A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.
What happens when you don’t find that right person? Do you just spend the rest of your life in a relationship where the conversation isn’t great, everything isn’t perfect, but it’s nice and sweet?
Sometimes you've got to run away to see who will run after you.
Sometimes you've got to talk quieter to see who's really listening.
Sometimes you've got to step up to fight only to see who's standing by your side.
Sometimes you've got to make the wrong decision only to see who's there to help you fix it.
Sometimes you've got to let go of the one you love, just to see if they love you enough to come back to you.
#Abdullah #AbdullahBook
A story doesn't exist unless it's Told you.
Remember that in life there will always be people who can never admit that they’ve done wrong.
Such people exist. They will always try to make you feel that you’re at fault.
Be careful of such people. Keep a safe distance. Pray for them. Only the Almighty can help them.
🖊️ Abdullah
A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.
"The most important thing is to enjoy your life - to be happy - it's all that matters."
--Abdullah.
As I sit alone in the darkness, tears stream down my face as I fight to keep from falling apart.
All the questions and emotions of us flash through my mind as I rest my face in my hands.
For so long, all I wanted was your love and to spend my days and nights being loved by you.
But no matter how hard I tried to be what you wanted, regardless of how much I wanted us to be happy together.
It never really happened the way I had always hoped.
I don’t know if you just don’t care, don’t realize or don’t want me…you never actually told me what you wanted.
It’s a hard thing to be stuck in a place of uncertainty when it comes to matters of the heart-
Especially when all I wanted was to love and be loved by you.
I know now that I have to turn the page and close the chapter on you and me.
If there ever really was a “you and me.”
I’ve known for the longest time I deserve better but I was so scared to move on, fight for what I wanted or lose you.
But now I realize that I never really had you to begin with.
The idea of “us” was really just wishful thinking..so it’s time to let go of all the hopes and dreams I had for us.
And finally move on and be happy on my own.
It’ll be hard, I know, and I’ll shed a lot of tears as I do what I have to do to let you go.
But as I wipe away the tears from my face, I look outside and see the sun shining brightly.
I’ll get there, I know.
That place where I can think about you and not cry.
When I can get up in the morning and be happy it’s a beautiful new day.
I’m far from that right now, but I’ll get there.
I can’t fight for someone who won’t fight for me.
Who makes me work just to get their attention.
I deserve better and I’ll find it.
But first, I’m going to work on myself and do whatever it takes to be happy by myself, for myself.
It won’t be easy, it won’t be fast,
But it will be the best thing I’ve ever done.
Love myself for the person that I am because in the end, that’s what truly matters the most.
I’m closing the door on you and opening the door to my happiness.
One moment, one step, one day at a time.
- Abdullah.
Every man hopes to have a good woman by his side, but many don’t realize that women with genuine hearts come with real, powerful emotions. They feel everything deeply, love with intensity, and give their whole heart to the people they care about.
A good woman is loyal to the core, but her tender heart means she can also become frustrated, hurt, or emotional when something doesn’t feel right. This isn’t a sign of weakness—it’s simply because she cares so deeply.
Sure, she might have her moody days, but one thing is certain: when a good woman loves you, it’s a rare, precious kind of love.
It’s a love you won’t find anywhere else. Value it.
‿ℒℴνℯ⁀💕 Abdullah
#Abdullah #KittyCat
If you want to know what's on her mind, and what she's thinking...she needs to feel totally comfortable with you and trust you to the hilt. No question. If she doubts or doesn't feel comfortable talking with you about what she's going through- she won't risk divulging much at all. Maybe she will be a little general, or give you a crumb of information, but she won't go into depth and rawness.
She's learned that when she is open about what she's feeling, she can't help but be afraid of being judged and misunderstood. She's lost important people in her life, that now, she lost her voice. She's quiet. She's withdrawn. Her depression is deep. But most would never know it with the facade she puts on to not burden anyone or be asked questions. So she doesn't speak up much anymore. Not like she used to. She's not open like she used to be.
She doesn't share stories like she used to. Her abundant advice she always gave happily to those who asked, is now refined, short, and shielded. You'll catch her covering her mouth slightly, because something inside her WANTS to be open and how she always wore her heart on her sleeve, but she stops herself because she doesn't have the energy in her anymore to talk about issues.
So let me say this, if she doesn't open up to you like she used to, don't be offended or hurt. Know she's going through things that has quieted her words. Now, if you are part of the rare few that she actually opens up to freely, honesty flowing, and deep rawness of her thoughts and feelings...know she feels 100% at ease with you to actually open up to.
Don't take it for granted. Take what she's saying seriously and be attentive. This doesn't happen often. Don't make her regret she did. Make her confirm her feelings of trust with you by being there, listening, not using her words against her, not making her defend what she feels, and not betraying that trust. Because if you do, you won't ever get it again.
#Abdullah
"Perhaps, somewhere, someday, at a less miserable time, we may see each other again" - Abdullah.
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