Latest Posts by angelaness - Page 2
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Need to be my mc since yesterday, she's gorge I wanted her more than matthias 😻😼
Yes I play interactive games like THTH, episodes and choices or wtv AND LADS<3. What else was i gonna say bout it.... Speaking of, I should get episodes again, I'm done with too hot to handle already 😝.
It’s All About Perspective:
Sometimes, all it takes is a quarter turn.
That dried paint blob: smeared, ugly, accidental — can become a dancing figure with big shoes, a biker, an abstract expression, if you just tilt it. And what if your life is the same? What if you’re not broken, lazy, or lost, but simply looking at your own story from the wrong side?
We’ve all been there. Hair greasy, phone hot from hours of scrolling, a million open tabs and zero opened dreams. You’re rotting in bed, flicking from one TikTok to another, laughing, then crying, then dissociating, watching other people live out the things you swore you’d do. It’s addicting. Comfortable. Even aesthetic. "Girl rot" became a moodboard, for Christ's sake but no one tells you that staying there too long leaves you hollow.
But here’s the truth, my dear angels: you’re not the paint blob. You’re the hand turning the page. You decide the angle.
So how do you shift perspective when everything feels heavy? When life is a loop of doomscrolls, late-night existential spirals, and the occasional burst of fake motivation?
You start slow. You start small. You turn the page.
Maybe I'll post something about this topic tomorrow :)
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Sore morning, ovulating high, oats, mall walk, sardine sandwich, curation, hair wash, new kdrama, to bed
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Airport, goodbyes, playlist, songmaking
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Today was an eventful day :D! I played dress up to 2014 diet Pepsi party songs, went out, and stumbled across a free flower arrangement class, and I got to take my own bouquet home!!!! >.<!
Today was really good, life has meaning outside of bedrotting and doomscrolling, go out and find something to do, you'll find joy, relaxation and dopamine from activities you'd usually never bat an eye at!
Since I'm having a good day, here's a cool-ish and fun face reveal (might delete later)
Bonus 🩵
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I'm watching House and I keep falling in love with this show🫶🏾. Best show everrrr, will defo rewatch once I finish lol, I already miss some episodes😭
Folded my laundry, was supposed to go out but aunty was stuck watching some show the whole day so that was uneventful. I cooked and washed many loads of dishes, I should prolly wash my hair but I'm too lazy to do so :/
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I have been WAITING for this day yall 😭
Washed my laundry, and undid my overdue braids, watched House, while on call with my BFF while doing my sudoku
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Today was boring tbh, worked out. Being forced to study something I know I will be shit at in uni, deadline for applications is 19th. I'm NOT thrilled, I mean at least my friend will be there but other than that Id rather km$, hoping to do a minor in art so that during graduation I'll put a real smile of pride holding my art degree 🥹🥲.
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My bad I missed yesterday, bad WiFi that got fixed today. Which is lowkey bad coz I don't remember what I did yesterday lol, I have the memory of a goldfish😭
Nothing much today, had a fulfilling breakfast, walked to mall and spent some time dilly dalling, then walked back home. The rest of the day was spent going thru articles for fun
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Brah, nothing much today as usual, I think I can even predict tomorrow accurate I'm not even joking. I'll wake up groggy, do my skin routine, either decide to fast longer, just take tea or coffee, or make a proper breakkie for myself, which is usually oats or like eggs and wtv.
I'm prepping to do a evening stretch or perhaps workout before bed actually.
Im getting nowhere with this drawing lol. Maybe I should test out my new pencils!
The answer to the previous poll was actually the Follicular Phase. The oat cookies really threw most of you off and made you choose the Luteal Phase, but I mentioned more Follicular activities than Luteal. That's my bad. OK, I'm done; my will to do the exercise is stronger than ever!
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Today I ate kale, made myself a really ugly salad... Soooo not pictured lol, my skin is doing better - something seems to be wrong but I'll be just fine. Tho I didn't have time to exercise I did feel like it, maybe I should squeeze a stretch before bed to satisfy that craving. I also made some oat cookies :D!!!! And had quite the productive conversation with my best friend
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Cycle Syncing 101: How to Stop Fighting Your Body and Start Flowing (🌚) With It
alright girls, gather ‘round. this is the full post i promised - the one about periods, moods, energy, and how to actually live in sync with your cycle instead of feeling like a chaotic mess every month. because once i started tracking and understanding my cycle… it changed everything. for real. my workouts, my eating, my planning, my self-talk all became softer, smarter, more strategic. so let's break it down.
your menstrual cycle has 4 main phases, and each one brings its own vibe, mood, superpowers, and kryptonite. when you know which phase you’re in, you stop blaming yourself and start working with your body, not against it. ready?
