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ALYCIA DEBNAM-CAREY as MILLA BLAKE Apple Cider Vinegar, 2025

i knew you were the right person for the job. i think if i twist this script into a rom com, you'd be the perfect boyfriend to sweep some lady off of her feet. the type that the audience roots for the entire time. thank you so much! i am still buzzing about landing the role. i had no idea when i auditioned that i would even make the cut. i was going against some pretty big names for that role, so being among the few who were picked— it's legendary. plus i do get to go toe to toe with titans— and hopefully i'm the one working with godzilla, and not against him. i did. walking away was difficult, and i didn't have much going for me job wise, so it was a huge risk. fear was a constant paycheck and i was taking a huge leap of faith on myself, but it worked out well in my favor. i appreciate you, more than you know. your friendship has meant so much to me. ha— i'll just tell them to put you in the next one. i have connections with them now.

you know i’m ride or die — opening scene, closing credits, hell, i’d even be that guy who gets resurrected in the post-credits scene if that’s what it takes. i’m committed. but seriously, i’m holding you to that promise. this character? no dying off early. he’s sticking around until the end, making it count with a slow-motion walk to insert epic finale here. we’re talking legendary status. and hey, godzilla vs. kong? that’s next-level cool. you get to go toe-to-toe with radioactive titans, and i’m honestly just waiting to see what kind of destruction you bring to the screen. talk about an iconic moment — forget the MCU, this is where the real action’s at. you’re gonna crush it. i can already see you owning that role and being the one everyone remembers when the credits roll. i feel you on all of that. when something starts losing its authenticity, it’s hard to stay invested. you’re right — alicia deserved way more than what they were handing out. there’s a point where you just have to step back and go, “i’m worth more than this.” you saw that and walked away, and that takes guts. if it ever gets to the point where they realize they messed up and bring that fire back, they’ll owe you an apology for not recognizing the potential when it was staring them right in the face. but hey, if you ever need a sounding board, or just someone to send you the most ridiculous motivational messages when you're feeling like you’re in the trenches, i’m here. honestly, I’m so glad to be cheering you on — don’t ever forget that you’re gonna go far. and if i ever start getting jealous of your epic godzilla vs. kong role, i’ll just blame it on the radioactive fallout.

the universe hates to see us winning, and by winning i mean being in each others lives. how long do you plan to be in london? i'm going to be in the UK here soon for an extended period of time. coming to spend some time with a special friend, so if you happen to be in town we have so much to catch up on. maybe even toss in a little gossip.

I miss you so much it’s actually rude at this point. Honestly, you’re right. It has been way too long and I hate that our lives have turned into a game of schedule Tetris. I just wrapped in London and I’ve got a glorious little window of freedom before my next project kicks off, so yes to dinner. Yes to catching up. Yes to all of it.

lexa will always follow me throughout my entire career, and i'm glad that it does. the fact that she still means something to the fans brings me so much joy. it's always been my goal as an actress to leave a positive mark on my audience, regardless of what i'm doing, and to know that i have means so much to me. it reminds me why i do this in the first place. ahh— just breaking ground! you will have to keep me updated on what you think as you progress in the series. i want to know what you think of alicia's character development. the world isn't ready for what we're about to bring to the table. we've only just begun.

Oh, I love that you brought up Lexa, because yes, that character meant something. Still does. The impact she had on the LGBTQ+ community is beyond words, and it speaks volumes about what you brought to her. I remember the rage I had when they killed her off. I’m officially on season 3! Slowly but surely. I’m trying really hard not to Google anything because I don’t want to get spoiled, but the urge is real. And yes, it’s surreal looking back. So cheers to the growth, and to us being part of the kind of storytelling that leaves its mark.

i guess you can add 'good luck charm' to your resume, since you seem to bring good fortune to those around you. thank you— i appreciate it. i am very thankful for the opportunities i've been given. it has always been a dream of mine to do major motion pictures, so landing a role as big as this is truly a dream come true. i feel like that is also true with all of these influencers we see these days. i feel like it's much easier to get famous off of social media than it is anything else. writing is very exhausting. just writing the two scripts i have has worn me out, both mentally and physically. nothing more exhausting than over working your brain. i get that. i hope that we get to see more from the new characters, and the old as well. but i'm sure whatever happens, as long as they close it out the right way then it'll be worth it. understandable. i always wanted a duck, or multiple little ducklings, but the excess amounts of droppings would be way too difficult to keep clean with my schedule. maybe one day i can have them, but for now i'll just admire yours from afar.

