It’s crazy how you can teach your body to be full by eating a toddler size portion and if you eat any more than that you get sick
do it for the stares
the jealous eyes
the attention
the feeling of being light
the feeling of being small
you can always look skinner, look better
I started this blog because I need to get back to the point when I was thin. I was accepted by society when that happened. A lot of good things happened for me.
When I "recovered," society saw me as fat and tossed me aside.
Society doesn't like fat people. So I'll become thin for a better life.
Because I deserve that.
“Hunger is the first element of self-discipline. If you can control what you eat and drink, you can control everything else.”
- Dr. Umar Faruq Abd-Allah
not finishing food feels like absolute control
restocked my mini fridge :)
the feminine urge to just drop on my knees and scream in a public space
he is like a single celled organism. to me
im going to dress like an absolute whore once i get to my ugw
the monstrous-feminine (x)
am i real?
post by : @playingonmydsi <3
✨This is a personal Weight Loss and Mental Health topics focused blog -> warning for disordered eating, disorganized thoughts and untagged grief ✨ I’m 24, recovering from a mental break Sw: 310 cw: 250 ugw: 180
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