1. Menstrual Phase (Bleeding / Days 1–5ish)
Vibe: hibernation queen. inward. reflective.
Body: hormones (estrogen + progesterone) are at their lowest = low energy, fatigue, cramps, sensitivities.
Mind: introspective, quiet, intuitive. this is your “truth-telling” time.
What to do:
Exercise: restorative yoga, stretching, slow walks. if you need to skip your workout? skip it. your body is doing enough.
Food: iron-rich foods (spinach, lentils, beef, dark chocolate), warm meals like soups and stews. magnesium-rich snacks can help with cramps.
Routines: go slow. journal. say no to extra plans. light candles. wear comfy clothes. treat yourself like you're sacred.
Study/work: focus on review, reflecting on past tasks, journaling ideas. let your brain rest a bit—don’t force deep concentration.
Self-care: warm baths, heat pads, soft music, no loud people.
Mental tip: you’re bleeding out the past month. literally. let go of what didn’t serve you. Zdont feel guilty.
2. Follicular Phase (Post-period / Days 6–13ish)
Vibe: fresh start. springtime energy. main character in a coming-of-age film.
Body: estrogen rises. energy builds. skin glows. you feel light, optimistic, social.
Mind: creative, motivated, open to new ideas.
What to do:
Exercise: try something new—dance, pilates, running, gym sessions. you’ll feel strong and energetic.
Food: fresh and light—greens, fermented foods, seeds, citrus. boost that metabolism.
Routines: this is your reset phase. declutter. plan your week/month. start new habits. your brain wants structure right now.
Study/work: brainstorm, start new projects, prep for heavy tasks ahead. your memory and focus are sharper.
Self-care: vision boards, hair masks, cute outfits. say yes to life.
Mental tip: this is your most productive phase. take advantage but don’t overbook. pace yourself.
3. Ovulation Phase (Middle of Cycle / Days 14–16ish)
Vibe: glowing goddess. seductive. unstoppable.
Body: estrogen peaks, testosterone joins the party. libido spikes. you’re magnetic and bold.
Mind: communicative, charming, high-confidence. great time to network or confront someone (with love, of course).
What to do:
Exercise: go hard—HIIT, lifting, cardio, group workouts. you’ve got power and endurance.
Food: fiber-rich foods (quinoa, carrots, berries) and antioxidants. hydrate well.
Routines: do your “hard” things here—presentations, big meetings, social stuff, shooting your shot.
Study/work: speak, pitch, debate. you’ve got clarity + persuasion.
Self-care: romanticize yourself. take hot pics, go out, flirt with life.
Mental tip: your confidence is real. don’t downplay it. enjoy this phase but stay grounded.
4. Luteal Phase (Pre-period / Days 17–28ish)
Vibe: cozy but moody. nesting energy.
Body: progesterone rises after ovulation. if no pregnancy happens, hormones start to drop = PMS hits.
Mind: detail-focused, critical, sensitive. easily overstimulated.
What to do:
Exercise: lower the intensity. pilates, strength training, long walks. listen to your body.
Food: complex carbs (sweet potatoes, oats), calming teas, B6-rich foods (bananas, salmon). eat more often to manage cravings + blood sugar dips.
Routines: finish tasks. organize. clean your space. prep for your period like you’d prep for a storm—lovingly.
Study/work: editing, detail work, wrapping up loose ends. less is more.
Self-care: limit caffeine, go offline if needed, soothe your senses.
Mental tip: don’t trust every thought. the inner critic is loud but not always right. softness wins here.
General Tips:
Track your cycle: use apps like Clue, Flo, or just a paper calendar. know when each phase starts so you can plan smarter.
Plan around your phases: big goals in follicular/ovulation, rest + review in menstrual/luteal.
Cycle syncing ≠ perfection: life doesn’t always let you live like a hormone princess. do what you can. forgive what you can't.
Be kind to yourself: if your body is low-energy, that’s not laziness—it’s biology. honor it.
