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I want him to wear a sweater...

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Pilot "redraws"

When I edited him without makeup and white teeth 💀

Somebody did an edit of Alastor with both white teeth AND eyes and-

He looks so young???

I always thought he was in his 40s, but he looks like the young, vivacious radio host who died in his prime that we all know he was.

Somebody did an edit of Alastor with both white teeth AND eyes and-

He looks so young???

I always thought he was in his 40s, but he looks like the young, vivacious radio host who died in his prime that we all know he was.

I appreciate those posts that say “it’s ok to struggle with the simplest things.”

But most of the time I’m not in pain bcs I think it’s not ok. I know it’s ok. I’m in pain bcs I want to be able to do those things. I’m crying in my bed bcs I want to get up and dance and run and jump. I know it’s ok to not be ok. I know it’s ok to take time, I know it’s ok to be slower, I know it’s ok to need help, I know this is just a form of normal for many people.

I guess I just haven’t accepted it all yet. Bcs all I want is to be able to do more. I don’t feel I need to or have to - I want to. I desperately want to.

Sorry (im not) but telling women to feel like feminine men for your dumb fujoshi simping fantasy is literally forcing women to do shit to fit your narrative and not feminism. I don't identify as a feminine man and it's fine

Had fun drawing this Alastor commission for Etrnlsffrng on twitter doing what he does best. Researching old mics was fun! XD

They could argue about the moralities of literature for centuries. But, music is another story.

"Healing" A continuation of this Idea

Please no dubs on this one yet! I'm actually making one with the lovely @ReginaldVoice and @gwarleycummings

The vicious fight between Angel and Demon.

Mental illness doesn't excuse someone being an asshole. But assholes STILL deserve mental help. It doesn't matter how much you hate them or how unlikable they are. They are still a person.

Being neurodivergent and chronically ill is crazy because you already have issues with executive functions and then your body hinders you even more. AND your sensory issues are heightened by the pain you feel.

It's somehow always about them.

Kinda fucked up that we all coo and sympathize with "former gifted kids" but never talk about the students who had to stay late after school or over the summer for remedial classes/clubs, who struggled to get above a C, who were given up on or punished. Who tried so hard to understand or just couldn't. Who were grouped with the "stupid kids" (a classmate called us that in remedial math btw)

Autistic kids and adhders who can't relate to their gifted peers and are constantly alienated by them. Kids who struggled in school due to dealing with a chronic or mental illness or physical/learning/developmental disability. Those of us who have had to drop out of highschool or college. Kids who worked so hard and wanted to be seen as smart, but never were. Who watched as their peers seem to fly by them in school, while they were left behind. Who were bullied and put down by those in the gifted and honors classes. Whose confidence was absolutely destroyed by education.

I love you all and I'm so sorry the school system failed you. I'm sorry you weren't properly accommodated and given the education you deserved. I'm sorry people put you down for something that they never had to fight for.

THANK YOU.

I was not a gifted kid

I wasn't good at anything and nothing and none who helped me could make me get better or good geades Anyway.

I wasn't "not interested enough then". I am and was disabled with NO GIFTS

Kinda fucked up that we all coo and sympathize with "former gifted kids" but never talk about the students who had to stay late after school or over the summer for remedial classes/clubs, who struggled to get above a C, who were given up on or punished. Who tried so hard to understand or just couldn't. Who were grouped with the "stupid kids" (a classmate called us that in remedial math btw)

Autistic kids and adhders who can't relate to their gifted peers and are constantly alienated by them. Kids who struggled in school due to dealing with a chronic or mental illness or physical/learning/developmental disability. Those of us who have had to drop out of highschool or college. Kids who worked so hard and wanted to be seen as smart, but never were. Who watched as their peers seem to fly by them in school, while they were left behind. Who were bullied and put down by those in the gifted and honors classes. Whose confidence was absolutely destroyed by education.

I love you all and I'm so sorry the school system failed you. I'm sorry you weren't properly accommodated and given the education you deserved. I'm sorry people put you down for something that they never had to fight for.

