✨This is a personal Weight Loss and Mental Health topics focused blog -> warning for disordered eating, disorganized thoughts and untagged grief ✨ I’m 24, recovering from a mental break Sw: 310 cw: 250 ugw: 180
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I want my reflection in the CRTV to keep looking better and better
Stop eating
I want to look beyond hot in my Halloween costume
Stop eating
I want to look sexy and quirky when I’m clumsy
Stop eating
I want to look sexy sweaty
Stop eating
he is like a single celled organism. to me
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the feminine urge to just drop on my knees and scream in a public space
the monstrous-feminine (x)
im going to dress like an absolute whore once i get to my ugw
im not even a girl im just some Thing but im a girl when its hot or funny
everyone who hates more than me has problems and everyone who hates less than me is faking positivity
girls only want one thing and it’s to stop being mentally tortured
girls will carry unimaginable primordial rage but still go about their day as if nothing is wrong and that is very sexy of us I think
“Hunger is the first element of self-discipline. If you can control what you eat and drink, you can control everything else.”
- Dr. Umar Faruq Abd-Allah
staring into the bathroom mirror gripping the sink and telling myself "you are not uniquely horrible you are literally just some guy"