Final Thoughts:
nobody told us this. nobody said “hey, your whole system is a monthly pattern, learn the rhythm and life gets easier.” instead, we got shame, pain, and whispers. but no more. now we know better. and syncing your life to your cycle is not about being soft—it’s about being smart. strategic. in tune.
girlhood isn’t chaos, insanity, it’s coded. and when you read the code, you stop feeling like a mess and start feeling like magic.
if you made it this far, you’re already syncing, baby.
go be soft when you need, strong when it calls, and sacred always💕
May is here
Today went out tried to sketch no motivation, nothing interesting really.
Ok but can we talk about how different each phase of the menstrual cycle feels?? like you’d think it’s just “period = sad” but no babe, it’s a whole seasonal shift in your body every month.
bleeding days? emotional fog. kind of dreamy, kind of raw. i wanna disappear and reappear as a wiser version of myself.
then suddenly i’m glowing?? follicular phase hits and i’m making playlists, plotting my entire life, falling in love with strangers on the street.
ovulation? don’t talk to me i’m the sun. i could seduce gods. i’m flirty, social, magnetic, and fully convinced i’m that girl, Angel!
but then luteal phase slaps me with a cosmic “slow down.” i start overthinking, wanting to delete my whole internet presence, (the amount of times I've deactivated my insta is crazy) crying over a tiktok of a dog getting a new toy or that one guy who lost is mom, held her funeral pic with his dad, then the next slide is him holding his dad's funeral pic, that devastated me, this phase makes the world feel loud.
and the wildest part? it’s predictable. it’s a cycle. we’re not crazy, we’re syncing with an inner calendar nobody taught us how to read.
there’s so much i wanna say on this. like how to work with your cycle instead of fighting it. how to rest, create, reflect, and thrive depending on the phase you’re in. but i’ll save all that for the full post.
just wanted to say: you’re not lazy, moody, clingy, or cold. you’re probably just in a different phase. and that deserves softness, not shame.
x
Ehhh
All that work for this app to turn the quality to shxt 💔
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Woke up with a bad start but sleeping with a good ending tonight. Here's a 1min vid I just finished editing; the snacks were yummerz regardless.
Please ignore the split second in the intro when the frame wasn't showing.
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Woke up with a bad start but sleeping with a good ending tonight. Here's a 1min vid I just finished editing; the snacks were yummerz regardless.
Please ignore the split second in the intro when the frame wasn't showing.
As this new week rolls in and it's the last week of April , remember it’s okay if you’re not feeling 100% ready. Most people aren’t. You don’t have to wake up every day with perfect energy or a perfect plan. Some mornings you’ll move fast, some mornings you’ll drag yourself through , both count. What matters is that you try. This week will have its messy moments late nights, forgotten tasks, small mistakes that make you question yourself. It's normal. It happens to everyone who’s aiming for something at the end of the week of even the day . So don’t be too hard on yourself when things don’t go exactly the way you pictured. Focus on doing what you can, when you can. Focus on staying honest with yourself not pretending you’re fine when you’re not, but also not giving up just because it gets uncomfortable. Progress feels boring sometimes ikr . Growth feels invisible sometimes. But if you keep moving, even in the smallest ways, you are winning. Trust that the work you’re doing, even the hard parts, is building something you’ll be proud of later.
@bloomzone
SPOILERS MAYBE
8 cried while watching SZN 5 ending and SZN 6 first episode..... Chat I am not OK 💔
I love House (and Hugh Laurie himself) too much now💔💔. I just want to hold his face and tell him it's alright even tho he'll see thru my bullshit 😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 (guys I'm OK, I swear. I'm not weird lol)
oh to be loved, to be adored, to be obsessed over, to be noticed, to be heard, to be touched, to be desired
50 Things You Can Do Instead of Doom-scrolling.
reading
writing (poetry, songs.. etc)
painting/drawing/doodling
journaling/ scrapbooking
make friendship bracelets
jewelry making
play a sport
go to the gym
horse back riding
go skating
listening to podcasts/ music
learning a dance
build a puzzle
playing board games
thrifting
biking/cycling
hiking
swimming
singing
meditating
take your pet on a walk
site seeing
yoga
pilates
try new recipes
play/learn an instrument
embroidery
go on a picnic
baking
bird watching
star-gazing
play/learn chess
sudoku
crossword puzzles
coloring books
candle making
soap making
pottery
diy projects
knitting
sewing
crocheting
felting
shelling
gardening
learn a language
volunteering
building legos
geocaching
tie dying
xoxo, sally
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I have 2 fashion posts in my notes, but now I have nowhere to post them because I got kicked out for some reason. 😭 I was very much on topic, and I swear I had 2 upcoming posts; it was even in my May goals. 💔
Sigh
#imissmyfuturewithfashionelle
Is it a rebrand AM I BLOCKED HELP
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Lemee show you my first ever abstract painting 😼 heh.
