Probably The Best Advice I've Ever Got Was From My Grandpa When I Moved From My Town And Started A University,

my roommate will always apologize when their side of the room is messy and theyll never believe me when i say i dont mind but its so human? and theyre so beautiful? and who cares about a little mess when someone so lovely is in my life? and people just living and being human is so good and underappreciated?

Okay so i listened to suggestions about Jayce being unhappy with the inflicting pain bit but being unable to say no!

almost bumping into an abled person: oh excuse me

almost bumping into a disabled person: OMG 😩😩 im SOOOOO sorry i dont wanna hurt you 🥺🥺 I'll get out of your way

i don’t flirt i just say weird shit until you tell me i’m pretty & wanna kiss me

intro post but for real this time

im mostly just posting into the void on here, but hi :)

this blog is mostly whatever comes into my head at the moment or whatever strikes me as repost-able. im not *super* active here (comes and goes in waves) but i doubt this will ever be a dead blog

along with the random thoughts ill post about literature, fandom stuff (arcane, blue eye samurai, bridgerton, atla, and others), figure skating, music, and art, but mainly im here to just talk, either on posts or in the tags. hate it when its quiet for too long

not expecting much (if any) engagement but my asks/dms are always open

i dont fuck with racists, homophobes, terfs, ablists, etc.

i don't smoke for the obvious reasons of not wanting to develop an addiction to nicotine but god do i so often feel the emotion 'i need a cigarette'.

putting a polaroid of you on my unhinged conspiracy board and linking you with a red string to a post it note that just says "gay"

Feeling evil (just wanna be loved by someone that only has eyes for me)

mind if I come over and behave somewhat like a scared animal before I adjust

im in so much pain today and i hate it. i had to cancel going to a halloween event with my roommate and their kid brother bc i cant walk any more today- even with my crutches.

Shouting and screaming and ripping my hair out. I am braver than my pain. I am stronger than my pain. I am more resilient. I won't fall into despair.