Being On Shedblr And Being Sad When Ur Moot Is Genuinely Suicide Posting Is So Dumb Like What Did I Expect

did anyone else want to be hurt as a kid???

like grievously injured so that ppl would care for you and think about you and wonder if ur doing okay

yearly reminder that scars get sun burnt a lot easier then skin. remember to keep your scars covered or to use sunscreen (minimum spf of 30) when outside. dont put sunscreen on open wounds tho, only scars!!

Inside you there are two wolves…

i hate that i cant fucking enjoy anything because its either im worried its NOT something i actually like and that i basically copied it% mimiced someone else or that its too generalized of a thing to like or i dont do it good enough so i should shoot muself or overd0se right now because im bad at it

heres an example

i like music. i like vocaloid alot and kikuos music

problem. i cant tell if its me that i like anymore or i copied it cuz half of my fucking interests and personality or all of it is fake. secondly its too genetalizrf and everyone i know likes it meaning im normal and not good enough and should kill myself now. thirdly i literally dont know the lyrics are meaning therefore im a faker and should kll myself now.

self isolation period over. im back bitches :3

@tortured-alcoholic @yippie-stitches @oldmandeppression @ch3m1c4l-0r1c-0v3rr34ct10n @dec4yingdogteeth @patiori uhh i forget sorry

expect your regularly scheduled mental illness posting :D

Dr Ignoreitandhopeitgoesaway does make some good points

said I'd kill myself in the summer

I know my life will end in suicide. I'm sure of it.

so sad and also really annoying to follow old friends that used to follow me on my old account and have them just simply not following me back in my new one