my reasons for losing weight!!
• i can wear baggy clothes in an aesthetic way and not in a way that makes me look huge
• i won’t have to feel insecure about my belly
• i’ll look good in whatever clothes i wear because i’ll be skinny
• people will be jealous over my self control
• people will worry about me when i start losing a lot of weight
• people will see how small and light i am
• i won’t have to be ashamed of talking about my weight to others
• i’ll be the skinny friend
• skinny legs will be cuter in my clothes
• it will make me prettier
• being someone else’s thinspo
• can focus on other things and not just my weight
• won’t have to worry about looking fat when someone takes a picture of me
• someone’s hand can fit around my arm
• i won’t have to worry about looking fat next to someone
• people will be nicer to me if i’m skinnier
• i can be pretty and skinny in summer
• no more jiggly legs and arms
• i can have a slimmer face
• i will look sickly and pale
coming on tumblr after eating is like walking out of ur room w ur boyfriend knowing ur family heard everything
things to do instead of food
learn all the lyrics to a song
make slime
watch a movie
go on a walk and look for hot men
do fun makeup looks
girlblog
make a pinterest board of what u want ur house to look like
dress up like ur favorite characters or celebrities
make edits
sit outside and listen to music
dance and sing to ur favorite songs
get high
go on a bike ride while listening to music
tan
go swimming
shop online
write a story or poetry
do hairstyles
read books outside
create a alter ego of urself new and improved
get all pretty and go shopping
paint ur nails
draw how u feel
watch true crime
have a self care day
make food for ur FAMILY. NOT URSELF. and make sure its something that wont tempt u
binge watch a show
watch all the movies u have been telling urself ur gonna watch
just a reminder
i want someone to watch my self destruction with a smile. i want them to encourage me to go further, eat less, cvt deeper, isolate myself more. i want them to make me feel small, like i need to get sicker to get better. listen to my problems. twist them until im the villain. break me until im whole again, and laugh at my suffering.
does anyone know any shows, movies, influencers, etc that can help with motivation???
I need to get that spark back again ✨
waking up feeling clean because you didn’t eat a lot the night before >>>
I’m going to be stuck like this forever
Make me worse, make me thin, ask me if I ate, tell me I’m wrong if I do, tell I’m I did good if I don’t, encourage me, enable me. Push me. MAKE ME THIN MAKE ME WORSE HELP ME