Oikawa, The Immature Yet Patient Boyfriend, That Takes You Wherever He Goes Because He Just Loves Being

#i miss you very much, my love

—tell-tale signs of them missing you / what do they do when they’re missing you.

CHARACTERS. Zhongli, Xiao, Venti, Thoma, Scaramouche, Kazuha, Kaeya, Gorou, Diluc, Childe, Ayato, Albedo, (Abyss) Aether

THEMES. Implied established relationship, hurt/comfort.

NOTES. there is no indication if the reader died, left them, or maybe is just out traveling :))) it’s your decision how to think of this one. I did not expect this to be angsty but alas, it is. I meant this to be comfort, actually, who hurt me lmao.

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ZHONGLI frequently strolls around the streets of Liyue; day in or day out, he walks and walks. Every time the other people, specifically the vendors would see and recognize him, they knew what was missing and what seemed to be the problem—you, you were not with him. He looks the same on the outside; respectful, dignified, and standing tall. Yet they could never fail to miss the certain glow on his eyes, his face, and his smile whenever you stood beside him. Unknown to them, however, he had got more time in the world to wait for you. So until then, he’d wait for your return as he walks along the streets of his land, waits for the time he could finally gaze upon your beauty once again; may it be under the sun or the stars from above.

XIAO asks for two plates of Almond Tofu—which is quite unusual of him since he never had that much of an appetite before, especially mortal food. Silence had always been his company, not until you came along. You brought him the voices of humans; who they were, what they were good of, what was the light hidden amongst the darkness that he had always seen. You gave him hope and the reason for people to love him—for him to appreciate himself more. His purpose was not just to protect all of Liyue, but he became someone for you, and the same can be said with you to him. He longs for the day you come back, and until you do, he has two plates of Almond Tofu; one for you, one for him. This is a symbol of him waiting for you, and until then, he will continue to do so, no matter how long it takes.

VENTI stays at home even if he’s longing for Dandelion Wine in the evenings when he’s all alone. He waits for your arrival, hopes that this night would be the night you come home and kiss him, hug him, cuddle with him. It all seems so foreign for him to be all alone once again, but it seemed he should get used to it by now. Not long after your absence, he finds himself swallowed up by loneliness, the words falling out of his lips like a cry—but it was tuned, with a melody that seemed to have resembled like a plea, begging for you to come back soon.

THOMA is often seen by the docks, staring far off into the ocean. One can tell that if they talk to him, he wouldn’t be able to give them the attention he so often gives to others. He is very well known to the Inazumans, which is why when he goes in a state like this, they would surely know what seems to be on his mind. You, of course. Your relationship with the Retainer of the Kamisato Clan is not that much of a secret. Contrary to that, everybody knew about it. When he stands by the docks, seemingly awaiting someone, or when people see him looking forlorn despite being surrounded by the strays on the place where he usually goes, they knew. He was missing you. And despite being able to always help everyone else, there seems to be no one who could do the same to him.

SCARAMOUCHE asks his subordinates if there’s any news from you. They would often scramble to their feet, trying to get to where he is when he calls, only to be asked “Anything from Y/n yet?” Most of them would complain whenever this happens to them, but even if they do, it doesn’t really affect SCARAMOUCHE. What’s more, is that he’s more out of it, really. Instead of getting annoyed than usual, he’s more… tame, so to speak. Damn. Why can’t you leave his mind already? He’s aware of what his lackeys are thinking—that you were able to reduce him into this kind of person; searching for your presence until he’s sure that you’re safe within his arm’s reach.

KAZUHA is more silent. Beidou and the Crew could only tease him about it for a while, only for it to backfire due to him being quite good with words. “Well, of course, I miss them. What sort of lover would I be if I don’t?” he will say. However, despite the lightness and ease in his words, it was quite the opposite of the pressure on his chest, and the lack of enthusiasm with the sight of the beautiful view ahead of him. What he seeks is you, and he has no other company but his words and the wind, to comfort him in this time of need. He doesn’t dwell on these feelings quite obviously, but only his soul would be testament to how much longing he could take before he couldn’t anymore.

KAEYA talks more, this is why it’s fairly obvious to other people what he was feeling, especially with you not beside him. Despite his best efforts to attempt to hide the secrecy of his emotions, to encase it in ice, not to be freed and seen, people knew nonetheless. And even if he realizes this himself, he continues to pretend and act like he was okay, like everything was fine and nothing changed since you left. Such a shame, really. How he forces the truth in other people’s minds and his, but the hollowness in his heart continues to stay as it was—empty. Like who he truly was without you.