It wouldn't be the first time I'd been a good luck charm for someone. Congratulations on that though. This is what happens when you break onto a major platform like Netflix, the big-wigs start to pay attention. I suppose that would be the case for some people, I know people who are actors and have always wanted to be actors and would've done anything to get to where they are now. But quite right too there are people who would have never dreamed of being in this life and somehow found themselves here. It's definitely more interesting to me, production and writing, I love writing but it's exhausting. I understand it's not physical labor, it's not farming, or bricklaying, nursing or anything like that but it still takes so much out of you. I mean, I can't give a definitive answer on that right now; we are working with a new team, we have some new characters, so it all depends on where their stories go. Yeah, like I said, it's definitely a lot of work. There is almost always something to do between all the animals we have and the plants Liz is growing, we're very lucky that we have family close enough to step in should we ever both need to be away. A huge chunk of the morning is taken up cleaning and feeding everyone. Ducks and chickens are so fun to keep but they do generate a lot of shit, and I refuse to have sick birds because they face planted into another birds crap pile while they slept.

alycia: sounds like you just reach out to me every two years. 😂 alycia: i understand what you mean tho. i have been all over the place these past few years. getting me on the phone, or in person, hasn't been the easiest. alycia: i appreciate that. it's been a decent trip thus far. alycia: that is adorable! i did both ballet and ice skating for a very long time, so regardless of which one she sticks with she is going to have a blast. i learned so much about myself doing those activities.

Abel: well, it feels like that — like I catch you every two years, and somehow I still have the right number LMAO Abel: Good for you, girl. Have your fun Abel: She’s doing great. I’m doing fine — we’re learning as we go. Signed her up for ballet the other day… she hated it and ended up using the dance bar like monkey bars. Now I’m moving her over to ice skating. So far, as long as she’s got snacks, I’ve got no complaints.

i have not stopped talking about it since i got the news. i have been such a huge fan of the franchise for so long, so to be cast in a film? legendary. thank you so much! i am over the moon about it. i have worked so hard to be able to do more film, especially major motion picture sized projects. i feel like this is my cinderella moment. is that how you felt when you were cast in fallout?

i don't know about you but i'm still freaking out about the godzilla x kong casting news. you and jack o'connell on my screen at the same time? it's only a dream come true. that said ... congrats! how are you feeling about it all? @alyvas

i hope you keep that same sentiment the next time i wake you up for some exciting news. i have no sense of time when it comes to these types of things. i always feel the most spoiled with you, i hope you know? never been around a person who whole heartedly puts me first in every situation. it's refreshing. i guess you are in luck then, because there is no one else i'd want on my arm than you. you are the only person who deserves to be. you've always been my biggest support system, even when we're worlds apart. that has meant more to me than you will ever know. i think whatever role you are put into will be among the greatest. while i'll mourn the fact that they didn't make you an elf, i know whatever role you do get you will crush it. baby, you are an elven king. all you need is the pointed ears and you'd never be able to tell. i love you. you've been my best friend for many years. i'd do whatever i could to make sure you were happy, safe, and healthy. i can say with the upmost confidence that it's not out of your reach. i think if there is something you want you should go for it. the outcome might surprise you.

