Real Tears Are Not Those That Fall From The Eyes And Cover The Face, But Those That Fall From The Heart

A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.

Wisdom about Life.

Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning. And you are the meaning of my color of love.

I choose you. And I’ll choose you over and over and over. Without pause, without a doubt, in a heartbeat. I’ll keep choosing you.

You make my heart smile 💗 My love…💕

I miss you, you know…

I miss your lips, your hands,

your whole warm and strong body,

and your face, and your smiles, your voice.

I miss you.

But I like missing you so hard

because

it makes me feel strongly… that you are not a dream.

Even if you’re far from each other, if your hearts are connected, distance will only be numbers.

Loving you is my eternal prayer of love.

You are someone who belongs to me

something that belongs only to my heart.

I love you with my full heart.

.•*˚ 💞•*˚ 💗 .•*˚ * 💞. • * ˚💟

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┊ ┊ ❤

┊ 💌

❤

#A͓̽b͓̽d͓̽u͓̽l͓̽l͓̽a͓̽h͓̽

A͜͡ s͜͡ t͜͡ o͜͡ r͜͡ y͜͡ d͜͡ o͜͡ e͜͡ s͜͡ n͜͡ 't͜͡ e͜͡ x͜͡ i͜͡ s͜͡ t͜͡ u͜͡ n͜͡ l͜͡ e͜͡ s͜͡ s͜͡ i͜͡ t͜͡ 's͜͡ T͜͡ o͜͡ l͜͡ d͜͡ .

It's okay for others to misunderstand you and your intentions. it is inevitable actually.

ليتني لم أرد على رسالتـك ذات يـوم

ليتنـي تركتك غريباً كالبقية لا تعرفني ولا أعرف عنك شيئا

ليتني تجاهلتك ولم أفتح لكَ نافذة فؤادي

أو على الأقل أسدلت الستارات عندما هبت رياحك الشرقية

ليتني أنهيت الطريق معك دون وجهة طويلة

ودون حزام السلامة

ليتني يومها لم أسمح لك بتجاوز أسوار وطني

وأبقيتك بعيدا

بعيدا حيث لا قصة بيننا

ولا ذكرى قد تشق خاطري في فلك الليل

ولا شيء آخر قد يتأجج بداخلي عند سماع اسمك في الطرقات

ليتني غادرت المكان في أول فرصة

ليتني فعلت كل هذا ،

وليت الأيام لم تجمع بيننا منذ البداية

ليتني لم أحبك..!!

I swear I only want to hear about you, to know what you've been doing. Its a hundred years since we've met - it may be another hundred years before we meet again.

#Abdullah.

A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.

Wisdom about Life.

When something bothered me, I didn’t talk with anyone about it. I thought it over all by myself, came to a conclusion, and took action alone. Not that I really felt lonely. I thought that’s just the way things are. Human beings, in the final analysis, have to survive on their own.

- Abdullah

"If your hand can move through my body and touch my heart, what would you feel emanating from it?

Sorrow and emptiness in the dark black spaces hallowed out where loved ones were lost and their seats are empty? Telling you I'll never be the same person I was before those losses.

Hypervigilance which has my heart in a constant state of alert for potential threats around me from past traumas? Always aware of my surroundings. Compassion and Empathy in great vibrations through your fingertips telling you I often put other people's feelings ahead of my own?

Avoiding conflicts to save any bad feelings to the other person, keeping my feelings to myself often to keep the peace, even if that means sacrificing what I truly feel and want. Overly understanding and kindness you feel moving in slow soft waves over your hand-so others don't feel how I've been feeling, and it can turn their whole day around into a smile?

Welcoming pure love telling you I made a home for you in a special stained-glass colored place in my heart so I can always embrace you there? Innocence beaming that's almost childlike swinging high on a swing in the golden sunshine, holding a yellow dandelion flower in my hand as my feet can almost touch the clouds in the blue sky without a care in the world? Romance that makes my delicate feminine soul look like pink pastel hues, and feels like a white doily lace on an old antique side table with an ivory Tiffany lamp warmly illuminated by the light through the drapes?

Passion searing hot red flames with heat that would scorch you until you learn to tame and control it till it surrenders to you? Desire and sensuality in the corners ready to lure you with the look of my eyes and a devilish smirk in my smile?

All that you can feel with just one touch.

One graze of your fingertips sliding down as your hand is cascading through.

So Fuck my soul and feel me entirely- to know me completely, honestly, and wholly with you in it.

There are days when you wake and you haven't a clue what's going on around you. The struggles and challenges seem overwhelming.

But your faith tells you to remain firm. You have no idea where you're headed but you trust the Almighty and keep going.

#Abdullah