before crumbling down.

“I told you. I don’t know.”

And that is true. I was always kind of like this. I could blame the ADHD, the autism. But in reality, I know it must actually be the anxiety.

“Are you sure ?”

I close my eyes. I know a part of it.

“I… I miss them. They’re not gone, but gone at the same time. They… They take so much out of me. I don’t know why, but they sometimes make me feel like I’m not worth it. That, maybe I’m not enough. Or maybe I’m too much. I put so much efforts. I put so much effort in everything. They know it. I feel so powerfully. And yet I am let yearning for scratch. Am I not worth a bit of effort ? Is our friendship this easily forgotten ?”

I start to feel my eyes water. There’s a fire in my soul now.

“Would you like more ?”

Would I like more ? I want more ! I need more ! I’m not just a kid who’s insecure now, I’m a young adult, constructing myself. I need my best friend around. Even if it’s just a few messages here and there. But I have to yearn for scratch. And I feel like I’m going to have enough of scratch.

“Of course I’d like more. I’d love more. I need more. But how could I be so selfish, right ?”

“I know.”

“I’m so tired. Can I please come home ?”

This feeling. I’m exhausted. But kind of in the good way. I am shaking like a leaf. Home. My home is the people I love. I feel at home with them.

“If you can. If they will let you.”

It’s true. I could come home to my friend. If they let me one day. If they open the door once more. I keep a sob. I won’t cry for something that might be nothing. I’m shaking so much. I can’t feel the world. I need my home. I need my friends. I know myself. I don’t trust myself.

But after everything you’re here with me still. Or at least I hope you’re still with me. I feel like I don’t know you anymore. I feel like we’re growing farther apart, when you were once my rock. I feel like I’m not strong enough to just suck it up as usual. I need you. I need my friend. I need my best friend.

“So why do I feel like they’ve abandoned me ?”

“I cannot tell you.”

Right. ‘cause that’s just the little voice in my head making me go through my emotions. I take a deep breath, still shaking. My body is so full of emotions. I can’t handle them. I don’t know how to handle them. That’s why I need my friends. That’s why it hurts so deeply.

I feel like I might wreck this home. Do I really want to let go of all those years ? Fuck no. Am I ready to wreck this home ? Fuck no. Will I have to ? Maybe. And that’s what hurts the most !

“I really just want to come home. I really just want to go home. But right now, I don’t know where home is.”

“You’ll find home where you need it.”

I know that. But I don’t want to. I want the comfort of my home. I want the comfort that my friend still wants to talk to me. I want the comfort I felt younger. I want the innocence of those quiet moments. I want to feel that again. Is that to much to ask for ? Am I really worth all that ? Everyone tells me that, yes I do. But am I strong enough to believe them ?

“I don’t think that I’m strong enough.”

“You’ll find the strength to face it. You’ve faced much more.”

Maybe. But maybe that’s my limit. Is it ? I don’t even know if I hope it is. I just want to come home. I think I’ve lost the will.


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5 months ago
Dave Mustaine Actually Cloned Himself In 1992 To Record Sweating Bullets.

Dave Mustaine actually cloned himself in 1992 to record Sweating Bullets.


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1 year ago

Can we seriously take a moment to admire this???

fallen-red-bird - Fallen

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3 months ago
^ Me When I'm Not At All Suspicious And Definitely Don't Have Any Intimate Knowledge Of The Subject

^ me when i'm not at all suspicious and definitely don't have any intimate knowledge of the subject


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4 months ago

Good to remember you are one big bendy straw. Mr. Tube over here with his funny organs. 👈🙄😒


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5 months ago
New Piece I Hâve Designed Called Choices

new piece i hâve designed called choices


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3 months ago

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2 months ago

Cw&Tw : suggestive, drugs, implication of SA and Abused.

:P I actually have no word to say about it except the tragic life of Stanley Pines so,,,yea. Bc to me, i think he was forced to do it either out if desperation for drugs(it was his escape)or money, or someone forced him to do it bc he caused them pretty money🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️

Also, i accidentally deleted the second part of the clip n needed to redraw the whole thing again....

Theoretically, if i have a nickle every time this happens, i'll have 2 nickle, which ain't a lot, but it weird that it happened TWICE in TWO days.


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2 months ago
A Little Obsolete, Isn’t It

a little obsolete, isn’t it


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5 months ago

NEW FANART JUST DROPPED BY @fadedkat !! They’re so wonderful you guys!! Look at that detail, Ahhhh!!!! I continue to be impressed and blown away by you guys. 😁😁

a little human bill doodle sheet this evening based off the wonderful fanfic A Human Condition by @sapphosscribe!! this is really one of my favorite fics at the moment and I wanted to show my love for it by doing some art :DD

now on my way to read the most recent update 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️

A Little Human Bill Doodle Sheet This Evening Based Off The Wonderful Fanfic A Human Condition By @sapphosscribe!!

aaaaand close ups!

A Little Human Bill Doodle Sheet This Evening Based Off The Wonderful Fanfic A Human Condition By @sapphosscribe!!
A Little Human Bill Doodle Sheet This Evening Based Off The Wonderful Fanfic A Human Condition By @sapphosscribe!!
A Little Human Bill Doodle Sheet This Evening Based Off The Wonderful Fanfic A Human Condition By @sapphosscribe!!
A Little Human Bill Doodle Sheet This Evening Based Off The Wonderful Fanfic A Human Condition By @sapphosscribe!!

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9 months ago
Quick Sketch

quick sketch


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