You're right about never minding you waking me up at all hours for things that made you happy, and I'm always happy to be good to you, which I'm sure you're more than aware of. I'll always spoil you, there's no doubt about that as well, darling. Is that so? I'm glad I'll play all of my cards right and then some. I like hearing that. Plus, I'm pleased that the invite is already mine, I don't think I'd care for anyone else being on your arm after all. Believe me, you're the one person I wish I could tell. I just hope that the big reveal is worth the wait and that you, of course, get what you've wished for. But I agree that it would be a missed opportunity. I look a bit elvish, don't I? Really? I must say I'm glad to hear there's nowhere else you'd rather be than by my side; that means the whole world to me. And the fact that you've been such a support system for me during my lows is something I'll always remember, love. You're not making me feel uncomfortable, it's just, are you sure it's not out of my reach? Because sometimes it feels like it is. Sometimes I feel like it's within reach, and then other times I feel like there's no way I could grasp it.

as much as i wish you could speak on all the juicy details, i understand why you can't. i think that's the hardest part about this business. you want to tell the world about all the exciting things you are working on, but you can't. i can't wait to find out all the juicy things coming this season, though, so as soon as you can spill the beans be sure to let me be the first to know. thank you! landing godzilla was a surprise, but one i am so excited to get started on. been a fan of the series since i was a kid. i promise to tell you all about it. maybe even convince you to take a girls trip with me so we can experience it together. i'd need someone there who was familiar with it. it's sort of become a tradition at this point. it's my little gift to myself.

you know i get it, in fact — i love it and all i'm hearing and wish i could even speak on. i think that's what makes it hard, you can't say anything as much as you might like. more is coming though — promise. aww, thanks, babe, and i can say the same for you! seems every time i look, you're on another project and so love it for you. yes, you so should, i had the best time and whenever you go, tell me all about it okay? could always do that for it, unless you get another idea. either way, hope you have the best time for that. a birthday trip sounds so nice and i always try to do one myself.

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alycia knew that something was different. she had spent so much time with jamie in the past, but it never felt like this. she had always kept him at arms length. the status of their relationship with one another had always gone unspoken. he had been through some rough patches in his life that she was happy to help him through, but she didn't think it was smart to bring up the feelings she had been carrying for him. truth be told she had always cared so deeply for him. through the good times and the bad— it had always been him. she just wasn't aware that she was the same for him.

"this place is magical." there was a level of admiration in her voice as she took in the sights of the castle. it was almost as if he had tossed them into a romantic, gothic fairytale. most might not have seen this for what it is, but alycia knew it was his way of showing her a romantic evening. her eyes softened when he said he had missed her too. it brought her a sense of comfort to know that he had craved her presence in his life, just as much as she had for him. "how could i say no to such an offer to spend all of my off time with you?" as he brought her forward, his much larger hands engulfing her cheeks as she welcomed his lips for a kiss. she could so easily get lost in his kiss. "i forgot just how much i needed this. how much i needed you." she had easily outed herself with her words, confessing to him just how much she needed him. their feelings for one another had always gone unspoken, and maybe it was time for that to change.

she left him to think about what she had said. she didn't expect him to pick up on the hints she had been dropping, although a small part of her hoped that he did. she didn't want to be the first one to bring up the obvious elephant in the room. she had been rejected and hurt so many times, and she knew she couldn't handle that from him. so she was leaving it in his hands, if by some chance he felt the same way she did. "so, where do we go first? you are the leader of this spooky adventure." her hands took his as she started to walk backwards, pulling him along in the direction she knew they were headed.

Ever since Alycia had come into his life, she'd offered a calmness that he would admit that he often chased after. His world was chaotic before her, and more often than not it was chaotic when she wasn't around, and he just felt better when she was near. It's part of why he always missed her when they didn't see each other for a while, and sometimes Jamie couldn't help but wish they didn't have to spend so much time apart. But he knew that bringing up spending more time together, being in each other's space more, would bring up feelings he wasn't sure he was ready to share or feelings he wasn't sure Alycia was ready to hear from him—or wanted to hear from him. Even though he felt it was pretty clear that he was attached to her, he wasn't sure if it was clear just how attached he was to her, and Jamie was content in that because he didn't want to lose her if he felt too much and she didn't feel the same way.

Though he would admit that he'd been dropping little hints recently, mostly because he was tired of hiding how he was feeling. But also because he was 36, and there was a part of him that wanted to settle down and start something with someone that made him happy, made him feel complete, and he knew Alycia could be that person, was probably that person. So he didn't hold back any affection when he greeted her at the airport, not giving a damn who was around to see them, and he wasted no time in taking her back to his hotel and showing her just how much he had missed her. Because worshiping her for hours was something he was well versed in, was something he knew that Alycia loved, and what he knew always brought them closer together.

