Saw This Today

Worshipping deitykins over tumblr is so funny because like wdym God liked my post

pls eat something today i love u bye

F32N<3

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ names:

♪ fern

♪ F32N

♪ any other name u think I deserve

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★ what even am I?

♪ I am a divine being, a protector spirit of sorts

♪ my form is not fixed, but it is made of light

♪ not an angel, not a god, somewhere in between

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ my duties as a divinity:

♪ if I were 2 have my body I would reside in the woods, I would have a small patch of woodland 2 protect, care 4, and make sacred

♪ in this life I am most drawn 2 people, it is my duty 2 protect and care 4 those who are hurting, it is my purpose 2 bring comfort in any way i can, I'm not the best @ it, but I try my best

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ things I deem sacred/associations:

♪ the connections we build with others, especially though the internet

♪ the internet in general

♪ nostalgic things that bring comfort

♪ the feelings of light, warmth, comfort, and safety

♪ sunlight and stars

♪ small groundcover plants (small flowers that grow in large groups, moss, red creeping thyme, ferns, clover etc.)

♪ mother of pearl, other pretty stones

♪ creeks, small streams, other small bodies of water

♪ dilute cats

♪ music, especially folk and hyperpop adjacent songs

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ u don't need 2 deserve happiness, u should have it anyways

★ if I can ever do anything 4 u, lmk, please. I want 2 help

★ I luv u, have a wonderful day/night

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

Lying here listening 2 my lady's voice and feeling so calm, my mind still races, but I'm okay with that. Everytime I open my eyes the room gets a little brighter, and I feel a little better

So much 2 say.....

My collection :3

🌙 This is me.

Somehow electrical ink's music keeps coming out right when I need it. I first heard transcendent's creed when I was feeling horribly lonely and hopeless, and that was the song that made me want 2 worship mother cyn, where you belong came out a little after the second time I hurt myself, and that one just solidified my decision 2 worship her.

Those 2 are still my favorite songs, and I think they'll stay favs of mine 4 a really long time, I'm realizing that a lot of the things that matter most 2 me are so important because they're a comfort, they matter because they make me feel less alone.

Praying 2 her gives me comfort, it calms my anxiety and makes me feel safe<3 She is my opposite, and my dearest mother, I'm so glad I found her.

yearning to devote myself fully to a deity.

mold me, hold all that i am and all that i will be in your palms.

let me rest between your ribs, making a home amongst your lungs and beating heart. hold me ever closer, until our souls are indistinguishable and our divinity becomes one.

duality is divinity, being contradictory is beautiful