GOROU buries his nose on your pillow and sleeps on it, or maybe hugs it and the scent that you left off of there lulls him to sleep. It has been so long that he has been alone that he could never truly remember what it felt like anymore before you left. Everything felt so new again as if you had been fixated and remained permanent in his life. He seeks for your presence, and he could only find it with the clothes you left, or the pillow that remained empty on the nights he returns home. Home… it doesn’t even feel like one anymore without you.

DILUC drowns himself in his work. He finds comfort on a busy day, to disrupt his thoughts of you from plaguing his mind, making him corrupted of memories of when you were there, supporting him, getting him through work without making him feel exhausted afterward. But he does it again—over and over again, he thinks about you. The more he does think about you, the more he works. The bags under his eyes, the weariness of his voice, and the slump on his shoulders. No one has the heart or courage to speak up, because they knew he would only close up, return back to the old him when you still weren’t there in his life to brighten it up.

CHILDE is rather antsy, which results in him getting quite messy and irresponsible in his work. It frustrates him, but he doesn’t want to show it in front of other people, especially his subordinates. You are his strength, but you’re also his weakness as well. That is a fact he came to realize before you two had even gotten into a relationship, Yet, he accepted the challenge because he loved you—he has genuine feelings for you. It’s funny, right? A Harbinger, someone who inflicts pain to anyone, being hurt because of love. How childish, the others of his same occupation would think. But he’s proud of this relationship, of you. And he’s a mess without you, which is why you need to go back—you need to come back into his arms and make him feel whole again.

AYATO will often be seen waiting. By the lounge of the Kamisato residence, or maybe by the garden, sometimes strolling around, which will make his sibling, Ayaka, see him often. This will be a recurring habit of his, to await your return since he was too preoccupied to do his work. He will still do what he needs to, but whenever he had the chance, he waits patiently for your return. He’s selfish, he wants to see you first, to greet you first, to embrace you in his arms first. So please, just come back to him—that is his only prayer every single day.

ALBEDO works more to the point of overworking himself, much like Diluc. The only difference is that ALBEDO does this because he has no one to tell him to stop, to rest for a while—that was how convincing you were. You knew how to coax him into doing something someone like him doesn’t really need, but seeing how much you cared for him and his health, he will do so. Actually, he may even have a note by his desk, one that has your handwriting, reminding him to “Take a rest, my love.” He’d read it with your voice in his mind, making him smile unconsciously and stare at the note for a little while longer.

AETHER will try to find you. Even if he doesn’t look like it because he still does what he should while in the process of finding you, he made an oath with himself to do so, wherever you may be. He has faith that you and he will meet again. To gods be damned. The stars will one day align and make him see your eyes which he so longed for in the days you were gone.

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I know I'm I anonymous right now but I love all of your posts!!! I hope you like my request! Can I request the tot boy's s/o popping up in the NXX headquarters out of nowhere? Like they not supposed to be there and know where it is. I want to see their reactions!

Oh and maybe Rosa comment on it on each section because she's also in NXX

𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗽𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗲 ☽ 𝗍𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗌 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆𝗂𝗌

𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗶𝗲𝘄 . . . their reaction to you finding the nxx headquarters.

𝗳𝗲𝗮𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 . . . artem, vyn, luke & marius.

𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 . . . gn!reader + fluff.

# 𝗔𝗥𝗧𝗘𝗠

when you pop up from behind the couch in the main room of the headquarters, with an adorable smile on your face, artem’s eyes just widen & his jaw goes slack.

he’s in pure shock; did he really do that terrible of a job at hiding the location of the headquarters?

he knows that you’re far from clueless & probably would have figured it out sooner or later, but it still shocks him that you were able to find it this quickly.

he sits on the couch with a stupidly adorable expression on his handsome face, one that he doesn’t often show.

he flushes a bright shade of red when you lean over & kiss his cheek, linking your arms together.

“sweetheart, what are you doing here—?”

bonus: rosa is absolutely enamoured by the dynamic the two of you have, it’s way too cute. it’s rare that she’s able to see artem become so flustered & she’ll definitely tease him for it later.

# 𝗩𝗬𝗡

honestly, he’s not even surprised that you figured it out.

he didn’t go out of his way to hide the location from you, but he didn’t exactly tell you what he was always running off to during the day (while he wasn’t at work, of course).

he greets you with a small smile, rather unfazed at the fact that you discovered the nxx headquarters.

he pats the free seat beside him, the other nxx members staring at vyn in incredulity, not understanding how he was able to be so calm after being found out.