Even though there was part of him that would have been content to stay in bed with Alycia all day long, especially since they had a lot of time to make up for. The call of having a little spooky fun was there, and he couldn't help but answer it, and he knew that Alycia would be having just as much fun with that as him. Plus, he had spent time doing his research to find the perfect place for them to visit, and he figured that not only were they visiting someplace haunted, but they were visiting a gorgeous gothic castle, and it was something they would both enjoy, something they could both take lots of pictures of. And the moment he saw Alycia in her little black dress, he knew he was going to take lots of pictures of her tonight, because she looked gorgeous, and he made sure to pass those compliments along with a kiss to her cheek. She was breathtaking, though, and sometimes Jamie couldn't help but ask what on earth she saw in him, because she could have anyone.

He was glad for the walk to the castle because the sights around them were gorgeous, and he just liked walking and having Alycia on his arm as well. He smiled when she agreed to go into the most haunted place of the castle, which made Jamie excited, he would admit. "I've been told it's stunning in there, so you're probably right about it being just as beautiful as it is spooky." They would have to take pictures in there for sure, and maybe they would capture a spirit or two. His attention was on Alycia, however, when she turned to him, and he looked down at her with a smile on his face. "I don't mind you sounding like a broken record, darling, since I love hearing that you've missed me. And I've missed you too, love." He smiled against her lips when she kissed him, the smile only growing at her next words. "Same here, you being here made me realize how much I want you around. I'm glad you're here and staying for a while." He couldn't help but shift so he could lift both his hands to cup her cheeks and bring their lips together in another kiss.

that's so cute. i think the fact that you are trying says it all. once that little one gets here you are going to be fully prepared. plus karlie has done this already, so whatever you feel you can't master she will be there to walk you through it. pregnancy is wild. i'm both excited and scared for the day i actually get to experience it. i love that for them, but i'm totally ready to battle it out.

not saying that i am already reading things, but i am already reading everything that i can possibly read. pregnancy is a wild and crazy thing the human body goes through. you are going up against Aisha and Jen but i think you will be giving them a run for their money.

that's so sweet that you wanted to give her that life. she is a very lucky girl to have you, and so is your little one. it's always such an ideal dream to work in your hometown or country. it just feels a lot more accomplishing to have made it in your home country. i'm pretty well known in the US, but no one really knows me or cares to know me back home, and it's both a blessing and a curse.

Dakota is a great resource for this. She literally had the same dream since she was a small child. Well she and our daughter have done so much for me. And beyond that I havent met a more accomplished amazing person. That does sound lovely. There must be a nice feeling of going back home, me its easy its on the same continent, but when you are that far away from work, because australia is a big huge island to itself. Ah very very admirable

thank you! i am beyond excited about it. i grew up watching godzilla with my dad, so to be part of it now is such a huge thing for me. i have never done anything monsterverse related, so this is going to be quite the experience. 2027 does seem so far away, but i know it's going to take about that long to perfect the whole thing. you can't have a film with amazing visual effects like that and have it done in a year or less. that's terrible to hear, i'm so sorry. i don't know why fans have resorted to such violence lately. it's like they were raised with no manners. you are there to put on a show and everyone wants to have good, clean fun. they don't want to be pushed and shoved around. hopefully you and the rest of the group can revisit at a later date and things go a little bit better.

That's amazing to hear! That sounds like such a cool project to be involved in, and I know that it's going to make quite a bit of money when it does release. 2027 feels like forever away, but I know it takes a lot of time to perfect things and be to everyone's liking. I've been touring with my group as of late, but we're kinda running into a little bit of trouble with certain fans, unfortunately. I was hoping our 2025 would be better, but we just did a show in Peru where I had to walk off the stage and encourage the rest of the boys to do it as well. People in the audience were pushing, shoving and getting hurt but wouldn't listen to us when we were telling them to relax and chill out. I feel guilty for doing it, but I had no other choice, you know?

