alright. today was not really my day. nothing bad happened, my brain was just working so hard to make me feel bad. lately, i’ve felt super isolated, literally and metaphorically.
the people in my town that were my friends in march don’t really talk to me anymore. all of the people i consider my close friends live hours away from me, and sometimes a facetime call just doesn’t cut it.
i feel like i’m doing so many things wrong, but i’m not. there’s nothing happening right now for me to be in the wrong, but sometimes it’s like, by merely existing, i’m missing the mark. nothing i do will cut it.
now, i know i’m not the only person going through this. we all feel lost and alone at times, but that’s the thing.
I’M NOT THE ONLY PERSON GOING THROUGH THIS.
therefore, i’m already no longer alone. chances are, if you’re feeling how i’m feeling, you haven’t done anything wrong either.
the way other people act towards you doesn’t necessarily reflect on who you are. you could be the kindest person known to man and somebody would find a way to put you down. what you have to remember is this: you are more.
you are more than the choices you’ve made. you are more than that feeling in the bottom of your stomach tells you are. you are not a mistake. you are not unwanted. you are not alone.
i think we could all benefit from remembering that...