I LITERALLY said there no libraries nor money for reading PLUS I literally feel headache from reading longer stuff and the older person immediately with an advice that JUST solves 1 out of the bigger issues in there and making me feel like I just don't want to.

I can't even read much fanfics I enjoy..

the way that when youre a young adult who is disabled/chronically ill older people often say things like

“just wait until youre my age”

“you young people are so soft now”

“when i was your age i wouldn’t have complained like this”

but when a child is disabled they consider it tragic, what do they think happens to disabled children do they not grow up to be disabled young adults? 😭

Also

"You would if you wanted*

*advice that I already tried and failed many times to achieve*

*dismissing the bad sensation and burnout of doing x thing the older person can do easier just so you look "lively" to them*

*older person is radical and progressive yet subtly ableistic*

the way that when youre a young adult who is disabled/chronically ill older people often say things like

“just wait until youre my age”

“you young people are so soft now”

“when i was your age i wouldn’t have complained like this”

but when a child is disabled they consider it tragic, what do they think happens to disabled children do they not grow up to be disabled young adults? 😭

"Disabled people can do everything abled people can!1!1!!" I'm gonna have to ask you what you think disabled means

Being a creative while chronically ill sucks. I’ll have an idea, get in the flow, be doing my thing when suddenly I’m in horrific pain with all my energy sapped 🥲 I wanna keep going cause I love making art but it’s so hard when I’m almost entirely bedridden. Especially traditional art since I need to get up to gather supplies. Sorry for the vent, it’s just so sucky 😭

You can have Disability Pride without loving being disabled. You can love your community and everything it means and stands for without loving being disabled. Being disabled is hard and you're valid even if you hate being disabled. You can love and hate being disabled at the same time too.

twitter people thinking tumblr is still in its 2015 era so it's fine to dunk on it on and on is such a funny yet expected reaction from twitter and I'm glad about because I don't want them here

I feel like normies think of tumblr as the fanart and aesthetic and gifset website but real tumblrinas know that our most culturally significant output and our lifeblood is the humble text post

This is the only take against the normalization of something I agree with.

Because "why don't you just enjoy what you like?" is like saying cringe culture isn't a thing at all

"can we normalize-" NO!!!!!! we do not need to expand whats considered normal!!! we need to teach people to stop reacting judgmentally when encountering something new and weird!!!! things dont need to be normal to be respected!!!!!!!!!!

I have the feeling that Alastor was never actually discovered to be the serial killer everyone lived to fear. He died by 'accident', got stitched his torn-appart-by-dogs body, buried properly face up and in his gravestone you could read "here lies a good man, he always smiled"

Maybe that's one of the reasons he wants his carnage to be broadcasted, he needs to be know, because no one ever did know him. But at the same time he needs to hide, is second nature to him to keep himself a secret, it's how he survived, he never got caught for it.

Tired of ABLEISM disguised as a "silly hot take" or "peak" education I SWEAR

Some disabled people cant consent due to their disability

Some disabled people cant work due to their disability

Some disabled people cant get an education due to their disability

Some disabled people cant think in language due to their disability

Some disabled people cant show emotions due to their disability

Some disabled people cant have empathy due to their disability

Some disabled people cant drive due to their disability

Some disabled people cant live alone due to their disability

Some disabled people cant be normal and just like non disabled people due to their disability, hence the disability

No its not liberating or a hot take to deny disabled people cant do certain things your just erasing people who have undesirable traits

I cleaned up some backgrounds for screenshot edit purposes would love to be linked if used just so I can see your art :3c

first batch (you are here!) | second batch | third batch | fourth batch | fifth batch | sixth batch | seventh batch (coming soon)

totally random Store

Adults: Following rules is good, not following rules is bad

Little me: Okay :] *follows a rule*

Adults: Oh my god look at this loser. He doesn't know that this rule is Secretly Okay To Not Follow. Dumbass. Let's all laugh at him

Shout out to disabled people who NEED (need) screen time to function or exist or socialise or communicate or anything else. I know people say screen time is bad. But if you need it for your disabilties? Use it. Please. So shout out to you.

When you search FLUFF

That's why I cannot stand ao3

going out of your way to search up [insert character] ANGST and all you get is smut