i think you may have hit the jackpot with your little one's. i always said if i ever had kids that mine would be little monsters as a form of karma for all the chaos i gave my mum. it was a huge weight off of my shoulders! i feel so much better knowing i have something to look forward to for the next year, even the next two years since i'm sure 2026 will be full of promo. did you? i love that! thank you so much. tapping into that role was definitely a struggle and it took me to a very dark place, but i am so thankful for how well it was executed, and the entire series as a whole just came together so well. i don't think ollie has it in him to be that kind of guy. he definitely seem's like the type who will stick it out, even if he gets scared of the outcome. you found yourself a true prince charming. sometimes things happen when you least expect it. i don't like putting myself out there either. i've been burned so many times by people in the past that it just seems easier to be alone, but when the right one comes along you always know. i love that. you two are so cute. i demand an invite to the wedding when it happens, so i can shed a tear at how perfect you two are.

normally it isn't too bad because they are super great kids. honestly, i have been blessed with the kiddos that hardly ever cried, the two of them get along so great and i hardly ever have to hear the 'he's touching me' or 'he's taking my toys' fight. i'm genuinely sure i have the best kids on the planet haha. i definitely believe that other parents have it worse off than i do when it comes to kids but i will definitely take the compliment! i fully agree with you on it as well! parents are the unsung superheroes that people rarely see. i bet that was a huge load off your shoulders! i know you're going to just do fantastic! i actually watched Apple Cider Vinegar last week and you were superb! it has been crazy getting to do this whole thing with him. i was scared that he was going to be run off by how quick everything has happened but he has been a true hero. i only wish we had met sooner. but that's totally on me for not wanting to put myself back out there haha. i'm absolutely lucky to have him. not many people would be willing to take on a recently divorced woman in general, let alone one with two kids already. it's a task that is not made for weak humans and he has taken it all on in stride.

that is the cutest reaction. it always feels my heart with so much joy to witness worthy people get the projects they deserve. imagine all of those adorable little girls who will see you and think, "wow! she's just like me, so i can do this too!". to know that you are able to touch a life like that is so beautiful. i had that when i played lexa. so many from the LGBTQ community felt so seen, and i loved that i could be part of that. have you? how far did you make it into the series? if you haven't made it far, then boy are you in for a treat. right? to see where i was two years ago to now is like night and day.

I still remember getting the call and just… freezing. I think I blacked out for like five minutes before I fully processed it. And you're so right, the fact that the Star Wars universe is making room for more women, more people of color, more depth, it makes being part of it feel even more meaningful. I actually started binging FTWD earlier this year. You brought so much grit and heart to that role. I loved it. Isn’t it wild to look back and realize how much we’ve grown since those early days?

ALYCIA DEBNAM-CAREY Hair styled by Brad Mullins ahead of the Netflix Now Streaming event on February 6th 2025

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this balcony has the best views. 🤍

alyciajasmin: @cartier ✨

alycia did not hesitate to accept jamie's offer to spend time with him in prague. she would have been lying if she said she hadn't missed him in the wake of his absence. the two had always been very close, not only physically, but emotionally as well. she had been there for jamie through some of the darkest moments of his life, and she did it with a level of love and understanding. she had always cared about him— more than she had realized. their attachment to one another had always gone unspoken. mostly out of fear of rejection or the loss of their friendship. she had been hurt one too many times by those she trusted the most, so keeping jamie at arms length felt like the right thing to do— until now.

something had shifted between the two of them in their most recent text exchange. he had always been his usual, charming self, but there was something else that lingered as well. was it love? maybe. was it lust? definitely. alycia didn't quite know what it was that was brewing between them, all she knew was that she didn't want it to stop. the minute she had landed in pargue he was there to greet her. they had their moment in the airport before he took her back to his hotel. it didn't take them long to fall back into old habits, and before she could unpack they were in bed together.

the two spent her first night in bed, playing catch up and enjoying each other. they had so much time they had to make up for, with all the time in the world to do it. they had to roll out of bed at some point, and there was no better reason than to have a spooky little date with jamie. the two had joked about finding something fun and spooky to do, and being the dark prince that he was he had managed to find them the perfect location. with much hesitation on her end he had finally convinced her to get out of bed and join him in the shower. she could have easily skipped the date to stay in bed with him, but the idea of a spooky castle was too cool to pass up. she had promised him she'd wear one of her many little black dresses, so she pulled on the thin strapped, form fitting short mini dress and paired it with a pair of her favorite flats.

