Im going to be rereading crimson rivers…. Thoughts and prayers would be helpful, thank you
i caught up to the last chapter and now i feel like an empty shell
starting crimson rivers today pray for me
CRIMSON RIVERS IS OVER YALL
i genuinely cant think about crimson rivers without feeling completely sick to my stomach and tearing up its like reflex it truly changed my life.
fun fact i finished crimson rivers right before my therapy appointment and i went in there eyes red heart broken in a state of dissociation and she thought it was over my family but no. i was emotionally distraught over two gay men who fought through hell and death arenas to get to each other and have a family and not be a great big tragedy.
I’m 3 chapters away from finishing just lovers…..
don’t ask if I’m okay bc I’m not so.
I told myself I wasn’t going to read crimson rivers until it was completed thinking I had at least until the summer till it was done only the find out that it’s one update away from being finished and now I have to decide wether I want to start reading it now risking me neglecting my schoolwork in favor of reading it for the next month or wait and save it till summer time like I have originally planned. Either way whenever I start it, I know it’s going to take over my every waking thought and idk if I’m prepared for that.
Im tired of pretending that im over crimson rivers, its been a couple months since i finished and i still think about it daily
it has been tuesday for 9 hours, 15 minutes and 27 seconds and im SO EXCITED for the crimson rivers update!!!!!