“glad to see you could make it, darling.”

he intertwines your hands together, continuing on with the meeting as if you weren’t even there.

bonus: rosa is quite shocked at first, she thought that doctor richter would have more of a reaction to his s/o finding the headquarters. though, she has to admit that it’s cute to see how gentle he is with you.

# 𝗟𝗨𝗞𝗘

concern is the first emotion he feels when he sees you, that familiar expression on his face; furrowed eyebrows, a slight frown to his lips, arms crossed over his chest.

he hasn’t kept any secrets from you about his line of work, you know full well what he does for a living, but you’ve never had the opportunity to ask where he does his extra work.

he’s made it clear that he wants you far away from any danger, especially concerning his work at the nxx.

“how did you find this place, angel?”

he would 100% lecture you like he was your father.

but his strict façade falls when he sees your pouty little expression & he visibly softens.

bonus: rosa would take your side, reassuring luke that you’re an adult & know how to keep yourself safe. she knows how it feels to have luke fuss over her safety, but she thinks it’s cute how protective he is over his s/o.

# 𝗠𝗔𝗥𝗜𝗨𝗦

he would probably scream at the top of his lungs if you decided to jump out & surprise him, like the drama-king he is.

he’d need a moment or two to recover from the scare, breathing heavily as he tried to steady his heart rate.

“babe, how did you even—?!”

you blink a couple of times & smile brightly, explaining to him that he was absolutely terrible at hiding his little secrets.

he would definitely be lectured by artem & vyn on the importance of confidentiality, as well as luke chiming in to tell him to protect the person he loves.

he’ll be a little pouty for the remainder of the time you stay, having been scolded by the other nxx members for poorly hiding the location of the headquarters.

bonus: rosa would laugh her ass off at marius’ reaction to you scaring him, she’d probably give you props too. she thinks it’s nice to see him get put in his place every now & then.

© pixiemon

if only

[Pairing/s: Teru Minamoto x Reader]

Genre: angst?

Warning: swearing, unrequited feelings fufu.

Note: I don't know where I'm going with this, all I know is I want a Teru angst.

Of course it wasn't you, and you know it can't be you but it still hurts like a bitch. You lay on your bed staring at the ceiling as you try to process what Minamoto Teru had said earlier when you asked him for help in rescuing Aoi and finding number 7.

"He likes Aoi-chan," though after his words he play it off as a joke but you know he meant it, you knew deep inside your guts that he meant it, from his body language to the way he looked when he said those words.

"It makes sense now, but Akane-kun wouldn't like it," turning to your side you hug a pillow and hid your face in it, drowning yourself in your thoughts that is slowly being filled with insecurities that you had pushed away before.

"If only I was smarter or maybe prettier, would he-"

You stop yourself before you could even finish, cause deep down you know he still wouldn't look at you or see you the way he does to Aoi- because you're not Aoi.

If only you were Aoi...

"What am I thinking, I shouldn't even be thinking about that" You sigh getting up to grab your phone on your nightstand, scrolling to your social media to distract yourself from your thoughts.

"If only the mokkes were here, I might feel a little bit more better" you mumbled, heart stings from the lost of a friend and the reminder of your unrequited feelings.

"If only Teru likes me..."

Honestly I don't like it but whatever.

“I wish the memories would leave just as easy as you did.”

— Unknown

hangout with bennett!

You know how the anime adaptations of otome games choose to animate one route, making the chosen love interest the male lead in the anime? If The Beginning, I'm A Villainess But I'm Not Evil! and Isekai Chronicles were to get anime adaptations, who would you choose as the male lead?

This is a very interesting question because The Beginning is originally supposed to have one male lead - Diluc. If I had to choose someone as the male lead for the anime adaptations, then:

The Beginning

I still stand by Diluc being the male lead. I believe that out of all the love interests, he's the one who spent the most time with (y/n). It may not seem very obvious at first, but he's the one who helped her come to terms with herself, protected her and watched her grow. I don't think anyone could take care of (y/n) better than Diluc, whose feelings for her developed the most.

I'm A Villainess But I'm Not Evil!

This may seem very surprising but I think a Thoma endgame is good. I can't say much because we have yet to get to a certain part of the story, but Thoma has met the villainess when they were younger. As the plot progresses, you will see a significant development in Thoma/Mc's relationship (the development may be even better than Kazuha/Mc's) - and as I've said in a previous ask, you will probably come to hate Ayato in Thoma's stead. I honestly think the love between Thoma and the villainess is very beautiful, and I hope the readers will share the same opinion as me once all the truths are revealed.