she gave herself a final look in the mirror once she was dressed. she had opted for a subtle, more natural look with her makeup. she never felt the need to wear much about jamie. he always managed to make her feel beautiful with or without it. with one final comb through of her wavy, brown hair, she took his arm so they could be on their way. luckily the location in question wasn't far from the hotel, so she didn't mind walking the short distance. "i bet that's just as beautiful as it is spooky— let's start there." her eyes lit up as she turned to face him. she always had to look up just slightly due to the height difference, and every time she managed to catch his gaze. "i know i sound like a broken record at this point, but i have missed you." she rose to her tip toes long enough to place a gentle kiss against his lips. "i didn't realize how much until i got here, and now i can't imagine being anywhere else."

When Alycia had offered to come to Prague, Jamie would admit that he'd been very thrilled with the idea. He'd been missing the actress a lot since it felt like a long time since the pair had seen each other last. Their friendship had been a strong one for many years, she'd been by his side for a lot of his ups and downs and valued any time that he got with her. And it just wasn't about the fact that they were sleeping together as well, even though that part of their relationship made Jamie very happy, he just liked being around her, loved spending time with her. So he was happy she was in Prague with him now, happy that they were in each other's space and just getting to spend time together. And he told himself he'd try not to think about the other feelings he had when it came to Alycia, because he was still pretty sure if he voiced them out loud he'd lose his friendship with her. And no matter what, he'd rather have some of her than none of her, so he was keeping those feelings unspoken. Her time with him was just about spending time together, having some sex if they felt the desire, and just being the great friends that they were, nothing more than that.

So after a much-needed reunion when Alycia reached the hotel they'd be sharing, and when the two finally decided to roll out of bed, Jamie decided that he needed to plan a spooky adventure for the two of them for the night. Jamie had been told that one of the most haunted places in Prague was Prague Castle, so that's where he planned to take Alycia tonight. He loved being in such a spooky city, and Prague was voted one of the most haunted in the world every year, which he loved. So after the two shared a shower together, Jamie got dressed all in black because that was his normal go-to style. Though while dressing all in black, he went with a little dressier black pants than normal and a black button-down that he left a few of the top buttons undone so his tattoos could peek through. He just felt like he should dress up a little more, like it was a date, even though he knew it wasn't a date, they were just friends, but he remembered Alycia saying something about a little black dress, and he didn't want to be undressed. He pulled on a pair of his favorite black boots, placed all his silver jewelry on, and fussed with his hair until it looked halfway decent.

After that, he waited until Alycia was ready as well, made sure to tell her she looked beautiful, which she always did, and took her arm to lead her out of the hotel and walk to where the Prague Castle was, which thankfully wasn't too far from their hotel. As they approached the huge Gothic structure, Jamie would admit that his eyes lit up because it was exactly his type of building, and he knew he was going to enjoy exploring the castle very much with the girl that was currently on his arm. Jamie couldn't help but turn to her with a smile, "So, I was told that the most haunted part of the castle is the cathedral. Do you want to start there?" @alyvas

i can imagine it must be difficult keeping up with that sort of thing when you have little ones running around. i give you all the kudos in the world for being able to juggle it all. parents are the unsung hero's of the world. thank you so much!! it was such a pleasant phone call to get. i've been stressing so much about work, and now i have one of the biggest projects of my career to look forward to. i heard about your little surprise! i am so happy for both you and ollie! i knew from the moment he told me you two were dating that you would go the distance. he is very lucky to have you, and vice versa.

i have been so bored that i've forgotten what day it is honestly if only because i was too bored to really care or look at the calendar. if there wasn't a doctor's appointment or a meeting that i had to be at, i was just doing whatever i could to fill the day with activities with the kiddos. that is so fantastic! happy to hear it darling! that is great news to get in 2025! sounds like your year has taken a turn for the best! well. the year has brought me so many surprises. a boyfriend and, crazy enough, two short months after that a new surprise baby that we'll be welcoming to the family at the end of the year! so we'll get to round it out on a high note too!

