i am a mistake. i am a complete mistake. i am the regret that people confront. i am a complete waste of time. i ruin peoples lives without ever intending to. this is who i am.
“i’m sorry that there was always a storm in my mind, even on the sunniest of days, im sorry”
— E.S., things i wont say to him (via la-m0rt)
I want you to make me feels things I’ve never felt before. I want to know what its like to be loved by you.
-A.d.c
Imagine trying your best everyday
Trying to satisfy everyone
But still be the second choice
Always be the other one
The invisible one
This hurts
This hurts a lot
You don’t understand, I don’t want any of it anymore. I don’t want happiness or love or success or anything. I need to stop living because that’s the only thing that can make my pain go away. So no, you telling me to wait for good things doesn’t work. Don’t you get it, no matter what happens, it’s always going to hurt.