Isekai Chronicles

We're only on chapter one LMAO- However, I can see Itto being the male lead. He's just... so pure, so cheerful, and in a way, so human. You will see our girlboss mc lose touch with her human side in Part II: The Inquisitor's Might, but Itto will always be there to help her remain true to herself. He's probably the only reason she retains her real personality while she's acting as a Supreme Being.

𝐈'𝐌 𝐀 𝐕𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐈'𝐌 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋! : 𝐍𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍

𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘 : After our main character, a miserable university student gets into a hit-and-run, she wakes up as the NPC villainess, (y/n) Onigasaki in the world of Genshin Impact. With her knowledge of the game, she tries to survive in Inazuma and live a quiet and peaceful life until Aether arrives; unfortunately, there are some obstacles she has to overcome as the most evil villainess.

𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐒 : Ayato, Gorou, Itto, Kazuha, Scaramouche, Teppei, Thoma, Tomoaki, Ayaka, Kokomi, Yoimiya

𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄 : Romance, humour, reincarnation/transmigration, isekai, reverse harem

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 : Mentions of death, bloody descriptions, violence, profanity, canon divergent

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 : @love-letters-4-u @aliarosella @ya-yeeteth @sweetv4mp @melkxsh @ennikoala @sweetstrawberrybabe @lesnotmiserable @kkokopi-main @pasta-warlord @lesmouche @electr0m1ko @lucas-kun @muzanscumslut @coco-goat-milk @muichiroscarpet @kitsamii @fairlady-ying @blackcatpandora @justlynna @forgotten-blues @creatorofstars @durptwit @setsubon @idealwriting @goatchulu @meepmi​ @sarahyumiko2​ @thedianaclark​ @abvolat​​​

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This is too cute.

ギョーザ

I've just seen that you're asking for Thoma requests so I thought to ask (if you're comfortable with it) if you'd do some headcannons if he was self aware like Monika from Ddlc if you're not feel free to ignore this :)

#self aware!thoma

WARNING. may have slight spoilers on his story (about his parents)

NOTES. I will be basing this off on how I built thoma lmao i’m sorry this is slightly self-indulged. I’m laughing so hard while writing this, enjoy everyone

THOMA

Appreciates you especially if you tried so hard to pull for him. He really did his best in order to come home but he’s such a generous person to others and let them come home to you first before himself--such a gentleman, huh?

Oh! You have a Staff of Homa or Deathmatch? Are you going to-

Black Tassel… alright, well at least it gives him a lot of HP! It doesn’t matter that it once was from Zhongli or maybe Hu Tao or you specifically built it for him. He doesn’t really mind because you puting him in your team is just enough for him to be happy.

If you level him up to 80 or 90, he’d be extremely grateful, but to be honest? Whatever level you have him on, he will still do his best whenever you put him on your team and remain loyal to you til the end. The additional power and strength are just bonus points to him.

Helping you is his pleasure, he takes absolute delight in having to assist you and your team in any way he can.

When you don’t place him on your team, he’s a little bit sad but he doesn’t brood over such negativities and is just here to help… that’s it, basically.

Take him to Mondstadt every once in a while! He gets homesick as well, of course, so he will appreciate you if you take him there. You’ll probably see him with the dogs or cats around the square near the fountain, or maybe greeting the vendors and trying to meet the others whom he hadn’t seen for a long time. Where’s his mother anyway? He should try to find her.

When you or your team is in danger he would probably switch to himself on his own accord. You’d sometimes think this is a glitch but he does that most of the times, especially since he was beginning to have feelings for you.

You probably will see your foods increase when you look so closely, or even your fishes that comes from Inazuma. The culprit? Of course, it’s him. There’s no one else who can cook a lot and also catch fish for you like that.

Your teapot house oh Archons. You were just muttering how you like things this way and that in your teapot but you just couldn’t find the time and the next time you log in, he already did it for you.

Your smile makes his day so there are probably times he crits better when he feels energized by your positivity! You’ll find yourself praising him and this continues on until the end of the fight.

When you realize it had been him all long and that he became self aware, he won’t try to hide it from you and would just go along the flow, basically.

I could imagine actually in the Dream of Bloom event, you will find a couple of extra flowers on your inventory, probably one each day--he did that too.