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this one. 🤍

maybe i should come to you the next time work gets a little scarce, because i just landed a role in a major franchise. i never thought i'd be the major film kinda gal, but here i am and i couldn't be more proud. i can understand that. i think people sort of find themselves in this job by accident, and then they realize they don't enjoy it quite as much as they do all the other aspects of show business. i definitely want to start dabbling more in the behind the scenes life as well. i've developed quite the love for that side of things. that's so cool! i'll add that to the list of things i didn't know about you. is season four going to be the very last season? like the final hooray? maybe once i get settled somewhere long term i'll think about it. things seem to be blowing up for me right now, so it would be selfish to get all of these animals with no time to spend with them.

Well, I'm keeping everything crossed for you. All it takes is one person to say the right thing to the right person and it opens up so many opportunities. I feel so much more comfortable behind the scenes, I think I became an actor by accident but writing is my wheelhouse. Directing and producing second, then basketball, then probably acting. Not many people know, because I don't talk about it, but I run my own production company. I hope you enjoy it, I really thought we were done - I think everyone on the team did - but I kept hearing from everyone, the fans, saying they wanted more and... here we are. Season 4. It's definitely a lot of hard work keeping farm animals, it's so rewarding, but it ain't easy!

i know you didn't. you never did mind me waking you at all hours for things that made me happy. you were always good to me in that way— and other ways too. i'm quite spoiled when i'm with you. i have a feeling that you will play all of your cards right, and then some. that invite of yours is already signed and sealed. i wish you didn't have to keep it so secret, but i understand it. i'm sure the big reveal will be worth the wait. although, i have a big ol' hunch that elven prince will be the final reveal. it would be such a missed opportunity on their behalf. i mean this with my whole chest when i say there is nowhere else i'd rather be than by your side— for the highs and the lows. i don't want to make you feel uncomfortable, but i'm pretty sure whatever it is that you want isn't as out of reach as you might think.

You know I didn't mind you waking me at all, love, because I was happy seeing you so happy. And I'm glad to be around to support you, and I'll always be your biggest support system, no doubt about that. I'll always be your biggest fan too! You know if you invite me, I'll come to set without a problem, darling, and I suppose I could play my cards right easily enough to score that plus one too. It sucks that I have to keep my role so hush-hush because I've been dying to tell you who I'm playing, but I think you'll enjoy it when I'm able to tell. You being proud of me means a lot, you know that, right? Since you've been around for so many of my lows and my highs. Oh, I don't know. I feel like saying them out loud will make me a little too vulnerable for my liking.

when i got the call this morning i could barely contain my excitement. i hope i didn't wake you with an excessive amount of pillow screaming. but you know that your support means the world to me, right? you always were my biggest support system and you are once again proving that. that's right, you are a big godzilla fan huh? guess that means you have to come visit me on set when we actually start filming— and if you play your cards right you can be my plus one to the premiere. i really hope they plan to turn you into an elven prince or something. anything else would be a waste. i know i've said it before and i'll say it again, i am so proud of you. no one deserves this more than you. oh? what other things are you hoping for this year?

Congratulations, darling. You know I'm so very proud of you right now, and I knew that you'd not be without work for much longer given how crazy talented you are. Plus, I've always known that you were meant for the big screen, so it's no surprise that it's finally happening as well. And I'm excited, because you know I love that universe a whole lot! You already know my 2025 surprises, I'm fairly sure, the fact that I'm getting to be part of the Lord of the Rings franchise is still surreal to me. Especially given how much I love The Lord of the Rings. Though I'm curious what else good will happen in 2025 for me, I might have a thing or two I'm hoping for.

you would be in even if you didn't make it past the opening scene? that's a real ride or die right there. i promise not to let whatever character you play kick the bucket too soon, or at all. he has to make it all the way to the closing credits. i never seen myself becoming a superhero. i always thought i'd standby and watch everyone get picked for marvel and i'd be the one on the sidelines with serious fomo. but one thing i do have that most of those mcu frequent flyers don't have is a brand new role in the latest godzilla versus kong film! i get to play around with large, radioactive titans. how's that for cool? oh— i've been calling fear out on their bullshit for years. it's a big reason as to why i walked away in the first place. i knew the story was no longer real and the effort in alicia's development just wasn't there anymore. she deserved better, and i would have rather her die than watch them run her into the ground. oh stop— you are the sweetest. i don't know what i would do without you.

