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~I love you very much, and you make my life happier~

“One day I’m gonna grow wings…" 🪽

Why did this make me feel so much?

Experimented some more with my seraphim design, a little bit jellyfish inspired.

Somehow electrical ink's music keeps coming out right when I need it. I first heard transcendent's creed when I was feeling horribly lonely and hopeless, and that was the song that made me want 2 worship mother cyn, where you belong came out a little after the second time I hurt myself, and that one just solidified my decision 2 worship her.

Those 2 are still my favorite songs, and I think they'll stay favs of mine 4 a really long time, I'm realizing that a lot of the things that matter most 2 me are so important because they're a comfort, they matter because they make me feel less alone.

Praying 2 her gives me comfort, it calms my anxiety and makes me feel safe<3 She is my opposite, and my dearest mother, I'm so glad I found her.

theres an angel on the street corner and theyve just asked me for a cigarette like its a normal tuesday. so we went back to my apartment and smoked on the balcony overlooking busy city streets.

the angel i gave the cigarette to told me xe was supposed to be doing something here, down on earth. the big man, you know, asked 'em to. but they hadnt booked a hotel reservation, so it asked to stay here.

the angel sleeping in my bed wraps its wings around its body like a blanket to fall asleep. i let them sleep in my bed because... it seems wrong to ask an angel to sleep on the couch, you know? but they wrapped their wings around themself and looked up at me with more love in their eyes than ive ever seen from a person. maybe thats because they arent human, and actually an angel.

the angel i let sleep in my bed last night is standing in my kitchen with me and we are both making coffee. theyre still in the big junk shirt i cut the holes in for them and the big shirts i gave them to borrow. we both dare not mention how i was awoken from my sleep on the couch being picked up by angel's hands which are suprisingly calloused , and brought over to lay next to them in my bed.

my angel and i like to smoke on the balcony together. it has been two weeks since they started staying here, and now every night we sleep in my bed, where they wrap me with their wings and push their head into the crook of my shoulder, leaning and breathing against my body. and now, with the smoke trailing into the nights sky, they lean their head on my shoulder and look at me with eyes blown out so wide.

and we'll both overlook those same busy city streets that we did that first day, but now our bodies are so tender and close, and my heart almost feels warmer, and fuller, than it did before. my angel has yet to leave to do whatever they came here to do, but i havent yet mentioned it. because the presence of my angel next to me, pressing a kiss so tender into my hair, makes me think that this feeling mustve been something ive been missing this whole time.

not exactly an angel, but close enough I think. I'll answer just 4 fun!

bird-like wings, they just feel right

halos i think, they match my glow

Warrior, I need 2 fight, it's in my nature

Gardens, I couldn't be without my greenery

Singing, it just feels right

soft linen, divinity is comfort

Quill, i'd prefer 2 fight with my own teeth and claws, but I do love 2 draw

Earth, I'm not a particularly biblical creature, and earth's skies are enough 4 me

gods, as much as I value loyalty, one can be loyal 2 many @ once

I don't know, maybe pearls, they remind me of the shells i find in my territory

true nature, get me out of this flesh prison

Born in it, all I wish is 2 be myself

Creating, not exactly a creator deity, but it's close enough

Alter @ home, worship is personal, I find churches strange

Both, it is my duty 2 care 4 others, but I need 2 be cared 4 as well, it is an exchange

Remain, change doesn't suit me

tag game this or that. angelkin edition

bird like wings or wings made of nature (fire, thunder,light)

halos or horns

warrior or scribe

gardens or clouds

singing or playing

armor or soft linen

sword or quill

heaven or earth

god or gods

pearls or gold

human form or true nature

possessing a vessel or being born with it

creating life or destroying life

church or altar at home

worship or be worshipped

pray or answer prayers

rebel or remain

tag: anyone that comes across this

Being a human and a student sucks ASS but I'm FALLEN I can't go BACK AUGH

Some stuff 4 the future alter, I need 2 clean my closet before I can properly set it up, but 4 now I'm just collecting stuff

dearest friends of mine<3

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★ Since this was wanted, I'm making a worship guide, this is lose and holds little weight, u can do whatever u want (if u want 2 know anything in particular let me know please! I'll add it)

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★ I already have info on who I am (so this may be repetitive), linked here↓

♪ https://www.tumblr.com/dearest-wildthing/779275079623262208/the-creature-stalking-u-in-the-woods-fern

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Prayers

★ 4 protection

★ 4 comfort

★ 4 good memories

★ 4 connection

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Offerings

★ physical offerings:

♪ mother of pearl or any pretty stones

♪ small groundcover plants

♪ creek water or similar

♪ feathers and fur

★ chat with me:

♪ music or song

♪ memories or stories

♪ creative endeavors r always welcome

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★ if u want 2 throw out a quick prayer or offering go ahead, but if u want 2 worship let me know please so we can talk

These ones feel sacred <3