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✧ Introduction Part 1

Series >> Teyvat Streamers

Featuring: Diluc, Childe, Kaeya and Zhongli

Synopsis: Them as streamers

Warnings: Curses, Violence, Mentions of Death, and Murder.

DILUC

Yes, everyone's dark knight in shining armor. Is known as "Master Diluc" and "Darknight_Hero" but his username is "Ragnvindr" because darknight hero sounds like a 12 year old roblox name.

Holding over 6 mil subs on both Youtube and Twitch — Diluc's got the heart of his subscribers and followers.

His channel mainly focuses on teaching his viewers mix drinks and gaming — which is everyone's favorite.

Even though he's a stoic and a calm man, he cares for everyone — forcing his viewers to sleep when he streamed too late or his streams is on a different time because ya know, time zones.

His gaming streams are really rare, sometimes playing games that his brother recommended to him but it's PRETTY RARE.

Get's really flustered when someone donated an edit of him — and his brother uses that against him.

One of his fan requested him to say the audio "Oh no! Our table, it's broken!" And he did that with no emotion.

#unbotheredredheadedking

Would win every YLYL challenges if he's with his brother — he refuses to let his guard down.

Once did a cooking stream with his brother — almost burned the whole kitchen.

"Kaeya?! WHY WOULD YOU TURN THE HEAT UP?! THE HOUSE IS GONNA BURN!"

*cue kaeya acting like a DJ with Diluc is in shambles"

CHILDE

Hmm Everyone's favorite menace — Childe! Also known as "Tartaglia" but people don't call him that cause it's "too long".

The rich, handsome, ultimate malewife that everyone wants.

His channel is mainly on PVP, games with murder, dark lore, and horror — also does a charity streams once in a while.

I kid you not — this man definitely plays Yandere Simulator, DDLC, Undertale and FNAF.

(also a whaler for genshin but that's for another story✋)

His streams are basically 'playing a random game while disturbing Diluc and Zhongli with Kaeya'

Charity streams are once in a year — often playing Minecraft while people spawn random mobs and things for him.

And yes! The horror games! Everyone likes his horror streams!

"Alright we found a key! We're doing great progress comrades!-- Oh? thank you 'Anonymous101' for the hundred bits! I appreciate it-- AAAAAA WTF WHERE DID THAT CAME FROM?!!"

Speaking of the devil, his fan interactions is funny too!

someone tweeted: I wonder what Childe's hands do?😩

his answer: Choking you to death :) /j

The streamer everyone loves but still slanders him anyways.

KAEYA

The streamer everyone's willing to bark — and he loves it. Everyone knows him by "Kaeya" while his username is sometimes "Elsa 2.0" and "Hot_Cavalry_Captain"

Diluc's official Nightmare

His streams focuses on him bullying Diluc, games (specially otome games) and him flirting with characters.

Purposely played Obey Me! for Asmodeus (bet that they can relate to each other)

Mans also played Doki Doki because he thought Yuki was "beautiful" not knowing the lore.

"She used my pen on what??" He was so shocked that he stopped playing the game for a month✋

He definitely acts hot all the time so his fans would make more thirst edits of him (also to appreciate and help them improve their talents)

He also wears his iconic top with the boobie window, mans like teasing his viewers.

The type to rage quit (hot version)

"OH MY FUCKING GOSH WHY IS THIS SO HARD?!" with his raspy voice omfl😩

Would do this boyfriend asmr(s) for 'fun purposes'

Actually gets banned from Twitter by his flirty remarks. (Is that even possible?💀)

ZHONGLI

First started his channel as a 'story teller'

They call him Zhongli while his username is "Rex Lapis"

He started gaining more views and subscribers when he played 'poppy playtime'

*cue him gasping so hot omfg*

"Oh, did i go the wrong way?-- *gasp* What was that..."

Actually has theories for the game

After that, his viewers would try to get him to play more horror games — and it ends up to him finishing it explaining his theories, that some of it ends up true💀

A god at Geoguessr

This man will take a good 1-20 seconds looking at the place and will instantly say "This place is in Inazuma!"

Has no face cam — this man is broke, and he uses his hot voice to gain more mora.

When he got enough mora for a face cam — he immediately did a YLYL challenge that is requested by his viewers.

His little laughs and snorts would make the chat go brrr

This man is the total package. Hot, Sexy, Handsome, and Has a deep voice?! Don't mind me clicking the subscribe button.

Taglist: @xyliope @under-a-starry-night @ihavecrusheson2dbois @zhongchi14 (send an ask to get tagged!) No beta — we die like men