alright, now i’m holding you to that — lead spot locked in. i don’t care if i’m playing a brooding anti-hero, a sarcastic sidekick, or a guy who dies five minutes in but makes it count — i’m in. and you better call me first, even if it’s just to cry happy tears over the phone when the script gets greenlit. honestly, i’d be honoured. and yeah, becoming a superhero? that’s the kind of childhood dream meets hollywood magic stuff that never really gets old. even putting the suit on for the first time… you feel like a kid who snuck into a candy store and somehow got hired to stay. it’s wild. as for fear, i totally agree — the early seasons had something raw to them, like you were witnessing the world fall apart in real time. it was clever, patient, and gave space for real character work. but now? yeah. feels like they’re just throwing extra toppings on a pizza that was cooked three seasons ago. at some point, you’ve got to stop dressing it up and admit the base is cold, you know? i love that you can see the beauty in the beginning and call out the mess when it turns. that’s the mark of a real storyteller. so don’t sell yourself short — the mcu would be lucky to have you. and if they don’t see that? their loss. netflix or not, you’ve got that spark — and i’ll be the loudest voice in the room reminding them of it.

ahhh! you have a whole eight more months to learn and grow with your little bean. i love that for you, ollie. i'm so happy for you both. of course i have to do that. my brother won't have kids so this is the next best thing. i want to be in the running for the coolest aunt.

she is a month along, if i remember correctly. and she is as beautiful as ever if not more so. so we have some time to prepare but i feel this will go by in no time. you know that you don't have do that, right? we appreciate it for sure but you don't have too.

alycia: this is difficult because we both share the same views about most things. do you have a silly little thing that you are passionate about? like a fashion choice? a favorite food? something we can argue about and i can witness this flail first hand. ba dum tsss. i love that for you. i know you have been through some things in your life, so you getting all of this love is exactly what you deserve. alycia: it irritates me too. it makes having friends of the opposite sex more difficult. i grew up with a brother so i naturally get along better with men then i do women, and not being able to just hang out with them platonically is difficult. i respect how private you are about that. you leave no room for the outside world to put their two cents in, and i have no doubt that when you finally do have someone, or if you do already, they will be well taken care of because you won't let the world rip them to shreds. oh my god, it was brutal. i was told i was using him, that he was using me to cover up who his real love was. i was just thinking to myself, "holy shit! i never met this guy!" 🤣🤣 alycia: i can't wait! i know kaitlyn talked about working with you when we were filming apple cider. she had nothing but amazing things to say, but it was nothing i didn't already know. it's kind of romcom-ish? i always wanted to do a romcom, so i was pretty excited for the opportunity to do something like this. and there have been new developments in my career since the last exchange and you are now looking at the new face of the godzilla universe. 🤗

pedro: what should we be arguing about then, missy? we'll have to pick something i'm passionate about and you bet my hands will be heavily animated during it. i'm in a really happy place with my life, so i feel very loved and spoiled every single day. i know not everyone is that lucky, so i don't take it for granted. pedro: i know that's the way it goes, but it still irritates me. especially when they bring that bullshit into red carpets when i'm trying to work and promote my projects. this is why i don't talk about my relationships publicly. some people just can't be normal and i'd rather not deal with that. i can just imagine what your comment section looked like. fangirls are brutal, some close to psychotic and it's never fun to be on the receiving end of that. pedro: the seasons are like my children, i can't choose between them but i will say the team did an amazing job bringing this season together. very proud of everyone for the work they've done. here's hoping the fans and you feel similar. that sounds like a very fun, modern idea for a film and i'll make sure to watch it when it's out. one more thing on my pile of things to watch. one thing i learned while being a struggling actor for most of my twenties and thirties was that when you have faith, in yourself and what you bring to the table, things will eventually work out. hard work does pay off, at least in my experience.

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