All of this pain feels like it's been an eternity since I have been carrying them in my hands. I am tired now and can't walk anymore. Where do I bury the fragments of my heart?
She's fading away.
And all I can do is watch.
The crumbling remains of our memories,
rise up in the air like afternoon dust.
I can smell the love we shared.
But with a hint of tragic helplessness.
She's flowing away.
And all I can do is stare.
Whose fault was it that we became
the very thing we promised we won't.
All we ever wanted was a simple life of laughter.
And yet here we are now.
Me and her.
On the brink of breaking apart.
On the edge of the world.
Soon enough we'll be strangers.
And all that once was will become old tales.
Levitating through the mixed scenes of the past,
I try to find one last sweet thing.
A caress on my cheeks.
A smile on her lips.
Hands held under the stars.
A kiss shared at dawn.
But in the end I find none of those.
She must've taken it all away.
Afterall that's what we said we'd do.
Be all or nothing to each other.
Simply everything or nothing at all.
It seems she has kept her promise.
And now it's my turn.
Β© Moonyloonywitch
02/09/2021
Past lives flicker through my mind, as I stand gazing up at the moon. The night's pretty much silent, except for the slow rumbling of thunder in the distance. Every now and then, a cool breeze goes past me. I stand in the moonlight, waiting for a miracle.
You said you'd meet me here, under this old tree covered in moss. It's almost dawn now, and still no sign of you. I have second thoughts, debating whether to turn around and go. Maybe you meant it as a joke.
Afterall, gods never fall for beings beneath them.
Sighing quietly, I start walking back to my home. It was a waste of time, I realise now. I should've never trusted your words.
I pass the lavender patch, and a familiar fragrance hits me. Smiling at the full blooms around me, I sit down on the damp earth and close my eyes. The smell of lavender takes me back to my favourite memory. You sitting beside me as I laugh at your joke.
I open my eyes and find that my vision has blurred. I hate crying but that's all I wanna do right now. Feeling like stones sinking in my stomach, I lay my head in the ground and weep.
The night has become a tired dream, and the stars have gone and hid.
But when you slowly started wiping my tears away, I felt like the world was holding its breath. I sit up and lock eyes with you.
"I thought you wouldn't come" I said in a barely there whisper.
"I wanted to make sure that you were serious about this. About us." You replied in an equally quiet whisper.
"So you were testing me? " I ask with fresh tears in my eyes.
"Not really. More like I was testing myself. And I failed. When the first tear ran down your face, it felt like I was stabbed here." You take my hands and place it over your heart.
And surprisingly enough I felt it beat.
And that hasn't happened in a long time.
Β© Moonyloonywitch
26/08/2021
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Β© Moonyloonywitch
02/08/2021
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