Apart from filming that draft post, I'd say today was mediocre; I had bad cramps. By the way, I don't see my fellow girl bloggers mentioning period topics. Perhaps I'll take this as an opportunity to write about periods! It's not a taboo topic, and while I understand that girl blog spaces are welcoming and gender-neutral, I think discussing it and giving tips would be quite beneficial to those of us that menstruate in the community :D.
Reached a pivotal moment in House MD, and I just keep falling in love with his character, dawg. I love antiheroes; I love empathizing with characters you're not supposed to show care for. Ugh, new comfort show!
1: i aspire to be that girl with her rats. 😭❤️🩹 Me whennnnnn? I love rats; I had a baby fever equivalent for rats, especially rex rats. 🥹💓 I can't wait to be grown up and get grown up money to have my own 2-3 cuties 😭😭😭😭. Great, now I'm falling in love again.
2:No, because I'm starting to think I'm too in love with the act of drawing myself that I over-romanticize my appearance. Even though I'm satisfied with my current looks, I do acknowledge I tend to do too much in my drawings. 😭
3:Old haul that reminded me to finish the book - Madame Bovary by Gustave Flaubert. It's kind of a 'you snooze, you lose' book... As in, if you push through the first 20 pages, that's when it really starts. Is that a good analogy?
Cramps are killing meeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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Birthday was a blast, legs tired asf tho... Got sleep rn. Had loads of fun with my best friend who showed up and helped despite ha ving a paper tomorrow, sooooooo grateful for her.
Istg if I find pics of my shitty facepaint on xhs I'll kms 😭
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Today was a sorta fun day, got my fav on live today, cooked delish dinner and made some balloon animals in prep for tomorrow (incase you missed it, I'm gonna be a clown for a BD party and there's gonna be a ton of kids lol)
I legit couldn't stop laughing while making the balloons, the squeaky sounds had me crying they're just too funny 😭😭😭. I manage to make a doggy and a teddy bear, gonna try and make others to just a feel for them... Debating on using acrylic as MY face paint so that I won't budge.
Anyway that's it x.
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Coming up with a new plan that won't have to wait for May. Did nothing much, had an early breakfast and decided not to fast lol, I need to write something for substack and check my applications statuses. I was pressured to apply to unis today, but tbh I didn't think I'd be alive at 19 to even make such a decision lol. I want to bit study in the country I am currently residing in, I'd live to go abroad, I meannnn, I'm not studying Italian for shits and giggles lol... Urgh idk I'm watching The truth on Netflix rn, it's interesting kinda the same like million dollar secret.
These pics are the vibe of my day :p
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Woke up late, didn't work out, spent the day on tiktok and binging House m.d. Gonna finish my friends gift tomorrow tho, coz I had a new idea to add lol.
Oh, yesterday I did a clown makeup look:
In a few days I'll be a clown for my little cousins birthday and I'll do face paints for the kids too. I should prolly learn some party tricks tho.
I wanna do this other looks maybe, don't want kids to be scared of me as a clown 😭
OK so this was fun to read lol.
Now my turn—#angelaness is a play on my actual name, Angela, and the suffix -ness, which is used to turn adjectives into abstract nouns. Like how happy becomes happiness, y'know? So angela → angela-ness, meaning the quality or essence of being me. I came up with it when I was like 13, thinking I was sooo cool and clever lol. K-pop fans probs recognize this kinda thing from names like Namjooning or the more popular wonyoungism. But I swear I was first 😛/jk.
While wonyoungism is about channeling Wonyoung’s aesthetic and lifestyle, angelaness is more about embodying me. It’s not a trend or an aesthetic to copy, it’s the little universe I carry with me. My thoughts, my art, my feelings—it’s just the state of being Angel(a). You can be #angelaness too, but you can add your own flair and be #yournameness 💞.
@honeytonedhottie
No pressure <3
Tag game🎉
Tag your moots and ask them where they got the idea for their tumblr accounts name!
thank you @just-puddding for haunting me even on here.
i'm just a Mika Häkkinen fan and it's his nick name, I know technically it should be double n but I though this looks nicer so it stuck, also I suck at picking out user names so imagine my surprise when this wasn't taken.
tagging @usersewis and @dukesoakedoats